Don't You Forget About Me (Pitch Perfect Fan Fic)

Beca and Jesse have been together since that phenomenal kiss they shared at the end of their freshman year at Barden University. When they were headed back to Barden for their sophomore year, they were caught in a wreck. It put Beca in a coma, tearing Jesse to pieces. The doctor said there is a slight chance she will awake but it is not likely, and if she does, the brain damage could cause her to lose her memories. Will Beca wake up? If so, will she remember the Bellas, or school, or most importantly, Jesse?

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21. Old Flames

*Beca's P.O.V.*

"What are you doing?" Luke asked, pulling away.

"Are you really questioning it?" I asked, avoiding the question. How am I supposed to tell the guy that I am using him solely based on the fact that he doesn't care about anybody else's feelings? Instead of continuing to question me he smiled then kissed me again.

He lifted me onto the desk and stood between my legs. His hands began to explore my body as his tongue continued to explore my mouth. I opened my eyes as he kissed my neck and started to push my jacket off. He had my jacket halfway off before I stopped him.

"Wait. I don't know if I can do this." he sighed and rolled his eyes.

"Come on, Beca. You can't lead me on like this then just stop." 

"I'm sorry, Luke but some of us actually have a heart."

"Look, you want him out of your head right? This is one of the most effective ways to do that." I thought for a moment then gave him a reluctant nod.  He picked up where he left off, kissing me ferociously. 

He pushed my jacket completely off followed by my shirt. He laid me across the desk then climbed on top of me. He pulled his shirt off then placed a quick kiss on my lips before trailing down my jawline to my neck. This is the perfect way to have my first time. On a desk, in a radio station, with a guy I don't love for no reason but to get the guy that I think I'm falling for off of my mind. There's no way this can get better (note the sarcasm). 

He soon goes from my neck to my chest. This does not feel right. Every time I feel his lips press against my skin, only one thing comes to my mind.....Jesse. This is wrong, I don't want to do this like this. My first time is supposed to be special, not just to get some guy out of my head. I don't even want Jesse out of my head anymore. I like having him in there, I'm ok with having these dreams, and I just want to be with Jesse. H*ll, I think I might even want this to be with Jesse.

"Stop." I said as I pushed Luke off of me. I jumped off the desk and pulled my jacket on, zipping it up to cover my lady bits. I don't know where my shirt landed when he threw it and I don't care. I just want to leave, I don't want to spend any longer in here.

"Beca." Luke started to say something but I ignored him and ran out. 

As I ran I kept thinking about how this would've been a huge mistake, probably the biggest mistake I would have ever made. I can't stop the bad feeling I get when I think about what almost happened and I have got to get to someone that I know won't judge me for my mistake. I push aside the fact that I'm running out of breath as I continue to run.

I speed up when I see Jesse's dorm and, instead of knocking, I push the door open and run into Jesse's arms. Not expecting the impact of my body hitting his, he struggles to keep his balance. He quickly grabs the wall behind him for support as he wraps his other arm around my back. After regaining his balance, he wrapped his other arm me. He burried his head in my neck and just held me tight, as if he knew that I didn't want to talk about it.

*Jesse's P.O.V.*

I had just finished pulling on my pajamas when my door flew open and Beca ran into my arms. I almost fell over but I quickly grabbed the wall for support. When I regained my balance I wrapped my arms around Beca. I sensed she didn't want to talk so I just burried my head in her neck and held her tight. I rubbed my hands up and down her back and her body pressed into mine a little more.

"I did something bad, Jesse." she whispered in my ear.

"Wanna talk about it?" I whispered. She pulled away from me and sat on my bed. Before joining her, I closed the door and grabbed a bottle of water out of the mini fridge.

"Thanks." she said when I opened the bottle and handed it to her. She took a big gulp as I sat beside her.

"Ready to talk?" I asked, wiping a droplet of water off of her chin.

"Yeah." she took a deep breath then everything just came pouring out.

She talked about her struggle to keep me off of her mind, her activities with Chad, her dream within a dream, and Luke. I wasn't happy to hear about her adventure with Luke but I let it pass, she did stop him before anything to serious happened.

