I need you, yet I hate you

Marina Mills was just a "average" 18 year old collage drop out. Youtube and Sleeping With Sirens fanatic, she didn't know that just one Warped Tour would change her life. Growing up in the Ghetto, because of her parents' choices in life, Marina discovers the one person that she never knew she needed in life was needed for her. She needed him, yet she hated him.


17. I wish that I could wake up with amnesia

I sat down in the tub and stayed there.

"Marina!" Damon pounded on the door for the thousandth time.

"go away!" I yelled but my voice was shaky and weak. the noises stopped and I thought he left.


I continue to sit in the tub.

I heard the bus door open and close.

"Hey...can you open up?" it was Johnnie.

"Johnnie?" I asked just to make sure.

"Yeah it's me, can you let me in?" I slowly stand up and walk over to the door, and carefully turning the knob I peeked out to see Johnnie. Damon hunched over on the couch in the backround.

"Hi." Johnnie said smiling.

"Hi." I responded quietly.

"Can I come in?" I nodded and stepped aside to let him in.

he sat down on the floor and pulled me into his lap.

"Care to tell me what wrong?" Johnnie asked rubbing small circles on my back.


I sat there crying into Johnnie. 

"It'll be okay, I promise." He whispered. I nodded and got up. 

"Where are you going?" Johnnie asked also getting up.

"I need some air." I mumbled and walked off the bus, Damon was  nowhere to be seen. 


I took in a deep breath and let out a sigh. Then I noticed a figure standing over by a tree.  I walked over there holding onto my sleeves since it started to get cold. 

"Hey." I said calmly standing next to the person who just happened to be Damon.

"Hi." He said back not taking his gaze off the darkening sky above us.  

"I'm sorry for what happened earlier... I shouldn't have done it." I said looking up at him though he refused to meet my gaze.

"I shouldn't have acted the way I did." A gust of wind blew by and it got even colder. I dug my arms deeper into my jacket and hugged my body tighter. This made Damon look at me.

"It's fine, I just wish you would have been more responsible and act your age." He said in an annoyed tone. Wow.

"Did you not hear anything I was saying on that bus!" I started to yell. "Why is it that you have a tendency to assume things without hearing the entire story?! You never asked to hear my side of the story you just thought that everything your 'fan' said was true!" I looked down at the grass that stood still as if it was frozen. "Why did I even think to call you, I guess I thought you were really nice but it seems I was wrong." I started to head back to the bus.


I walked over to my bunk and pulled out my suit case and started to throw everything I could find of mine into it. Johnnie was nowhere to be seen and it looked like Damon wasn't coming in any time soon. And don't get me started about the other youtubers on this bus. I have maybe seen them all twice since I got here.

I zipped up the bag and shoved it under the bunk and quickly covered up with the blanket as the bus door opened.

"Marina?" I kept my eyes opened since I was facing the wall. Damon let out a sigh, left and turned on the TV.

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