So when you have today - Justin hills/Kellin Quinn

Kellin had always told me that when I had today, I should say all that I had to say. And now when I have the two guys I've fallen hopelessly in love with I don't know what to say anymore.


9. In the end, I'd do it all again -Chapter 9

Justin's POV

"He what?" I growled and went to stand up.

"Justin it's okay, I swear." She says and I shake my head.

"First of all, it's not because you're crying and second of all he can't just fucking think he can steal away the best thing that's ever happened to me!" I exclaim and she kisses me softly.

"Baby, nobody's gonna be stealing me away from you. I love you." She says gently and pecks my lips.

"I love you too baby girl, but what did you say back?" I ask and look at her.

"Nothing, I hung up and dropped my phone out of shock and that's when Gabe came out." She says and I hug her.

"I love you." I mumble into her neck.

"I love you too Justin." She says and plays with my hair.

*a few weeks later*

Rose's POV

Everything was still the same, my band was good, SWS was okay, Justin and I were as close as ever, and I'm completely fucking in love with him. Gave and Jack and Jesse are My besties and I couldn't of asked for anyone better, but we don't see much of Kellin. When we do he's either drunk, asleep or hungover. I hate seeing him like this.

Hopefully things will start to change because we have some news for him.

I walk into Kellin's bedroom with Justin in tow. I see him asleep and snoring and a sigh escaped my lips.

"Kellin, Hun, you need to wake up." I say and shake him.

He groans and turns to face me. "What do you want?" He mutters, clutching his head.

I sigh "Another hangover?" I squeak and he nods.

I grab him pain killers and a glass of water. I walk back to his room and hand them to him. He takes the gratefully.

"Thank you Rose." He says and takes them, downing the glass of water.

"Kells..." I say softly and sit beside him. "I can't stand seeing you like this." I say and wrap my arms around him.

He shrugs.

"Please, tell me what's hurting you so bad that you think drinking is the only way to avoid it." I say into his shoulder, still keeping my arms around him.

He hesitates and sighs. "It bothers me that I lost my chance with you. But you're happy with Justin now and I can't do anything about it, and I'll never get the chance to show me how much you really mean to me." He says and looks down.

I widen my eyes and shake my head.

"Kells, I never meant for any of this to hurt you. I hate seeing you doing this. It hurts me more than anything now knowing that it's my fault. Please Kellin, don't think that you need to drink to forget. Because it's damaging you more than helping." I say into his shoulder.

He hugs me tightly and rubs my back. "I missed you so much Rose. And I'm so so so sorry." He says to me.

I hug back tighter and shake my head "I missed you too Kellin, but I'm the one who should be sorry." I say and kiss his cheek.

He holds me tightly and sighs. "Let's put this behind us okay?" He asks and I nod. "Now you must've came for a reason, what would that be?"

"Oh yeah! Guess who's touring with Sleeping With Sirens starting next month?!" I exclaim.

"Who?" He asks.

"ETERNAL TRAGEDY!" I yell and jump up and do a happy dance.

"No way! You guys are opening for us?" He exclaims and I nod happily.

"That's amazing!" He yells and hugs me.

"Yup! Now you all have to put up with us for even longer!" I exclaim childishly and hug back.

Jack's POV

I was at Gabe's house, as always and I get a call on my cellphone.

"Hello?" I answer and walk into the kitchen, not wanting to disturb Gabe and his movie.

"Hey Jack," our managers voice rings through my phone.

"Oh hey! So did you hear anything about our tour?" I ask.

"Well yes, you'll be touring next month and we've also found an opening band for you this time." He says and I raise an eyebrow.

"Oh, who?" I ask hopeful to hear a band name that was familiar.

"Well, it's a band you know, I'm sure of that." He says.

"And who is the band we know?" I ask and he chuckles.

"Eternal Tragedy is gonna be your opening act." He says and I start cheering.

"ROSE'S BAND IS COMING ON TOUR WITH US!?" I exclaim and he laughs.

"Yes, all thanks to Your bassist. Now I have to go and I'll tell you what day your leaving after it's all figured out." He says.

"Okay! Byeeee!" I exclaim and hang up.

I run back into the living room and look at Gabe looking at the TV. I jump

On the couch next to him.

"Hey, hay Gabe guess whattttt." I say and poke his cheek.

He looks at me and laughs. "What 'Papa Jack'?" He asks, quoting what I had called myself a while back.

I laughed. "Guess who's going on tour!?" I exclaim.

"When?" He asks, knowing I meant us.

"Next month, but guess who's our opening act!"


"ETERNAL TRAGEDYYYYYYY!" I yell and fall to the floor and pull him with me. "NOW WE GET TO ANNOY ROSE ALL THE TIME!" I yell and he falls on top of me laughing.

He props himself up and I stare at him for a minute, just taking in everything about him. His eyes, were an absolutely fucking gorgeous green/blue colour. He had stubble on his face, which I thought was adorable. He was just overall perfect.

But I couldn't like him.... I was straight right..? Well, I think what happened next definitely answered my question.

I felt myself and Gabe leaning in until our lips touched, and let me tell you it didn't feel like an ordinary kiss. It was fucking amazing. The kiss went on for what seemed like forever until I finally pulled away.

I blush and awkwardly stutter. "I-uhm... I'm sorry about that I didn't mean-" I was cut off by his lips on mine again.


Well I just made myself fangirl harder than ever. I HOPE YOURE ENJOYING THIS AND IM NOT JUST WRITING IT FOR NO REASON! Anywho, thank you for reading. I love you all you fabulous little glitter queens

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