This Is Our Story...(Jack Gilinsky Love Story)

So this is what it feels like to fall in love. This is what it feels like to be love and be loved by Jack Gilinsky. You may not have known him, but he was my first and last love. He was everything to me and the day I lost him, I lost my world. . Our love was as passionate as Romeo and Juliet's-As strong as Augustus and Hazel's-Our love was long lasting. And this? This is our story.


34. I love you

~~Jack Gilinsky:

My face was in my hands. I couldn't take this pain anymore and just wished it would go away. I never thought losing someone would be so hard, maybe because I've never cared about anyone as much as I care about her. "I'm not going to give up on her" I told myself "I will never stop trying." I took a deep breath. "Oh but what if she's gone forever? What if she'll never forgive me?"

The razor was getting closer and closer to my wrists. Who'd ever think that I, Jack Gilinsky, would cut. The image of Channing leaving my life was unbearable.. and I wouldn't let it happen.

I pressed the razor to my skin. "I'm so sorry Cha-"

"JACK!!!!!!" I heard a voice scream as I also heard footsteps running up the stairs. I set the razor down in the counter and jumped on my bed, casually.

"Jack," Cameron said out of breath.. "You're" breath "Gonna want" breath "To see" breath "This" he said running back downstairs.

Channing Matthews:

Here I was, standing at Jack's house. It was pouring rain outside, but I didn't mind. I knocked on the door a few times, awaiting for a response. The door openned to show Cameron. I smiled at him. "Channing?"

"I need to see him" I says, and Cameron nodded and went running up the stairs. I back up onto the road, waiting for Jack.

The door opened and revealed Jack Gilinsky. Seeing him again made a tear fall down my cheek, but who knows, it may have been the rain. Jack slowly walked down the steps and was about 2 feet away from me. No one said anything, we just stood there and stared at each other. He broke out into a smile and I just couldn't take it anymore. I ran to him and jumped into his arms, kissing him passionately. Jack was a little bit taken back by my actions, but soon kissed me back.

We released from the kiss and breathed heavily. "Does this mean that you forgive me?" Jack whispered as he starred into my eyes. I smiled and kissed him like I've never kissed him before. My fingers were running in Jack's hair and his hands tightened around my waist.

"I love you Jack Gilinsky" I said as I released his grip. "And I love you Channing" he said picking my lips one more time.

We were in Jack's room watching 'A Walk to Remember' and at the scene where Landon takes Janie to the state crossing line. And of course, right at my favorite part is the time where I have to pee. I got up and walked to the bathroom and did my business. AsI finished, I went to the sink to wash my hands when I came across something.

I picked the object up with one hand while the other was covering my mouth. Why did Jack Gilinsky have a razor in his bathroom? I noticed there was dry blood at the tips of the razor, which made my stomach drop.. there was no way this was Jack's.. was it?

I set the blade down and finished washing my hands before returning to bed. I laid down next to Jack and watched the movie. I didn't say another word.

Near 10 minutes later, Jack fell asleep. So I took a chance. I lifted his arm out from the covers and pulled up the sleeve of his sweatshirt to reveal many red and sore cuts.

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