A Surgery Love

Bella was a normal girl, well she is not really normal. she is sick with some sort of a disease in her back. she has been sick for 8 years and she never got cured. she is still sick and at the same time, she is alone. her parents died in a car accident. her best friend turned out to be a bitch while the love of her life cheated on her.
she is so desperate now. all what she wants is death. it is better for her rather than feeling the pain of her back and at the same time the pain in her heart.
but will all of that change when she meets Niall, who happens to be her doctor!
will he fill up her heart again?!
well, read to find out :)

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4. The Pain

“My ex fiancé.” I whisper a tear falling down from my left eye

“Oh!” he said widening his eyes “You can come to my house until he leaves.”

“Bella open the fucking door!” I heard Alex yelling and knocking on the door repeatedly. I don’t know what does he want, we are over!

I looked back at Niall and nodded, I guess that’s for the best. Alex looked drunk and I don’t think it will turn out well if he saw me “Yeah, that would be good.”

He started the car and drove again. His house was on the opposite side of mine. He parked the car and I can still hear Alex yelling.

“Wear this.” He gave me a jacket to hide with. I nodded and put in on

“Thank you.” he nodded and we got out of the car quickly running to his front door.

He opened the door and I ran inside. He entered after me and closed the door behind him.

“Are you okay?” he asked looked at me worriedly

“Yeah, I’m fine.” I lied, I was not feeling fine at all. I wanted to cry, again. “I’m really sorry though. You know, for hiding here at this time” it was kinda late now and dark.

“No! No! it is totally fine. I don’t sleep at this time, you can stay here until he leaves.” he said, smiling.

“Umm thank you.” I smiled back and I felt like I wanted to cry at the mention of my ex that he is in front of my house now. I took of the jacket he gave me and handed it to him.

“Anytime.” he smirked and took it from me  “so, do you wanna drink something?”  

“No, I’m fine. thank you.”

“Oh come on, I know you are thirsty and hungry too!”

“Well, a tea is fine.” I said and he nodded heading to the kitchen.

I stared to look around the house, and well, it was huge. Mine was not like this one. This was much bigger and fancier. The walls had this creamy color, it was awesome. I walked into a room and saw a T.V, so I guess this is the living room. I sat on the soft couch and moved my head left and right looking at the room. I saw a folder on the table in front of me. Curiosity took the best of me, I took the folder and opened it. I saw my picture, my name on the right side and everything about me written in there. Like what I like to eat, and my blood type. I kept reading and reading. I don’t know why does he even have a folder about me.

“I’ve read from that folder that you love the strawberry tea so I made you one.” he said walking towards me holding 2 cups and smirking.

 I took the cup from his hand and looked back at him ”Thank you.”

He walked away and sat on the chair next to the fire place which was opposite to the couch I was sitting on.

“Why do you have a folder about me?” I asked curiously

“I’m your doctor now, remember?!”

“Yes, but why do you need to know all of this?”

“So I can help you at the hospital, like get you the food you like so you won’t break apart like last time.”

I rolled my eyes at him, great, now he knows really everything. Like last year’s surgery I went through a rough time, I was feeling awful, like I was in a hospital feeling pain and I even didn’t get anything I like. I thought of committing suicide but I failed.

“I see that you already knew everything.”

“Yup.” he said popping the P and smirking.

This is so annoying by the way. Ughhhhh

I took a sip from the tea and it was good, like he even knew how much sugar I put. We sat in complete silence until I finished the tea.

“I guess he left now, so I’ll go.” I said standing up

“Are you sure of that?”

“Yes, he can’t be still there.” I said my voice is weak and low.

“Are you okay? Do you want to talk about that?”

“No, I will just-umm I will just leave” I said walking to the door I looked back at him “And thank you again.” and by that I was out of the house.

I walked to mine and got inside it.I closed the door and saw a paper hanging on it. I gasped and read it quickly.

“I see that you are not here but I want you to know that I can still get inside your house even if you locked every door or every window, I will still get in. Bella please pick up my calls, I can’t live without you Bella. We can still solve this, we can always be together forever. Just please pick up my call, I need to hear your voice.