"I just, I thought I could do it, you know? I tried everything else but nothing worked. No matter what I did or who I hung out with the only person I thought about was you." she explained.

"Did you ever think that maybe you didn't want me out of your head?" I asked.

"Yeah, I did. When Luke was....I thought about you. I know I was just using Luke to try and get you out of my head and I realized I didn't want you out of my head. I like having you in there."

"I like having you in mine, too." she smiled at my remark before she continued to talk.

"Jesse, I'm going crazy not being able to see you. I thought the dreams would be hard to deal with but I was wrong. I can handle the dreams but I can't handle thinking about you and not being able to see you."

"Beca, I'm so happy you feel that way. Please, call off this stupid thing and hang out with me again." she smiled and I pulled her into my arms.

"I missed this." she said into my chest. I smiled as I ran my fingers through her hair. We continued to hold each other until I noticed the clock on my nightstand said 12:00 a.m.

"I think we should probably go to bed." I pointed at the clock and Beca looked at it.

"Wow. I didn't realize it was that late."

"Me either. Do you prefer t-shirts or flannels?" I asked, my question surprising her.

"What?"

"For bed. Do you prefer to wear flannel or a t-shirt? Or you can just wear that jacket if you'd like."

"T-shirt." she answered. I walked over to my closet and pulled out one of my t-shirts.

"Here." I handed it to her. She gave me a look then stood up. I turned around so my back was facing her and waited for her to change.

"Ok, let me just go over the rules so I'm clear. No spooning. Is that it?" I asked when we were under the covers. She giggled and I took that as my answer. "Good night, Beca."

"Good night, Jesse." I turned the lamp on my nightstand off and curled into bed.

"Are you mad at me?" I almost couldn't hear the sound of Beca's of voice because it was so low.

"Why would I be mad?" I asked, my voice in the same level of volume.

"Because of what I did with Luke. I know you don't like him and I still, you know, did what I did."

It was dark but I could still see the outline of her face as she looked over at me. I carefully pushed a strand of hair behind her ear and caressed her cheek with my thumb.

"Of course I'm not mad. I was a little hurt when you first told me but nothing really happened. Besides, we are just friends right?" It hurt me to say the 'friend' part but this is how she wants it. It was quiet for a minute before she answered.

"Thanks." she said in regular volume. I ran my hand down her arm before tucking it back under my chin.

Minutes passed and we laid there in complete, sleepless, silence. Neither of us moved a muscle and I'm pretty sure I could see the glint the moonlight makes as it hits her eye. I stare at her, wishing that I could see her beautiful face through the darkness. I move my hand more into the middle of the bed and I feel my finger brush against hers. 

I lay completely still as I feel her begin to move around. Instead of rolling over or moving farther away, she lifts my arm up and positions herself underneath of it. She curls up against my chest and I can hear her breathing change as she slowly falls asleep. I drape my arm across her, press my head against hers, and fall asleep.

      ~
I woke up with Beca still snuggled into my chest. I smiled and gently pushed her hair behind her ear.

"Good morning." her voice startled me.

"Sh*t, you scared me." not moving from her position, she smiled at me. "How long have you been awake?"

"Few minutes."

"Why haven't you moved?"

"Comfortable." she looked up at me. "Why haven't you moved?" I just shrugged my shoulders and wrapped my arms around her again. She snuggled into my chest and picked at my shirt. "We should do this more."

"As friends right?" I asked, rolling my eyes. She pulled her head up off of my chest and looked at me. She leaned forward and kissed me.

"Why did you...?"

"I don't know." she said then kissed me again.

She pulled herself up to hover above me as she continued to kiss me, very passionately. I cupped her cheek in one hand and wrapped my other hand around her waist. Her hair gently fell against my face and I held her close.

"Jesse! Beca! Open up!" Luke yelled as he banged on the door.

Beca pulled away and looked at me before jumping over the edge of the bed and opening the door.

"Yeah? What?"

"I brought this by, I thought you would want it back." he handed her her shirt.

