Curiosity n.h

"Curiosity killed the cat" is a metaphor used to warn of the dangers of unnecessary investigation or experimentation. A less frequently-seen rejoinder to "curiosity killed the cat" is "but, satisfaction brought it back".[1]


15. chapter fifteen

Chapter 15


"Where's Niall?" I asked when I walked back in the living room. Jax grabbed me roughly and sat me on his lap

"Why?" He asked, his hands going to the front of my stomach and his breath was down my neck. I hated this, I hated what my life has become.

I sighed and turned around to look at him. My eyes were always ready to flood tears whenever I kissed him, only because I felt so bad. I hated him so much, but I have to tell him I loved him, if I didn't... Niall would get hurt and that was the last thing I wanted to do.

I know he's hurting right now because he has to watch this but it's better than him being shot or getting his ass kicked. "What was the for?" Jax said if kissed him, long and hard.

"I just missed you." I lied, I lie to him everyday.

"And they said you wouldn't love me." He growled and bit my lip.

It's crazy how the last two months have played out for me. After that day with Jax, he found me again and took me in whenever I ran away from home. My dad had gotten way to drunk and started yelling and screaming at me, he shook me so hard I thought my head was gonna fall off.

Whenever I ran out my door and bolted down the street, Jax was driving. He stopped me and I didn't care who he was, I did know he was though. I knew he was the guy that had attacked me only days prior, but in that moment I didn't give a shit.

He had wrapped his arms around me and he was acting like nothing had happened between us. But again, I didn't give a shit, I just wanted away from my dad and I was way to angry with Niall to text him.

If I knew back then what I know now... I would've picked the phone up when Niall called me while I was crying in my closet. I would be falling aslep next to Niall every night instead of Jax.

Jax was handsome, don't get me wrong. But it just didn't feel right.. He had a sketchy phase to him, like you knew he was constantly hiding something. Also, Niall was always on my mind, even when Jax and I were intimate together. Niall's face always popped up and I hated myself even more for that.

His fingers dug into my thighs, and even though I hated doing anything sexual with him... He turned me on. Even more so whenever I made myself believe that he was Niall, that Niall was the one grabbing me in the way I wanted and needed him too.

"Stop, everyone's in the room." I said in a low voice against his ear.

"We can go somewhere else." He muttered and stood up with me in his arms. "See you guys soon." He winked at them and I giggled a little bit, and he walked downstairs.

He placed me on the bed and then forcefully pinned my arms above my head. "What's with you and Niall, huh?" He asked while he bit and tugged at the skin of my neck. I was use to this though, there was never any passion when being with Jax.

"What do you mean?" I asked.

"They way you look at him," his lips pressed to mine and harshly pulled at my bottom lip. "You don't look at me like that." His hand went down my side and ripped my shirt up. His lips leaving small kisses all down my stomach, "you don't look at me like that."

"I don't even know what you're talking about?" I said and his grip on my wrist tightened. "Jax, that really hurts." I said and tried to get free of the death grip he had on me.

"You think I'm fucking stupid?" He screamed in my face. I flinched and sunk further into the mattress, my eyes closed. His grabbed my face with his hand and made me look at him, his fingers were squishing my cheeks and it hurt.

"It's you, only you." I tried to whispered to him. I hated myself for this, I hate lying and I hate everything that I've turned into. His finger were leaving indents on my cheeks, I can fell them starting to to form dimples because he's pushing in the muscle.

"You're hurting me!" I tried to scream and get free of him. I started screaming and kicking him, I finally pushed him off me and got up. My back was up against wall and in no time Jax was up and slammed me against it more. I coughed out and tried to run, but he grabbed my wrist, turned me around and slammed me up against the wall once more.

"What does he have that I don't huh? How long have you been eyeing him, wishing you were with him, huh?" He asked, his voice was hard and his face was in mine.

I tried to turn my head away from him but that just resulted in me getting slapped. I screamed out in pain and he let me drop to the floor like I was nothing to him. His hands grabbed my upper arms and shook me. "What's wrong with me, Eve?!"

"Oh so you do know my name?" He usually calls me something insulting or babe or baby. That's it, no Eve. Ever.

I was screaming because I could physically feel my arms starting to bruise under Jax's grip. "You're hurting her!" I heard someone's voice yell from behind me. Jax let go of me and I fell into the floor again, not expecting him to let go so fast.

He shook his head and laughed, Niall was standing in the doorway. His breathing was heavy and uneven, his eyes looked like they were about to Kill Jax, but he stayed in the doorway, not even going to help me up. He didn't even look at me after Jax let go of me.

"And look who it is." Jax laughed.

"Go fuck yourself." Niall spat.

"Why would I go fuck my self whenever I have Eve over there who does a perfect job." Jax lighted up into a cocky smile and Niall ran at him, tackling him to the ground.

Niall's fist was punching and punching, I was screaming and crying. My heart was choking me, causing me to sob and almost throw up. "Stop it!" I screamed, trying to get Niall off of Jax. But it wasn't long before Jax was on top of Niall.

Everyone came running downstairs, Harry grabbed me and pulled me away from them. "You're gonna hit!" He screamed whenever I tried to get free from his grip. I was screaming for Niall, whenever Jax picked him up by his shirt and then ran him outside, smashing his back off the ground.

I ran out the door and watched in horror as Jax repeatedly crushed at Niall, telling him he was going to kill him. "STOP!" I screamed, but no one was listening. My body was about to give out on me when I saw police lights and their sirens going off.

"Police!" They screamed threw the microphone.

I feel to my knees when Jax lifted Niall up off the ground and punched his nose, I could hear the crack. My body finally gave out when Niall stopped moving.

I wanted nothing more then to crawl over to him and help him, but I couldn't move.

Okay soooooo shitty chapter, but WHATS UP?! I'm going to get my ticket in TWO DAYS! Whoaaaaaa!!! Anyway, I love you all & thanks for being so patient ! Xxbella

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