Your love, Alex xx“

I took the paper and cut it into pieces. Tears started to fall down again. I threw the paper in the basket and I walked upstairs to my room. I opened the door and saw my window opened widely. So that’s how he came in. I closed it and then I looked at Niall’s house. I saw the lights open, and then I saw him standing there taking his shirt off. My eyes widened at his shirtless body. My gaze never left his body until my phone rang. I checked the ID of the caller and it was Alex, again. I ignored the call and looked back at the window. I saw that he already moved away from the window and closed the lights. I sigh and closed my phone throwing it on the bed.

I changed into a blue shorts and white top. I went to the bathroom and did my business before washing my teeth. I went to bed and covered myself with the blanket. I stared at the ceiling and I kept thinking about everything. Actually I was really scared, of everything, and especially the surgery. I already suffered a lot from it. It is really painful, I just don’t want to feel that pain again, it was horrible.

I even don’t know what to do with Alex. He will follow me. He knows the hospital I’m going to. He will keep following me and I’m afraid I won’t be able to do anything about it. He came today and kept knocking on my door, he looked drunk and that scared me. I can’t even forget him, I still love him, even after what he did. I thought that he would stick by my side, I thought that he would calm the fear in my heart, but instead he grew it.

I closed my eyes trying to shut the tears away, but I just couldn’t, and I cried myself to sleep.



I woke up the next day on the sound of knocking. I got out of bed and walked out of the room heading downstairs. I was really scared, I was pretty sure this is Alex. He kept knocking and knocking. Every knock made me jump.

“Go away!” I screamed

“Bella, it’s me Niall, open the door.” I heard him saying from the other side of the door.

I sigh in relief and opened the door.

He looked at me and his eyes widened “Were you crying?” I guess my eyes are red and big.

“No.” I lied

“No, you don’t look fine.”

“I’m fine, I just woke up.” I said looking away

“I’m sorry if I woke you up but we need to go to the hospital now!”

“Can we go at night, please, I will stay at this hospital for a month and I need some time before going to this hell again.”

“I’m sorry but we have to be there now, you have to get prepared for the drugs and these stuff.” fear ran through me again at the mention of this surgery and that they are going to drug me. I shivered at the thought.

“Fine!” I sigh “but can you please give me one hour to shower and pack my stuff”

“Yeah sure.”

“You can wait inside by the way.” I stepped away from the door to let him in.

“Well, thanks.” he walked inside and I walked him to the living room and opened the T.V for him so he won’t get bored.

“I’ll be back in a few minutes.” I said walking away after he nodded.

I headed to my room and then to the bathroom. I took a quick shower and then washed my teeth. I came back to my room and I put on my undergarments. I chose a black leggings and a hot pink blouse. I put them on and then I got my suitcase and started packing my clothes.

I put like more than half of my stuff in the bag since I’m staying in this hell for a month so I guess I need a lot of stuff, right?!

I grabbed my hand bag and put my makeup,  my hair, tooth brush and my phone charger. I tried to move the bag but then my back started to hurt me again. The pain started to grow more and more until I just suddenly felt a huge on kicking my back. I screamed at the top of my lungs from the pain. I usually get it when I do a stupid move but I didn’t do anything stupid to make it hurt that much, I just moved the bag.

I fell on the floor still screaming “Niall!” I screamed calling for him to come and help with this awful pain.

He ran to my room and came to view “what’s going on? What happened it?” he said rushing to me and sat down at his knees trying to hold me.

“My back is killing me!” I said still screaming. The pain was unbearable. I wanted it to end now.

“What stupid move did you do again?” he said carrying me bridal style and laid me down on my bed “Where is your painkillers?”

“In the bathroom!” I yelled closing my eyes. I realized I was crying when I felt my pillow getting wet.

He ran to the bathroom and then he came back giving me the painkillers with a cup of water in his hands.

I took it quickly and swallowed it.

“Ten minutes and you’ll be fine.”

I started to feel my body relaxing, my eyes closing, my vision getting blurry. I looked back at Niall but I suddenly saw Alex.

“What the hell?” I whispered

“What?” he said looking at my hazel eyes and smiling

“What the hell are you doing here? Get out now! I don’t want to see your face again!”

“Bella are you okay?” his hand touching my face and moving my hair behind my ears


“Don’t you dare to touch me, I hate you Alex!” I said before I felt everything getting dark and sleep took me all over again.



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