Don't let me go ( a Harry Styles fanfiction)

Hi my name is Madelyn Paige McCormick but everyone calls me Maddie, and by everyone I mean my mom, dad, brother, and best friend Lanie. I have long straight brown / red hair and hazel eyes. My face is sprinkled wit freckles and I have wore glasses since I was 4 . I am 17 and a junior at St. Luke's academy. I have a sister named McKenzie in 12th grade, I have always been her shadow. She has curly blonde hair and sparkling blue eyes, she Is cheer captain. I play the flute, see ?


18. over again

I was confused by Harry's actions, it is not like we are dating, I ran my hand through my hair. As I walked up the stairs to my room to get ready. I took a shower and dressed in denim skinny jeans and a blue and black long sleeved plaid shirt. I buttoned the shirt up and slipped on my black converse. The shirt and jeans were a little big due to the fact I have lost a little weight. I picked up my room and did some homework. I then realized I forgot about my hair and makeup. I did natural makeup and tied my hair in a high ponytail with a small braid on the left side. I slid on my glasses then walked down the stairs to eat. I ate a bannana and some oatmeal. Liam and Zayn were on either side of me and Louis was across from me texting on his phone with a smile on his face. When I was done I walked up to Harry's room and saw him lying on his bed facing the ceiling throwing a football in the air then catching it. I sat on the bed next to him. He ignored me, 


He glanced at me then looked away.

I stood up to leave but he muttered


He leaned up in his bed and patted next to him. I sat down and he said

" I'm sorry about earlier, it is just you and Niall were looking really happy together, and I kind of want you to be mine again,"

" So you want me to stay away from the boys because you want me ?"

" I didn't mean it like that,"

"Yes you did, Harry we are not even dating I can talk to them if I want to."

" Mad, I want us to date, "

" Just because you feel guilty about me losing my memory and you being the cause of it."

" Madelyn it is not like that at all I,"

I cut him off " Yes it is you want me back after I got my memory back and now you are feeling lonely because of Caroline. I hate you Harry, you always find some way to hurt me and I'm so sick of it, what did I ever do to you ? I hate this, I hate me I am always doing domething wrong and I'm sorry ! I just want someone to care for me ! Not someone who gets jealous every time I talk to a boy ! "

I walked out and tried walking out the door but someone grabbed my wrist and pulled me in a hug I realized it was Harry. I wrapped my arms around him and cried.

Harry pulled away and kissed my head.

" I'm sorry Madelyn I mever knew I had hurt you this bad."

I stared at my feet. " Harry, it's not just you, my whole life has been like this, in eighth grade I had a boyfriend, after about a month of dating he started hitting me, I stayed with him, I think me and you started to fast, my heart will never be the same and I am so sorry I even said yes to you after you asked me out, it was a mistake and I am sorry."

"Madelyn, it was not a mistake I hurt you just as much as he did but emotionally and I am so sorry." 

I nodded " Harry can we just stay friends at least for a little bit ?"

"Yeah, that would be fine."



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