This Is Our Story...(Jack Gilinsky Love Story)

So this is what it feels like to fall in love. This is what it feels like to be love and be loved by Jack Gilinsky. You may not have known him, but he was my first and last love. He was everything to me and the day I lost him, I lost my world. . Our love was as passionate as Romeo and Juliet's-As strong as Augustus and Hazel's-Our love was long lasting. And this? This is our story.


32. The napkin

Here I was. Sitting at the coffee shop 15 minutes away from the hotel, hand in hand with Jordan. We were waiting for the one and only Jack Gilinsky. Why you may ask? He really wanted to talk in person and fully check if I was fine. And I was far from fine. He may think not, but I really wasn't. I was in love with Jack.

I know I know! What about the kisses that Jordan and I shared? Trust me, they were amazing. And Jordan is amazing too! But we both agreed that nothing would happen between us until we fully sorted things out in my life. I really just wish everything would work ou-

There he was.

Jack Gilinsky looking as terrible as ever. His hair went in all sorts of directions. His eyes were dark and bloodshot like he had been crying nonstop. He looked like he hasn't showered in a few days.. He was a total mess.

I watched him as he made his way over to Jordan and I. He looked over at me and gave me a faint smile, but then frowned as soon as he saw Jordan. He sat down and I saw his eyes travel down to mine and Jordan's hands.

"Jack, this is an old friend of mine, Jordan." I said as I smiled at Jordan and he returned the smile. "Right" I heard Jack mumble under his breath and I rolled my eyes.

"Channing, I was hoping I could talk to you. Alone." Jack said and I shook my head. "Jack, he knows everything. He can sta-"

"Please" Jack demanded and I looked over at Jordan.

"Will you be okay?" Jordan asked. I smiled and nodded. "Okay, I'll be out in the car if you need me" He smiled and left the coffee shop. 

"Seriously, Channing? That is the guy you choose? IT HASN'T EVEN BEEN A WEEK YE-" He started.

"Jack," I whispered. "Stop. It isn't like that. You want to know the truth, Jack? Yeah we have shared a few kisses. A few great kisses. But I told him that he and I weren't going to have any thing until I figure out my mess of a life, Jack." I told him and he nodded his head.

"Channing, I want you back. Please forgive me, Channing" He said but I shook my head.

"Jack, I honestly don't know what you want me to say. Do you want me to say that I forgive you? Do you want me to say that I am still in love with you and I will run into your arms and pretend like nothing ever happened? What is it that you want me to say? Jack, I am still in love with you. I don't know how long it will take for me to get over you. Or maybe I won't ever get over you. But I don't think that I can live with the fact that I had what happened to me, happen because of you."  I said and at this point, tears were flowing from my eyes.

"Channing, can I please say something? In my whole entire life, no one has ever made me cry as much as you have in just one week. You want to know something? It wasn't  my idea to lie to you. I didn't want to go through with it, but Tate and your mom believed it was the right thing to do. If I could just go back and rewind, I would go back to the day you woke up at the hospital, and I wouldn't have listened to your parents. And even if you would be mad at me about the crash, then at least you wouldn't have been mad at me for lying, because you can never take a lie back. I remember thinking how I felt when I first met you. I barely knew a thing about you, but you still somehow amazed me. I was in love with you, Channing Matthews. Hell, I am still in love with you. And that is why I am willing to get you to fall in love with me like you once did. I want you to do me a favor, Channing. I want you to go on a computer, and type these exact words into YouTube." He said as he handed me a napkin with his chicken scratch writing across it. "Because I know you will forgive me. It might not me tomorrow, or a week from now, or maybe even a year. But I know I will have you back in my life. I know things will be the same between us like they once were." He said and that was it. He got up and left the coffee shop.

He came in the coffee shop like a nervous wreck, and he left with every bit of confidence. I starred blankly at the Napkin. And read the words:

That moment by the fire  

I stared at it in confusion..What was Jack getting at?


Once Jordan and I got back at the hotel room, we shut off the lights and laid on the bed with the computer. We both were very to see what Jack had been talking about. I typed in the URL and entered into the search box and the video was the first to pop up.

Once I clicked on it, I don't think I was truly mentally prepared..


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