Always And Forever

After the confrontation between the Cullens and the Volturi a strong friendship develops between the two covens. When Renesmee finally celebrates her 18 birthday she decides to pay a visit to her family friends in Italy. Along with her she takes her best friend Alexandra who appears to be the daughter of Caius one of the Volturi. But she of course doesn't know that. Not only Alex will find her father but she will also fall in love with an arrogan and selfish vampire who also appears to be extremely attractive.



12. Chapter 12


"It's me I am your father" his voice echoed on my mind playing the words again and again. I wanted to say I didn't believe him that this was probably a joke but I couldn't make myself do it. Partly because it made total sense. Every time he talked about my mother it was like she was his whole world. And well he couldn't be possibly lying about this. What surprised me was my reaction to this and how I felt about it. I wasn't really angry. There was a part of me that was really happy about it. He was amazing. I just didn't know what to say him. Because yes I was happy but let's not forget the guy was missing from my life twenty years now.

"I know you are angry but just let me explain okay?"

"You don't have to. I am not angry" I admitted and by his expression I could see he was shocked.

"You aren't?" He asked in disbelief.

"No, I am just a little confused. I need some time to think about it. I will go for a walk to think a little." I said as I got up from my bed and started walking away.

"I know you are confused but it's best that you stay in. You haven't recovered yet" he came to block my way from walking out.

"I am fine. I just need to think this through. I.. Where were you? Do the others know? Why haven't anyone told me this before? Didn't anyone think I had the right to know?" Okay now I was mad. At first I hadn't completely realized what It meant but as time passed everything became more clear.

"I know you have a lot of questions but you have to let me explain" he pleaded.

"Explain? What are you going to explain exactly? How you abandoned your own child because you were sad? You know what I get it. The love of your life died but it wasn't my fault. Except of course if you blame me about it. That's okay too. I spent my whole life accusing myself for her death. Because you see she was my mother. I was sad too. I didn't abandon anyone" I was yelling and tears were on my eyes but I couldn't control it. I was mad. I was sad. I was disappointed. I was happy. There were to many emotions for me to handle and I couldn't do it.

"I never blamed you for it. I love you as much as I loved your mother. That's why I left you. It was for the best" he said I'm a low voice and a hysteric laugh escaped my lips.

"Best? For who?" I asked ironically. At that moment Alec and Renesmee and I turned towards her.

"Did you know it too best friend?" I asked ironically. She was about to answer but I didn't let her.

"Of course you did. But you thought that it was better to lie to me as well right. I have to congratulate you though. You all gave an amazing performance. You should get an Oscar or something" I said sarcastically and then turned to Alec but no words came out of my mouth. I turned away and walked towards the bathroom.

"Get out if my room. All of you" I said before getting inside.

"Alex-" Nessie started saying but I cut her.

"I said GET OUT" I yelled and got in the bathroom. As soon as I heard the door close I got out and took a sweater and sweatpants along with my converse. My hair in a messy bun, my keys and I stormed out of my room. I needed to get to beach. I had to go away from here. I needed to clear my mind. As I walked to my car I heard my phone buzz and realized I was going to get a lot of phone calls today. I saw who it was and a tear fell as I saw it was Rose. Rose that had spent the past twenty years running after me, doing everything I told her to, giving me everything I asked for. I had to try really hard not to answer and let her comfort me. I turned off my phone completely and and climbed on my car. Twenty minutes later I was at the beach. I sat slowly down at the sand and recalled what had happened only twenty minutes ago. It was crazy how a moment could change your life. One second I had no father the next I got him. I wanted so much to tell him that everything was fine. That we would be fine but I couldn't. He was gone for so long I just didn't know if I could forgive him. As for everyone else who knew I wasn't really mad at them. They did it to protect me I knew that I just hoped they would have trusted me enough to tell me. Alec was another story now. I knew it was unfair to be mad at him for not telling me but I was. For that and for everything else. My life was so easy before I met him. Now I was always on edge. I didn't know what to do. Caius was good and I could see he cared about me and deep down I could see why he did it. If I was in his place, if something happened to Alec I wouldn't probably want to see anyone again.

I laid down and closed my eyes. It was so quite here with only the sound of the wind and the waves.

I woke up to the sound of footsteps and I quickly sat up to see who it was. I wasn't really surprised to find Alec standing there in his usual clothes. I looked at him and was surprised by how much I had missed him. I got up slowly and walked up to him. But I still was mad at him.

"What?" I asked my voice. He narrowed his eyes and instead of speaking he gathered me in his arms. I rested my head on his chest and seconds later I felt the tears roll down my cheeks once again. He said nothing. We just stayed there as I cried my heart out. When I was finally over we sat down on the sand and stayed silent for a couple more minutes.

"What exactly am I supposed to do now?" It was what had been bothering me all this time. What do I do with my new dad?

"I think you should give him a chance. He is your father after all. Don't you wanna get to know him?" That was the problem. I didn't know what I wanted.

"I guess. I just hope he doesn't expect me to call him dad from now on because there is no way in hell I am doing that." I said and I heard him chuckle slightly.

"I don't think he expects you to. Now let's go back. You are not supposed to be out" he said as he got up and dragged me up as well but before he started walking he leaned down and kissed me. I instinctively wrapped my arms around him and responded eagerly to the kiss.

"I am sorry about yesterday. I didn't mean what I said" Alec said resting his forehead to mine.

"I am sorry too." I said a little reluctantly.

"Really?" Alec raised an eyebrow at me.

"Don't look at me like that. Saying it was really hard. I am not going to say more" I said and started walking towards the car. He laughed and followed me. As soon as I took my keys out he grabbed them and when turned to glare at him he kissed my chic and gave me a boyish smile. I shook my head in defeat and entered the car. How was I supposed to say no to him when he was so sweet.

"I thought we could go on a little vacation together. We own a yacht. It will be a good chance for you to think things and for us to spent a little time together" he said his voice a little nervous. Me and him, all alone on a boat in the middle of the ocean? Hell yeah.

"Yeah that would be great" I said trying to hide my enthusiasm. He smiled at me and put on hand on my thigh and caressed it.

"We will leave tomorrow morning" he stated not asking if I could be ready by then.

"Your things are already ready" he added quickly guessing my thoughts.

We arrived faster than we would if I had been the one driving as Alec drove like crazy.

I headed towards my room without Alec as he said Caius was there and wanted to talk to me. Just when I got inside he got up and looked at me.

"I thought about it and I am giving you a chance. Don't ask me to call you dad it won't happen. Ever. Also don't start acting fatherly on me. I like to put my own rules and do whatever I want. No one tells me what to do." I said before he was able to form a word. He looked at me puzzled for a second then he spoke.

"It's far more than I expected. I thought you were going to hate me"

"I don't hate you. I have a lot of feelings right now but I don't hate you" I said and he smiled obviously relieved and then to my surprise he came and hugged me. I was surprised at first but then hugged him back.

"Alec informed about your plans. I hope you have a nice time" he said and I smiled at him.

He left shortly after and I went to my wardrobe to notice that all my clothes were there but Alec had said they were ready. Anyway I striped of my clothes and wore my pajamas then I went to sleep. Somewhere in the middle of the night I felt strong arms wrap around me and I immediately recognized them.

I could stay in his arms forever. For that I was sure.

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