Always And Forever

After the confrontation between the Cullens and the Volturi a strong friendship develops between the two covens. When Renesmee finally celebrates her 18 birthday she decides to pay a visit to her family friends in Italy. Along with her she takes her best friend Alexandra who appears to be the daughter of Caius one of the Volturi. But she of course doesn't know that. Not only Alex will find her father but she will also fall in love with an arrogan and selfish vampire who also appears to be extremely attractive.



8. Chapter 8


Next morning I woke up with a headache as usual. It had became a tradition these days. Every morning I would wake up with a pounding head but today it was different. It wasn't only the headache that was bothering me but also the confession I had made to myself last night. The confession that I was In love with him. I couldn't quite explain it but I knew it was true. The way he made me feel. It wasn't just physical attraction. It was so much more than that. He made e feel safe as weird as it might sound. He made me smile and he made me cry and happy and sad and calm and angry. So many feelings. He could make my day the best of my life or the worst. He had all this influence over me that it scared me because he didn't care at all about me and because we could never be together.

I looked around the room and noticed he wasn't here. A part of me felt sad at his absence but another felt relieved. I needed time to think and clear my head. And the best way to do that was a long hot bath.

As I got up. From bed and was about to enter the bathroom the door slammed open and Nessie stormed inside my room.

"Tonight darling is gonna be awesome" she stated cheerfully and I wandered what she was talking about.

"Why? What's tonight?" I asked curiously.

"You, me, Jane, Demetri and Felix are going on a club that opened last week. Felix said it is amazing" she said enthusiastically emphasizing the word "amazing". I thought about it for a second and decided that it was the perfect chance to see new faces.

"Okay we will go but now if you excuse me I would like to take a bath" I said and turned to leave but she stopped me.

"What happened to your neck?" She asked and looked at me intensely.

"Nothing. Me and Alec had an argument and he wanted to make his point very clear. As you can see he did" I said simply. Her face hardened and she scowled at me.

"Alex I told you not to mess with him. He is dangerous." She said and looked at me like Rose so many times did when she was worried about me.

"I am gonna stop. It's not gonna make a difference if I argue with him all the time" that and the fact that if we had an argument like the one last night I am afraid I was gonna do something stupid like kiss him and I really shouldn't.

"Good! Now go take a shower. I am going to find something to haunt. Demetri will come with me" she said happily smiling at Demetri's name. She was head over heals for this guy.

After I bathed I got dressed and headed for the kitchen. I still had this terrible headache and I needed a painkiller but first I had to eat something. To my displeasure u found Alec sitting on the counter drinking a bottle with red liquid which I thought was blood. I looked at it with disgust and wondered whose it was.

"Don't look so appalled" Alec said looking at my face. I went to the fridge and took the milk and poured myself a glass.

"Sorry I am not sharing your joy in drinking somebody's blood" I said ironically.

"When will you stop?" He asked sounding exasperated.

"Stop what?" I asked clueless of what he meant. I wasn't doing anything except from drinking milk. Was that so bad?

"This attitude of yours. It's getting on my nerves" he said sounding exasperated again.

"My attitude? What about your attitude Alec? Why do you have to keep acting like an asshole?" I asked and he glared at me. He tried coming closer and was about to say something but I stopped him.

"No wait, before you say anything let me finish. From the first moment you saw me you treated me like trash. You called me "it" Alec like I am not a human being but a toy. You attacked me and the only time you treated me nice was when I was sick and that was because you had an ulterior motive and now you are back to treating me like I am an unbreakable doll. Well guess what? I do break and I do get hurt" I was practically yelling but It was liberating. Alec was looking at me with wide eyes but said nothing. I waited and waited for him to respond but he said nothing. I shook my head in disappointment and walked away. As I kept walking away I felt tears streaming down my face. Why was this happening to me.

When I arrived at my room I went straight to my bed. I don't know how much I sat there but when I got up it was ten o'clock which meant I had to get ready. I searched my wardrobe and chose a mini sleeveless black dress and high heeled boots which reached above my knees. A black coat which went up to my knees and didn't allow the true length of my dress to be shown which was good because I didn't know how Felix would react seeing me in it. Or any of the others for that matter. The only one who would agree with my outfit would be Renesmee.

