Me the bitch

I was jealous, I was so annoyed and I wanted everything she had. My sister was always better than me and she always got the best from life. I had to content myself with the small stuff and I soon realized that I wanted to just die.


18. Yes

Niall came over to me and he brought with him a box. I was curious, but he was sure that I wouldn't look into it. 
"You must wait." he said cheerfully, and made ​​sure that I sat down on the bed. I obeyed him. He placed a chair in front off me, opened the box and put the lid so that I still couldn't see what he had brought with him. He giggled a little bit and he was amused.
"What do you have planned?" 
He smiled and he chose to pick up a barbie doll. 
"This represents all the girlfriends I've had." 
I frowned, because I didn't understand. Niall got me to be quiet and he took up a Ken, which fitted with Barbie, 
"This is what I thought was perfect." he mumbled and smiled at me. "You could say that I was the one bore guy who wanted that life would be perfect."
He picked away the dolls and took out an empty glass. 
"This was what I felt. I felt nothing and I was empty." he took out a water bottle and began to fill the glass with water. "When I met you, so I was filled with something. For the first time, I felt something and I realized that you were so much more than an odd little girl." 
He looked straight at me and showed me the filled glass. 
"Here I am today. I'm filled with emotion and I love to feel everything that I feel. I know I might been hard on you when I saw your scars, but it's because I love you." 
He took away the glass and he took out a small sweater. 
"This is me when I was little." he said and gave me the shirt. "I was half a year and I didn't know what life would lead me. I was inexperienced and I was scared. Maybe I was scared until I met you, because I didn't knew what I wanted."
Niall gulped and he picked out a small doll representing a baby. 
"I don't know if you want to hear this, but this is the baby you are carrying in you. I know that this child's scared and he or she will need many years to fill the glass with emotion." Niall looked at me and he smiled weakly. He held the doll as if it were a baby, and he rocked it in his arms. "I'm not afraid anymore and I just want to mention that there are so many things that makes me me." 
He laid down the dock, picked up a small box and walked over to me. He sat on his knees in front of me and took my hands. 
"I also want to say that I'm ready to do what's right." He gulped and opened the box. I saw a ring and I realized what was about to happen. "I want you by my side and I will love you until I die. I stand behind your choices." 
Niall looked straight into my eyes. 
"Will you marry me?" 
I felt the tears coming. 
"But the baby in my belly?" 
Niall smiled weakly. 
"I want to get engaged before you choose. I want to show that I'm yours, even if you don't want to be a mom."
I quickly dried my eyes and I saw that he was serious. 
"You mean ...?" I swallowed. "That we should be we forever?" 
Niall smiled and nodded. He picked up the ring and held it so that I saw it. 
"I promise to buy you a fancy that this one day when I have money. I borrowed from my dad to afford it, but I bought it out of love." Niall looked at me again. "So do you or do you not?" 
I wiped away the tears and I nodded. 
"Of course I want. Yeah!" 
Niall laughed and quickly took the ring on my finger. He kissed my hand and then he smiled at my face. 
"I love you and I know we will make this work?"
I nodded and I threw myself into his arms. I took my arms around his neck and I hugged him tightly. 
"Niall, I love you too, so much that it hurts." 
I felt his arms around me and he laughed with happiness. 
"I know darling, and that is why I dare to take this step."


We walked hand in hand to the doctor. He sat behind his desk, and he knew why we were there. We sat down in front of him and Niall held my hand the whole time. 
"Well?" he said to us. I swallowed and smiled. 
"We intend to keep the baby." 
My doctor seemed almost relieved, and he smiled big. He looked at us both and he picked directly up some papers. 
"I almost thought you'd say that." he said and gave me a pen. "I want you to enter your name, personal code number and then I'll do the ultrasound, checking heart sounds and many things." 
Niall became nervous. 
"You mean the baby is ..." he paused. The doctor laughed. 
"No it's alive, but you have routines and you have to come in here often so that we see that all is well with both the child and with you two."

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