So when you have today - Justin hills/Kellin Quinn

Kellin had always told me that when I had today, I should say all that I had to say. And now when I have the two guys I've fallen hopelessly in love with I don't know what to say anymore.


16. It's not okay and it's not alright - Chapter 16

Justin's POV

I woke up in my bunk with an insane headache. I walk out to the kitchen and get a glass of water. I groan and get a few pain meds and take them and I turn around to see Jesse standing behind me, glaring at me.


"Go fuck yourself Justin." He mutters and walks away.

I raise my eyebrows in confusion and shake my head.

I realize we don't leave until tomorrow so I walk off the bus and over to Rose's.

I walk on and see Rose and Tay asleep on each other on the couch, Kellin and Gabe on the floor in front of them. I smile and I walk over, kissing Rose on the lips softly.

She opens her eyes and yawns, stretching out which caused Tay to wake up.

"Good morning." She says softly, smiling at me.

"Good morning princess." I say and she stands up, tripping over Gabe in the process.

"Wake up fucktards." She mutters and they groan and open their eyes.

"What do you want?" Gabe whines.

"If I have to wake up so do you." She says and hugs me.

Gabe opens his eyes and stares at us with a weird look on his face.

"What?" I ask him, wondering why everyone was being dicks today.

He shakes his head at me and looks at Rose.

"I'm gonna go over to my bus okay?" He says and Kellin nods.

"Me too." He says and She pouts.

"Okayyy, bye guyssss." She calls out.

I sit and cuddle with her for a bit until I realize I had forgotten my cell phone on my bus. I stand up and tell her I'll be right back.

I run over to SWS' bus and I walk on, seeing Gabe Jack and Jesse in a serious conversation.

They all turn to look at me and Jesse instantly turns angry.

"What the fuck is wrong with you Justin?" Jack asks, glaring.

"What the hell are you all talking about?!" I exclaim and throw my hands in the air.

"You seriously don't remember?"

"What should I remember?" I ask.

"Well, last night you just FUCKED YOUR GIRLFRIENDS EX-BASSIST!" Jesse yells at me.

I widen my eyes and shake my head. "N-no..."

"You better believe it jackass, because you aren't getting away with it." Gabe shoots at me.

I feel a few tears spring to my eyes, remembering what I had done last night.

And that's how easily I can fuck everything up.



"Either you're gonna tell her, or I am." Jesse says and walks closer to me. "But either way you're getting your ass beat." He says and pushes me up against the wall.

"Woah woah woah what the fuck is going on?" Kellin asks, walking in.

Jesse smirks at me. "Want me to tell him, or you?"

He asks and I widen my eyes. "Jesse he'll kill me!"

"Exactly. Justin here, decides that when we go out last night that it would be the perfect fucking idea to fuck Rose's Ex-bassist and ex-Best friend." Jesse tells him with a humourless laugh.

Kellin looks at me with an unreadable expression.

"Jesse move, I think that would be the best idea." Gabe tells Jesse and He steps back.

Kellin slowly walks towards me. "Are you fucking joking?" He says slowly and I shake my head sadly. "You're a pathetic excuse for a human being. You think that cheating on the girl you're supposed to love is a way to live? And you think that it's okay to fucking play it off real cool?! Well listen here you fucking idiot, I told you not to hurt her and look what you've done. What the fuck do you have to say to me Justin?"

"I have nothing Kellin."

"Go fuck yourself, doucheweed." Kellin says and draws his arms back and punches me in the face.

Jesse's POV

I watch Kellin hit Justin and I smirk. "Wait Kellin, we should save this for later. Rose doesn't know yet." I say and Kellin looks at me.

"Then we can beat his ass real good?" He asks and I nod.

He let's go of Justin's shirt and Justin walks into the bunk area without another word. His nose was bleeding and I saw Kellin go to wash the blood off his hand.

"I'm gonna fucking kill him. He's gonna tell her right?" Kellin speaks to no one in particular.

"I told him if he doesn't I will."

"It's gonna fucking break her, you know that right?" Jack says to us.

"It'll hurt her more if she finds out from someone other than us." I say and they nod.

Justin's POV

I stopped my nose bleed and I picked up my phone, checking it. I saw one new message from...


I ignore it and block her number, walking back out.

I see the guys staring at me and I shift uncomfortably.

"Are you telling her, or me?"

"I will." I mutter and walk out.

The other four follow not far behind. I walk back into Eternal Tragedy's bus and see Tay and Rose talking.

"Hey!" I say and happily and hug Rose tightly.

"Hello!" She exclaims and kisses me softly.

There was barely any evidence of me being hit so I didn't have to worry about her asking me.

"How are you?" She asks.

"Good!" I lie. "You?"

"Wonderful!" She says and giggles.

Shit. I'm going to have to ruin this. I hate myself more than ever. I can't believe I was stupid enough to cheat on her. The most perfect girl alive, she is mine, but not for long. All because I fucked up.

"I love you so so so so so so so much." I say and kiss her all over her face.

She laughs and hugs me tightly. "I love you so so so so so so so much more."

"Not possible." I tell her and kiss her shoulder.

"Oh cut the shit Hills." Kellin chimes in.

"W-what are you talking about?" I ask and try to play this cool.

"Oh my fucking god Justin! Tell her you piece of shit!" Jesse yells.

"W-what are you guys talking about..?" Rose asks, a distant look in her eyes.

"Well.. You see.. I- uhm... I may have-"

"Spit it out Justin." She says, no clear emotion evident on her face.

"I love you..?" I say in more of a question.

"Tell me Justin! What the hell are you guys talking about?!"

I groan and tears come to my eyes. "I can't do it." I mutter.

"You fucking wimp." Kellin spits at me and crosses his arms.

"Douchebag." Jesse mutters.

"Can somebody please tell me what's going on?" Rose says.

I can hear a crack in her voice and my heart shatters.

"I love you Rose." I say and lay my head in her lap.

"Why the fuck won't any of you guys tell me?!" She yells, trying to cover up tears.

She knew something bad had happened. Rose always knew. We had been pretty upfront about something happening, but Rose could always tell when something was wrong.

"Justin fucked Mikayla last night." Jesse says, staring at me the whole time, a small smirk appeared on his face as he mouthed.

'You're fucked.'

Let me tell you, I've never seen Jesse this angry in years.

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