5SOS: Last One Standing

Luke Hemmings has made horrible choices in his life. He knows it was wrong of him to do what he's done. But, he can't go back in time and change it.

But now, someone has found out about his dirty little secrets, and is willing to use them against him.
Luke has no other choice than to accept a deal made to protect his secret, but little did he know it would cost him everything he's ever wanted.

Including her.


19. 19

(Luke's Point Of View)

I can't believe I just said that. I can't believe I had to say that! I want to take it back. I can't believe I'm doing all of this just to keep my secret a secret. I want to tell her everything. I know that if I tell her, maybe I could have a chance. But, then she'd ask why was this secret so important? What is the stupid secret that was so bad that it separated us.

Of course, I'd have to tell her. I could trust her. But if I told her, she'd be terrified of me.

I can't risk that.

And when she said Ashton stole her heart, my heart sank. Was this true? Or was she just saying this to get back at me? With Gina, I could never tell. I just looked at her with a stupid look on my face.

"No he didn't.", I managed to choke out. She glared at me. Her eye was swollen. People at school would ask her what had happened. Would she blame it on me? Knowing her, she probably would. But knowing the sweet side of her, she wouldn't.

"Yes he did! Why can't you just see that I'm happy with him now! Yeah, sure, I miss you like crazy, but I've realized that you're just a fucking twat! I'd rather be with Ash! He's liked me for so long and he hasn't had a girlfriend ever since he met me because he only wanted me! And I was the stupid one to be with you instead of him! He was right in front of me the whole time but I was so focused on being in love with you that I never realized how great he was! Now, I've realized that I need to move on! Now let me fucking move on and leave me the hell alone before I kick your ass all the way to Jupiter!", she screamed at me as she shoved me off the hospital bed. It didn't hurt one bit, but she was surprisingly strong even though she was being hospitalized.

"Gina stop! Look I shouldn't have said tha-", I began to say but she cut me off.

"GET OUT!", she screamed and I heard footsteps running into the room. Great. It was Harry.

"What's going on in here!? I leave for 4 minutes to get 'Get Well Soon' gifts and this is what I get!?", he whisper shouted whilst holding 2 teddy bears and a box of chocolates. Gina loves chocolate. If only I brought the box I bought her. But Ash ruined it. I came here to explain myself, but I'm so afraid that if I do, I will lose her forever.

"I want him out, Harry!", she croaked out softly and she covered her face with her hands. I heard her sob. She had cracked.

"Luke. Get the hell out. She doesn't want you here. Leave.", Harry said as he glared at me with his fierce eyes.

I walked out quietly, and once I made a turn down the hallway I bumped into someone.

"Luke? What the hell are you doing here!?", Ash whisper shouted at me as he grabbed my shoulder blade.
"I came to visit Gina. Now can you let go? You're hurting my shoulder." I groaned, annoyed at him.

"I thought I told you to stay away from her.", he said sternly as his glare tore at my soul.

"I.. I just came here to.. Um.. Follow the rules.", I stuttered as I grabbed his hand and took it off my shoulder.

"Listen bastard, I know that's a fucking lie! If you don't follow the rules properly then I won't hesitate to tell your dirty little secret. Understand?", he scowled.

"I-I understand..", I said, giving in to his ways.

I can't believe I'm letting him control me. She's 2 years younger than him. She needs someone her age. Someone in her grade level. Like me.

I guess I messed up any chances I had with her. I'm totally fucked. :(

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