I checked myself in the mirror and was very pleased with what I was seeing. A very beautiful woman was looking back at me. Nice long legs, long blonde hair and big green eyes. And the dress made my body look even better that it was. Yeah this would be my night. It was time to meet other people and forget about that idiot Alec.

I gave myself one last glance on the mirror and went to meet the others but just when I opened the door to get out I was stopped by the sight of Alec. I looked at him and waited for him to say something but he didn't he just stared at me.

"Do you want something?" I asked feeling the anger built within me.

"You and your friend are going on a club. I am your guardian and i have to come with you" What the hell was he talking about? Since when did he start acting like my freaking "guardian"

"Felix and Demetri and Jane will be there too I don't think I will need you there" I said and tried to leave but he stopped me.

"I don't care what you think. Now, let's go" he said and started walking forward. I was left speechless for a second but I got over it. This man was going to make me go mad. Why was he acting so serious all of a sudden? Was it because what I said in the morning?

We arrived at the door where the others where. Nessie was wearing a dark blue coat and I knew exactly what was on the inside. A strapless mini yellow dress. We were together when she bought it and she swore she would wear it on her first date with Demetri. Although I was pretty sure this wasn't a date I am not sure Nessie understood that.

"Let me guess. The McQueen?" She asked knowingly. She was referring to the designer of the dress of course. Well it wasn't the only McQueen dress I had but it was the only one that short.

I nodded and she smiled at me and closed an eye knowingly.

"Come on let's go" Felix said and we all walked out. Me, Felix and Alec went with my car and Jane, Demetri and Nessie with Janes' car.

"I am going to be driving. It's my car remember" I stated when Alec tried to grab the keys from my hand.

"Forgive me, but I don't trust you to drive" he said and took the keys hurting me in the process because I was holding the keys with too much strength and he grabbed them with to much strength which resulted in my hand to get scratched.

"Ouch" I flinched in pain but he didn't even turn to look at me. He just entered the car with Felix and waited for me to get in but I wasn't going to do him the favor. I crossed my arms and stayed there with my back turned on him. Seconds later I heard the door of my car open and he was in front of me in seconds.

"Get in the car" he was not asking he was ordering but I wasn't his servant for him to tell me what to do. I shook my head in denial. He raised his hand as to slap me but he didn't instead he just run it through his hair. For a second I was caught up by the desire to do the same but I didn't of course.

"Get in the damn car Alexandra or I swear to god I will get you in myself and it won't be pleasant." He came closer and glared at me but I couldn't keep myself from laughing. But I got into the car nevertheless. I knew that he meant the whole not pleasant thing and I didn't want to experience it.

After half an hour we were at the club. Jane was dancing with Felix and Demetri with Nessie. I was on the bar drinking my third vodka and I was feeling myself getting dizzy. Alec wS on the bar beside me watching me as I threw the drinks down my throat one after the other. Before I could order another the batman put a Cosmo in front of me and pointed at some guy at the far end of the bar. Tall, dark hair and dark eyes and a very beautiful face. Oh yeah. My turn. I started walking towards him when a hand stopped me. I turned and saw Alec looking at me and curiously.

"Where are you going?" He asked.

"None of your business." I said and withdrew my hand from his grip. I walked towards the guy leaving Alec with a surprised look on his face.

"Hi" I said kindly and smiled at him. He looked at me from head to toe and I decided it was a good time to take my coat off. As I took it off I took a glance at Alec who gaped at me in shock whether the guy here seemed to enjoy the show very much.

"I am Adrian" he said in a very nice voice and gave me his hand. I shook it and came closer to him.

"I am Alex. Nice to meet you and thanks for the drink." I said as I threw the remaining of my glass in my mouth. He ordered two more and gave them to me. Was he trying to get me drunk? Because he really didn't have to. He was gorgeous.

"So do you wanna dance?" He asked and pointed towards the dance floor. I wasn't sure I could dance because all this drinks had made me dizzy but as I looked at Alec and saw his mouth turned into a firm line as he was about to punch someone I couldn't help but say yes so we both headed to the dance floor.

"You don't seem to be from here" he said in my ear slightly touching it with his lips.

"I am not. I am from America." I said and he nodded knowingly. He then came closer to me and our lips wre barely touching  i was sure he was going to kiss me but he didnt have the time to.

