Breaking Society

Why? Me?

I don't understand,They pick on me over and over again like that's going to make me change.Seeing me hurt mite cause them satisfaction but would you take it so far that I don't want to breath anymore.Or that I have to hide my bruises from my parents and put on a fake smile but what if I break what if I truly leave will anyone care? Will they feel truly guilty maybe I should have told someone before it got this bad but maybe I can change I can improve my self make me what everyone want's me to be then they will like me and maybe just maybe I'll be okay for once...


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                Stop I screamed leave me alone I didn't do anything please I mumble slowly Just I  was holding my knee's then Lucas came out of know were leave my girlfriend alone guys.Oh so know you treat her right your the one who hurt her all those years he looks at me It was a mistake no it wasn't you know that you meant to hurt her even kill her if you could I felt tears NO I would never yes you would have and the point that your turned is the worst out of it all. 

                Your right I'm a monster he said as he pointed the gun to his head then pulled the trigger I screamed now you I shake my head No no no no no  I mumble  I seen Aiden watching  he closed his eyes as they put the gun to my head I started breathing heavy and then I remember finally stopping it all then I seen everyone at my funeral my dad's sisters family then I seen an angel who looked like me but I was next to her My Baby she said. Mom? she nodded you are so strong Mom what do you mean I got killed? It was just a dream Talia and you are my little soldier but I think it's getting to far maybe you should tell your Dad's I look at her what you been watching.

                Every second of the day  I look at her as the ghost me was hugging her and a portal opened up she was with someone who looked just liked me on the other side Talia he screamed who are you she looked at me I'm your twin your twin brother Nate I looked at him your dead? he looked at me No I'm not Grandma got full custody over me and Dad can't get it back yet I look at him then how do you know who you are he looks at me I have dreams like this more than you..

                Baby I have to go but remember I love you both I woke up crying  I pushed my self out of bed and walked down stairs I got a drink and looked in the office to see my Dad in there I put my drink down and walked over and opened the door then shut it behind me and walked over and sat down. Why aren't you sleeping Natalia I look at him and you knew it was me how? He looks at me Celia is louder and Lou doesn't wake up easy I look at him  oh well I'm up because well I had a weird dream he looked at me. Bad? I shrugged I started bad he looks at me then it got better well that's good i guess.

                I look at him and nod as I looked at my legs and arms I looked back up at my dad who was once again facing the screen what are you doing I asked he looked at me booking something what I mumble he looked at me it's nothing is it a court date he looked at me have you been reading my emails I shake my head is it to get custody over Nate he looked at me.You have I shake my head NO I haven't I swear then he looks at me.

                Talia this isn't you business go back to sleep but he's my brother you hid him form me for all these years do I deserve to know he looked at me I'm not the only one hiding something I look at him would you like to tell me how those bruises got their or maybe why I get emails from the nurse every day.I looked down It's nothing okay I say that all the time he looks at me this isn't nothing anymore Natalia I look at him I'm fine he looked at me your not fine look at your self .I felt a tear fall down my face.

                He looked at me and this is why i kept it from you and I had him stay away if something's going on with you the same is going to happen to him and two kids who won't tell us whats going on just won't be healthy for anybody.I look at him theirs nothing to say he nods yea I bet theirs a story behind every mark on your body.I felt tears falling down my face he looks at me  as I wipe them away I'm sorry I mumble he looks at me for what? 

                I shrug for not being like Celia  and hiding everything and not wanting to tell you guys everything or that you got full custody over me when I was two  that I was part of the reason that my mom died he looked at me that I'm a disappointment he looked at me as Tears came faster down my face I tried to walk out but he grabbed my hand and hugged me as he got up and kissed my head.Natalia I love you you are not a disappointment I'm glad I got custody over you because you are a smart young women who is part of my life he says. And your mom knew what she was getting into when she got pregnant but she wanted to give birth normal. I cried in his chest as he hugged me tighter.

                I don't want to ever here that come from you again i look at him you not a disappointment okay i nod as he kisses my head now go to sleep kid I was about to walk out then I looked back I love you Dad I say he looked at me and smiled I love you to then  I walked up stairs and heard my Dad's bed room door open I saw my Daddy walk up why are you awake I shrug good night Tally I look at him good night Daddy he smiled and  walked into Darcy's room who i guess was crying.



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