Stay With Me

When Hannah and Hayley move to London for college, their world gets turned upside-down.


18. Chapter Eighteen

Hannah's POV

The rest of the vacation went by too fast. We did go snorkeling, which was so much fun. But the day after Harry and I had sex that night, it was so awkward. It wasn't that he made it awkward, it was just weird to think that him and I actually had sex. When Hayley asked about it, I was fuming. I couldn't believe that he told them. Hayley and Liam were cute together, so I was happy for her. I woke up the next day to the sun pouring in through my window, I forgot to close the curtains. I groaned and shoved my head back into my pillow. I grabbed my phone to check the time and saw that Harry texted me a couple of times, asking me to go to the amusement park with him. I smiled and texted him back that I would. He texted me back saying he would pick me up in about two hours, which gave me a perfect amount of time to get ready. I got out of bed and walked to my bathroom. I quickly showered and changed into a tribal print tank top with my hot pink shorts. After I brushed my hair, I ran down the stairs to get something for breakfast. Hayley and Liam were sitting on the couch, cuddling. I pretended to gag and ran over to them.

"What's up lovers?"-Me. Hayley rolled her eyes and Liam scoffed.

"You and Harry are basically the same."-Liam.

"Nuh huh."-Me.

"Where are you going so early?"-Hayley. Dammit.

"Going to the amusement park."-Me.



"Exactly."-Liam. I rolled my eyes and went to the kitchen. I made myself a bowl of cereal and sat on the love seat until I was done. When I was done, I went back upstairs to get ready. I sped up the process of my hair drying by blow drying it. I put minimal make up on and straightened my hair quickly. I grabbed my socks and started putting my white and black vans on. While I was lacing them, I heard a knock on my door.

"Come in."-Me. The door opened and it was Harry. He came in and sat on my bed, waiting for me to finish getting ready. I finished myself off with deodorant and some body spray. I grabbed my wristlet which had my keys and money in it, and my phone. I grabbed Harry's hand to help him off my bed so we could leave but he pulled me down with him instead. I giggled and buried my head in his chest, listening to his chuckle. He kissed my hair and got up, holding me to him still. He put his hand under my chin and lifted my face to his. He kissed my lips and I kissed back. I smiled into the kiss and my door opened. Harry and I pulled away from each other. Hayley and Liam were both standing at the door.

"I told you that you were the same!"-Liam.

"Not the same. I'm in my room."-Me. Hayley giggled and covered her mouth with her hand.

"I was just coming to tell you that Liam and I were probably going to go out for breakfast, if you wanted to go with us?"-Hayley. I shook my head and smiled.

"I just ate but thanks."-Me. Harry nodded and smiled.

"No problem. But I won't be home when you get here tonight."-Hayley.


"Liam and I are going to check out some party."-Hayley. I nodded and smiled at her.

"Have fun! Don't drink too much. You know what happened last time!"-Me.

"Very funny. I'm stealing some clothes from you too."-Hayley.

"You have clothes?"-Me.

"I don't feel like wearing any of them today."-Hayley. I shook my head and laughed.

"Okay. Just don't ruin them. Definitely not any of my white ones. Please."-Me. She nodded and went to my closet, looking through all my clothes. Harry grabbed my hand and we went out to his car, going to the amusement park.

"I was thinking, I think we should try out the water park in the amusement park."-Harry.

"Well have to stop somewhere to get bathing suits, unless you want to turn around."-Me.

"I'll turn around. I already have mine."-Harry. I nodded and ran into the house when we got back to it. I walked passed Hayley and grabbed my cheetah print bikini top and my plain black bottoms, same one I wore on the cruise the second day with Harry. I smiled to myself, got my cheetah towel, and went back to his car. When I got in, I put my bathing suit in the back seat and he started driving again.

"Umm.. Harry, we had school today."-Me.

"I know. But us two, Hayley and Liam decided to just stay home for one more day."-Harry. I nodded and continued to look out the window. After an hour ride of nothing but laughing and jokes, we were at the amusement park. I put my bathing suit and towel in the bag that Harry had packed. We paid to get in which Harry paid for, with many complaints from me. We went on a couple of rides but nothing too major.

"Let's go on that."-Harry. He pointed to the people swinging on a rope high above the ground. I shook my head and shuddered at the thought.

"I don't think so."-Me.

