Shock-a divergent fanfic


1. shock

I couldn't believe it. I think I was in shock, because I felt numb and everything sounded fuzzy. It just couldn't be true. Tris couldn't be dead. Any minute now she would run out that door and smile at me.with that shiny smile she always wore. "Four, do you need to talk?"

I heard Caleb's muffled voice say. I looked at the clock and realized I had been in my room for the past six hours.

"Well, whenever you're comfortable coming out of there, we'll be next to the fountain."

According to what they said, I would never be in here forever, because without Tris by my side, I was nothing. I cursed myself over and over again for letting her stay here. It was my fault. If it wasn't for me, she would be here. I couldn't eat,I couldn't sleep, and it was surprising that I hadn't killed myself yet. A year ago the thought of killing myself would sound non-dauntless and therefore ridiculous, but now, dying sounded much better than this. If I wasn't suffering from post traumatic stress disorder (that's what I heard the doctors say I had) I would go outside and punch Caleb in the face for allowing Tris to go instead of him, but since I couldn't think of anything without the sound of tris's laugh creeping in there somewhere, I decided to burry my face in a pillow and cry.

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