I need you, yet I hate you

Marina Mills was just a "average" 18 year old collage drop out. Youtube and Sleeping With Sirens fanatic, she didn't know that just one Warped Tour would change her life. Growing up in the Ghetto, because of her parents' choices in life, Marina discovers the one person that she never knew she needed in life was needed for her. She needed him, yet she hated him.


5. We Can't Stop

I sat down at a picnic table with Damon across from me.

"So… What do you want to know?" I asked looking at him. I was going to tell him the story, and he would know the truth. Would Cady want me to do this? I can pratically hear her saying not to tell, he could hurt me, yet I can hear her saying to do it for her. 

"Why did you suddenly hate me?" I knew he would jump right into that. 

"I always hated you." I said laughing. He didn't look happy about that so I stopped.

"Why?!" I sighed. Story time.


2007- Cady's pov


I watched as Damon crossed the bridge to where I was standing. He looked hot like normal. I smiled at him but he didn't return it like he usualy does. 

"Hey." I said and kissed him. He pulled away quickly and stared at the stone path beneth our feet. "What's wrong? You aren't acting like yourself." He still didn't look at me.

"I think we need to break up." He said and turning away and walking back over the bridge. I don't understand, we never fought, never disagreed. We got along so well. I pulled him back to face me. 

"What do you mean?" 

"I mean we should break up." He snapped at me, I could smell the alcohol on him. He isn't old enough to drink! This wasn't like him, this wasn't him. 

"Damon, why do you want to?" I asked wanting to know. 

"Because I'm sick of you." He snapped once more and pulled away shoving me back a little. 


"What." I looked at him tears filling the rim of my eyes. 

"I guess this is goodbye then." He looked at me and walked off. 


present day


"I don't want to hear anymore." Damon said his face in his hands, you could tell he was crying. "I went to a party and I got drunk. When I tried to call her the next day she wouldn't answer me."  I removed his hands and lifted his chin so I could look at him. 


"What happend to her?" 

"She was a very depressed person Damon." 

"No." I looked at raygan and she urged me to go on. 

"She commit suicide later that same day, my aunt found her in her room hanging from the fan." It was hard to think about it. I remember my mom was terrible when her sister called saying Cady was dead. 

My mom loved Cady so much. And she was the only person I could talk to. 

"I made her kill herself." He said full on crying. I got up and walked over next to him and just hugged him. "...You look like her." Damon said and I smiled. 

"She wrote me a note saying what happend and how I could see you, and that was through Youtube." Damon hugged me back and pulled me close. "She didn't have any other family." 

"You're pratically Cady." He said burrying his head in the crook of my neck. "I know why you hate me. I hate myself too." 

I let go of him and looked into his eyes. 

"It was in the past, so can we start over like none of this ever happened?" 



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