saved me

My name is Matthilda Joan but,I say my name is Mattie. You see, I have no friends and my mom doesn't care about me,my dad left before I was born and Ma says it's my fault. I believe her. I'm bullied in school and have been since I was 9. They say I'm fat and I believe them. I became bulimic. They always say I am worth nothing to anyone and to kill myself. I try.I self harm and I tried to drown myself. Somebody saved me. Who? Wish I Knew.
Now that was when I was ten but,now I'm 15.
The only one who keeps me from doing it again is Demi lovato,My inspiration to keep going.

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2. flashback:hospital

I woke up in a white room. First I thought I was dead and felt happy for the first time in a long time.Then I remembered someone saved me. I wish they didn't. Then I thought I was probably in the hospital. Dang! A nurse walked in with a lady I don't know who she was.

Nurse:How you feeling baby?

Me:I'm fine

Lady:I'm lin larkine. I'm a social worker. Can I talk to you?

Me:sure

 

Lin:(to nurse)leave!(nurse leaves) so Matthilda,why did you try to kill yourself

Me:can we not talk about it?please?

Lin: (sigh) will youo talk to your mom?

Me:yes?

Lin:okay then(sighs again and walk out)

I'm not talking to ma. When I talk with her it aalways ends with a beating and a "I hate your guts" in both directions.

Now I can sit and wonder who saved me. All I saw was the ends of a girls beautiful brown hair.I find the nurse in.

Me:do you Know who saved me

Nurse:no but I do know that youcan go home  now.

Me:okay,thanks

I jump off the uuncomfortable bed,get changed and go home.When I get home(luckly my mom's not there)I cut myself and cry myself to sleep.

 

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