"Come on please?"-Harry. I shook my head. He pulled me into him and we were watching the people swing on the rope. He tightened his grip on my waist and he put his head in the crook of my neck, making me smile and giggle.

"Please baby?"-Harry.

"I can't. That's really high up Harry."-Me.

"I'll keep you safe."-Harry. I smiled and buried my head in his chest.

"If I die, I swear to god.."-Me.

"So you'll do it?!"-Harry.

"Yes. But you have to tell Hayley that you made me because she's always tried getting me on it."-Me.

"Deal."-Harry. He kissed me and we walked over to the little booth to pay for it and get ready. I was so scared. We got dressed in this suit and into the thing that strapped us in together. My heart was racing and I was shaking.

"Remember baby, I'll keep you safe."-Harry. I nodded and smiled. He kissed my cheek and held my hand. We went on the thing and we got taken all the way up by the wire. When it came to pulling the string to let us swing, I didn't realize it was on my side.

"You have to pull the string."-Harry. I shook my head and squeezed his hands even tighter. He chuckled and shook his head.

"We will do it together."-Harry. I nodded and let him guide my hand to the string and we both pulled it, making us swing wildly in the air. I screamed and made sure I had Harry's hands in mine at all times. When we finally stopped swinging, I grabbed Harry's face and kissed his lips.

"It wasn't so bad, was it?"-Harry.

"I was so scared."-Me.

"I noticed."-Harry. I laughed and kissed him one more time before we were put back on the ground. We got out of the harness and everything.

"Ready for the water park?"-Harry. I nodded and took his hand in mine. We went to the dressing rooms and changed into our bathing suits. When I was done changing, Harry was waiting for me outside the ladies room.

"Same bathing suit as the cruise?"-Harry. I blushed and nodded.

"Hopefully the same outcome tonight as it was on the cruise."-Harry. My mouth dropped open and I smacked his chest, laughing.

"You're crazy."-Me.

"Crazy about you?"-Harry.

"No. Crazy in general."-Me.

"I'm crazy about you too."-Harry. I walked in front of him so he didn't see me blush. We went on a couple water rides but nothing major. Harry took a couple pictures of the two of us together. He got one of me laughing over something he said but he won't erase it, no matter how much I beg him. Around 7, Hayley texted me telling me she was going to the party after her and Liam went to dinner. Around 9 we left the amusement park.

"I'm hungry."-Harry. I nodded in agreement and got in the passenger side of his car.

"What do you want to eat?"-Harry.

"I don't know."-Me.

"I was thinking frozen yogurt?"-Harry.

"That sounds perfect."-Me. He smiled and nodded, driving to the little shop. When we got there, we got out and got our yogurt. We ate in the place, talking and laughing about anything and everything. It was so easy to talk to him about everything. I'm so happy being around him. It's a crazy feeling.

"What are you thinking about?"-Harry. I smiled and took his hand.


"What about me?"-Harry. He looked nervous and I laughed.

"How nice it is to be around you."-Me.

"Oh. Okay."-Harry.

"What'd you think I was thinking about?"-Me. He took my hand and we went out to the car. He looked at me once we were both in it.

"How much I hurt you."-Harry.

"I forgave you for that. A while ago."-Me.

"But I can't forgive myself."-Harry. I looked into his eyes, seeing regret and plain sadness.

"Harry, I'm over that."-Me. He nodded and looked away.

"I'm not."-Harry. I furrowed my eyebrows and he started the car, driving back to my house. The ride there was silent, completely silent. I wish he would just say something. He pulled into my driveway and kissed my cheek.

"Are you coming in?"-Me. He shook his head and kept looking straight. I bit my lip and got out, making sure to slam his car door. I know I shouldn't be upset but goddamn. He's so infuriating. As I was unlocking my front door, he sped away. I rolled my eyes and slammed my front door too. Thank god Hayley wasn't here. I kicked my shoes off and ran up to my room, jumping on my bed. I started thinking about why Harry didn't want to come in. He probably went to see that other girl. I was thinking about that and buried my head into my pillow. Why would I think he would change so fast? He was being so sweet and I enjoyed being with him. All he wanted was to get in my pants. Of course. I open up to him and tell him everything, he gets in my pants, and leaves. Of fucking course. My phone started ringing and I saw it was Harry. What could he possibly want?


Me: Hello?

Harry: Open the front door.

Me: Why?

Harry: Please.