"Why don't you get the hell out of here?" Alec said to Adrian with a growl and Adrian left immidiately. What an idiot. Did Alec scare him that much? He just told him to practically get lost. It wasn's such a serious threat but he left anyway. I looked at Alec and he was glaring at me. He was about to say something but I didn't let him. I stormed towards the bar and ordered another drink and then another and then another. A little later I really didn't remember how many drinks I had drunk. As I was about to drink another one Nessie came to sit beside me.

"I think you have had to much to drink" Nessie said and I turned to look at her. I was feeling very dizzy right now and I was sure that if I got up I would fall.

"No, not at all. I am fine. Perfectly fine" I said and threw another drink back. The drinks were actually making me feel very good and bolt as well.

"You are drunk" I heard a voice from behind and turned to look only to find it was Felix who was smiling.

"No I am not" I stated and tried to get up and as my feet found the ground I was about to fall but two hands wrapped around my waist and stopped me from falling. I turned to look and saw Alec looking at me cautiously.

"You go. Felix take her car, I will get her back after making sure she takes some air. If she goes to sleep like that she will throw up for sure" Alec said and everyone started leaving. I was about to protest but Nessie stopped me by kissing my cheek. They all said their goodbyes and left me and Alec alone. I tried to walk but didn't manage much. He had to hold me so I didn't fall.

As soon as we were out of the club he took me to sit on a bench. As soon as we sat down instead if staying there I laid down and put my head on his thighs. I think he was going to protest but he didn't say anything, he just put his hand on my head and started playing with my hair. I don't know how much we sat there and I really didn't mind. I didn't know if it was the drinks or something else but I really liked being here with him even though we were not saying anything.

"Do you get drunk a lot?" He asked touching my cheek. I looked up at him in surprise but he didn't take away his hand. I got up so that I could look him in the eye but he still didn't take away his hand.

"Sometimes, when I have something I want to forget about" I said looking down. He moved his hand from my cheek to my chin and raised my head to look at him.

"What do you need to forget right now?" He asked bringing his face closer to mine. I looked him in the eye and I felt lost for a moment. This wonderful man, this gorgeous creature was with me right now, holding my face in his hands and had his face so close to me. All I wanted to do right now was to feel his lips on mine but something was holding me back.

"You" I finally said and his face softened and he took my face in both of his hands.

"Why do you want to forget about me?" He asked his voice soft. It was like a sweet melody.

"Because you are a very frustrating man and you are driving me mad and I can't stand you but at the same time I like being around you. That sounds crazy right? I know and I can't explain it but-" I didn't manage to finish because Alec's lips crashed mine. I was surprised at first but responded eagerly to the kiss after a couple of seconds. His hands moved to my waist and took me in his lap. I wrapped my arms around his neck and run one hand through his hair which were so slick and perfect. One of his hands reached my thigh and his other went to my neck as our lips moved in perfect synchronization.

We stopped after a couple of minutes and I was left breathless. I looked him in the eye and he looked me back. I suddenly started feeling really dizzy and tried to get up. I got up but started falling to the ground again. Alec caught me and put me to sit on the bench again and bended in front of me and looked me worryingly.

"Alex are you okay? What's going on" Alec asked his voice full of worry but I couldn't find the strength to answer him. I couldn't even breath and I was feeling the darkness built around me.

"Hey, hey breath okay? Try and breath." Alec said and I tried to focus on his voice. I touched his face with both my hands and tried to concentrate on his face and took a deep breath.

"That's right. Do it again okay? Another breath" he said again and I did as he said. The more breaths I took the better I felt.

After a couple of minutes I was feeling much better. Alec took me in his arms and started walking walking. I rested my head on his chest and we both stayed silent as we walked back home I guess.

"Are you feeling okay?" He asked and I just nodded. I was feeling better but I was scared. What the hell happened to me back there? There is no way it was because of the alcohol because I had gotten drunk before and this was nothing I had experienced before. Tears started streaming down my face and no longer that seconds alters I was sobbing. Alec left me sit on my feet and looked at me.

"Hey, what's going on? I thought you said you were alright" he said and tried to wipe the tears away but even more fell. I started feeling dizzy again but this time I didn't have the time to think about it. The only thing I could think and see was darkness. Last thing I felt was Alec's arms wrapping around me and his voice calling my name.


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