saved me

My name is Matthilda Joan but,I say my name is Mattie. You see, I have no friends and my mom doesn't care about me,my dad left before I was born and Ma says it's my fault. I believe her. I'm bullied in school and have been since I was 9. They say I'm fat and I believe them. I became bulimic. They always say I am worth nothing to anyone and to kill myself. I try.I self harm and I tried to drown myself. Somebody saved me. Who? Wish I Knew.
Now that was when I was ten but,now I'm 15.
The only one who keeps me from doing it again is Demi lovato,My inspiration to keep going.


4. Beating

I hear the door slam now. It's been awhile since my last attempt of suicide. It pissed my ma off.Now she beats me everyday after she gets home. It's worse when she's drunk.she said a funeral would cost to much. She doesn't care about me. She is probably about to my room. I've learned not to hide or resist her beatings. It only makes it worse. She bust into my room now and jerks me up by the arm.

Ma:you worthless piece of shut why is my laundry not done?

She punches me in my the face

Me;you didn't tell me to do your laundry.

Ma:I shouldn't have to!

She pulls her hand back.and slaps me.I won't tell you the rest of what happened because you would get scared but,let's say she's not drunk and I still ended up with a broken nose and a black eye.

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