I groaned and got off my bed, making my way down the stairs and opened the front door. There he stood, with red eyes and tear stained cheeks. I was no longer pissed and upset.

"Oh my god. Harry, are you okay?"-Me. He shook his head and pulled me into him. I wrapped my arms around his waist, pulling him closer to me. He put his head in my neck and continued to cry. I haven't seen him cry, ever. He's usually so strong and cocky, never vulnerable. I rubbed his back and kept kissing his chest, where my head was. His crying slowed so I pulled away and wiped them away. He wouldn't look me in the eyes.

"Harry?"-Me. He looked at the ground went to the living room. I closed the front door and followed him. He sat on the couch and motioned for me to sit with him. I held his hand and put my hand on his face, making him look at me.

"What's wrong?"-Me. He shook his head and tried to look away again, which I didn't let happen.

"Talk to me."-Me.

"I'm such a dick."-Harry.


"I've done nothing but fuck shit up with you and with everyone."-Harry. I shook my head and squeezed his hand, opening my mouth to talk.

"No. Don't say I'm not a dick. I am. I fucked it up with you and to make you stay around I made you go on a fucking trip with me. I made you go to that fucking club with me on the ship and you were frightened by that fucking guy, right after you told me about your past. I shouldn't of pushed you to go! That guy made you remember shit you shouldn't of and then I made you get bombed and we fucked! I made you fuck me and I didn't even feel bad about it, which probably reminds you of Jackson!"-Harry. I flinched at his name and being reminded of it.

"And I just fucked up more!"-Harry.


"I know. You want me to leave."-Harry. I shook my head and jumped in his lap, making sure he wasn't leaving.

"No. I don't want you to leave. I don't want that at all."-Me.

"What do you want?"-Harry.


"What do you mean?"-Harry.

"What do you want Harry?"-Me.

"To be with you."-Harry.

"Then what's stopping you?"-Me.

"Me fucking everything up."-Harry.

"You didn't fuck anything up. At the club, he didn't remind me of anything. I knew you were there to protect me. I knew nothing could happen. I knew you wouldn't let anything happen to me. I'm not scared to be with you. You make me feel safe. I've never felt that way. You're nothing like Jackson. Nothing. You could never be anything like him. I wanted to be with you intimately. I wanted it."-Me. I smiled at him and kissed his cheek.

"You wanted to?"-Harry. I smiled and nodded.

"You feel safe?"-Harry. I nodded and wrapped my arms around his neck.

"I always have."-Me.

"I'm sorry baby."-Harry.

"And I still forgive you."-Me. He smiled a real smile and crashed his lips on mine. I kissed back and wrapped my legs around his waist. He stood up, holding onto me and walked to my room. He stopped in the hallway and put me against the wall, kissing me and taking my shirt off which he just threw. I took his off and threw it somewhere too. He carried me to my room and threw me on my bed making me laugh. He got on top of me kissing me again. I kissed back and unbuckled his belt.

"Eager?"-Harry. I blushed but pulled his pants down. He did the same to me and started kissing my neck. I moaned and pulled his face up to mine, kissing him with so much passion. He smiled into the kiss and unhooked my bra. I took it off my arms and threw it somewhere in the room. I took his boxers off, admiring his body. It was so perfect. He smiled and took my panties off, looking me up and down. He kissed up my body and made it to my ear.

"Do you really want to do this?"-Harry. I nodded and grabbed his face, kissing him again. We took our time admiring each other's bodies and eventually we made love. When we were done, we cuddled and talked about everything.

"Hannah.."-Harry. I looked up at him and he smiled and shook his head.

"Never mind."-Harry. I nodded and traced his tattoos on his chest.

"You like my tattoos?"-Harry.

"Yes. I've always wanted one."-Me. He smiled and stopped my movements with my fingers on his chest, holding them and playing with them. I watched him play with my fingers until I heard the front door close and Hayley laugh at something.

"I think she found our shirts."-Harry.

"I do too."-Me. He chuckled and I stood up getting some new clothes on and one of Harry's sweatshirts that I took from his from the cruise. He smiled and stayed in bed. I left the room to go get out shirts and saw Hayley sitting on the couch by herself. I furrowed my eyebrows and went down the stairs to see her. She had tears in her eyes and I knew this wouldn't be good.

"Hayley, are you okay?"-Me. She shook her head. When she looked at me, she started bawling. This could not be good.

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