You were ten when you left Sydney, left everything behind. You left your best mate and hoping to forget about him. Maybe leaving was better after all, maybe not. But when you return five years later and he's YouTube famous with his best mates, will he remember the 'us' that used to be? Or will he shake you off and peruse with his music dreams.

Read Amnesia to find out.

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6. Chapter 4

Courtney's POV:

It felt like years since they passed me out for surgery and I feel loopy. I look around my room and spy my mum sitting beside me. I look on my other side and see the three boys sitting on the couch fast asleep. I poke my mum and she darts her eyes so she smiles seeing I'm awake.

"You're up" she said grabbing the doctor.

"How do you feel Courtney?" The doctor asked

"Tired and thirsty and hungry and tired" I say and he nods.

"You're able to go home after we do some testing" he said leaving and I nod as the nurse walks in testing everything and nods walking out. My mum passed me my clothes and I quickly got changed seeing the boys were still asleep. My mum handed me my crutches as I put them to my height. I used them to get the feeling again as my mum folded the hospital gown. I walked over to the boys and balanced on my one foot hitting them in the legs as they darted open and up.

"Let's go" I said as we walked to the car.

"I think we should decorate your crutches" Ashton said Calum nodding as Luke was on his phone.

"Luke should tell us what you like since you two know each other more then life itself" Calum said Ashton nodding Luke looking up.

"I don't really know much about her" he said and I rolled my eyes.

"Yeah and I don't know that like has that poster of a girl in a bikini on his wall by his bed." I shrugged

"Have you spied into my room since you've arrived home?" Luke asked

"No, I just know that's something you would do" I said as everyone laughed but me and Luke.

"Well you probably have a poster of Zac Effron across from your bed." He said

"At my dad's but not here. Good try" I said getting in the passenger seat.

"I'm sitting in the passenger seat" Luke said and I shook my head.

"No you aren't." I said getting in and closing the door.

"This doesn't feel like old times" my mum said and I looked at her

"How?" I asked

"You two would always run hand in hand to the car and both squeeze into the front seat. We would move you to the back and you would share the same seat belt. You guys would eat from the same dish and sleep together in a cuddled mess. Then the whole remember our agreement came up and Courtney wouldn't eat for days and days causing her anorexia and she would try to make herself puke everything up so she could stay. She risked her health but was forced to go. She kept crying on the way to the airport and wanted to call and say she loves you and she'll be home soon. But couldn't" my mum said sighing basically saying my whole life story. I looked out of the window and let some tears fall.

"I miss the old days" Luke sighed and I nodded

"But you can't bring something back that shouldn't be brought back" I said a reference I told myself for the past seven years.

"Don't you ever think the people you know best are the people you'll fall in love with?" He said hoping not to be heard as I nodded.

"Yeah I guess" I replied as he looked confused

"What?" He asked

"What you said, you said it when we were eight laying on your lawn looking at the stars" I shrugged

"You honestly remember that?" He asked

"Yeah it was the day I knew we'd be in each other's lives no matter the worst" I said and he nodded

"But you left." He said

"But yet we ended up in the same car after always hating each other since that day" I pointed out as he bit the inside of his cheek.

"I know" he said and we parked as I got out and crutched to the house waiting for my mum.

"Honey you start school tomorrow" she said and I looked confused

"What?" I asked

"You start school meaning you are in tenth grade" she said and I looked at Luke

"See you at school Courtney" he smirked a evil smirk as I cringed

"I'm not going to school" I said

"You have to. It's the law" my mum said as I groaned. I started up the stairs and to my room grabbing my pj shorts and a old baggy shirt. I put that on putting my hair up into a bun as I walked to my bed and got it ready setting my clock for six thirty. I walked over to my window and saw Luke's light on in his room and him walking around shirtless. Holy fuck. I turned away quickly and paced with my crutches.

"Holy" I said to myself biting my nails. I looked at my wrists and noticed that my scars faded. "I don't even have binders or anything!" I yelled as my mum walked in giving me a list and all of everything and I groaned. I started marking stuff and noticed my mum bought me a new backpack and lunch kit. I got everything ready and noticed I can't carry everything. "I can't even carry everything!" I yelled as she got in.

"The back pack fits everything so nice try" she said walking out as I put everything in the backpack and saw my mum place a school uniform on my bed. It was cute? I looked at the click and noticed it was ten thirty turning off my lamp walking to my bed as I saw Luke looking into my window and looking away as I closed the curtain. I got in bed and fell asleep.

My alarm awoke me from my sleep as I got up and walked to the shower putting a plastic thing on it showering and walking back to my room and putting on the skirt. I then place the shirt on me after putting my undergarments on and tucking it in. I brushed my hair then blow drying it and brushing it again. I put a tiny headband on and washed my face and took my pills to ease my pain and the anti-depressants and my anorexia pills. I walked downstairs carefully and to the kitchen seeing my mum left me lunch money and said the bus will be picking me up at eight fifteen. Seeing it was seven fifteen I made some eggs and cleaning my mess up I had fifteen minutes before the bus would arrive. I went upstairs and brushed my teeth and flossing. I grabbed my backpack and walked down the stairs and saw I should walk to the bus stop.

"Hello Courtney" Liz said and I smiled at her as I walked over to where Luke was and stood quite a few feet away from him.

"You're going to have trouble going up the bus stairs" Luke pointed out as the bus arrived. He got in first as I did after him. Everyone smiled at Luke then looked over at me and I looked down as I made my way to an empty seat. I sat down got my phone out and looked around. They all kept staring at me.

"Stop staring at me!" I yelled and they did so as Luke snickered. I should have stayed in Canada.

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