"Thanks." she said as she grabbed it. "How did you know I was here?"

"Wild guess." he said then I heard him walk away. She closed the door and turned back to me.

"Sorry about....that."

"It's cool, you can't control what Luke does." I said even though I knew what she was actually referring to.

"I meant before that."

"I know." I swung my feet over the edge of the bed and faced her. "I know you don't know why you kissed me but there's no need to apologize. You can do whatever you feel you need to do. Every little thing has the possibility to help you remember."

"Thanks." she set her shirt on my bed and flopped down beside me, her arm brushing against mine.

"Things in my head are just jumbled into this huge blob and I don't know what I want. I get these urges and the only way to figure out if they're really what I want is to just..do it." she explained. I gave an understanding nod.

"So, how did you feel?" I asked.

"What do you mean?"

"How did you feel kissing Luke compared to kissing me?" she sighed and looked away from me.

"I knew it was just a matter of time before you asked me this." she looked at me again. "If I tell you, you can't get all mooshy on me."

"I don't know what you're talking about."

"Really?" I just looked at her. "You just, you give me those eyes."

"You mean the confident ones that make it hard for you to be around me?"

"No. These ones are different. They're all cute and mooshy and they make me want to kiss you. Just don't do them." I chuckled a little.

"I'll try not to." she took a deep breath.

"It was ok, with Luke. He was rough a time or two but all in all he's pretty talented with his lips. But with you-" she stopped and directed her eyes to the wall behind me.

"With me what?" she quickly glanced at me then looked back at the wall.

"It was amazing." she said quickly and quietly.

"Really?" I asked, trying to fight back the smirk.

"Yeah. You're never too rough, you're soft and slow with it, and it feels like you just put so much love into it. When I kiss you, it's like I'm having a mouthgasm." we couldn't hold back a chuckle at that.

"Well, do you want to have another mouthgasm? Because I would so be up for it."

"I know I should say no but....eh, what the h*ll?" she smiled as I leaned in and lightly pressed my lips against his.

"This is probably going to just make things between us more confusing." I said against her lips.

"Probably. Just kiss me." I smiled as I closed my lips around hers.

We probably shouldn't be doing this. It could just lead to more confusing thoughts than clear ones. But, I can't help myself. She's so cute and I just had to taste her again and feel that familiar sensation thunder through me as her body presses into mine. Oh how I long to have this back.

*Aubrey's P.O.V.*

"Don't you think it's a little late to just pop up? I mean, she's been out of the hospital for like, what, a month now."

Chloe is going crazy making these plans to go back to Barden University to see Beca. I don't see the big deal. Sure, she had gotten into a wreck that put her in a coma and gave her memory loss but, I don't see how that's my problem.

"It doesn't matter how long she's been out, Aubrey. It matters that she's my friend and I want to be there for her."

"Why didn't you say that about a month ago?"

"Better late than never."

"Sure." I flipped the page of the magazine I was reading. She stopped packing her suitcase and turned to look at me, giving me that aggravated ginger look. "What?"

"Can you stop degrading Beca at least for a minute and take a careful look at her situation?"

"Aca-scuse me?" she put her hands on her hips as I stood from my bed. "I am not degrading Beca. I know she's in a rough spot right now but there's nothing we can do about it."

"Oh please, it's no secret that you've never really liked Beca."

"You're kidding, right? Half of Beca' s brain has been turned into ground beef and you're choosing now to discuss my feelings about her?!" I started to raise my voice.

"Yes, I am. Your feelings about Beca are very important right now. She is in a very difficult situation and she needs her friends, not the evil b*tch that made her life miserable because her mad lib beats threatened your position as Bella leader."

"Oh really?! You want to talk about feelings for Beca? How about we talk  about yours?"

"I don't know what you mean?"

"I know you're crushing on her."

"I don't know what you're talking about."

"Oh come on, Chloe. I see the way you look at her and there's that way your eye twitches when somebody even mentions Jesse."

"It does not!"

"Oh really?" I stepped closer to her and looked her dead in the eye. "Jesse...Jesse...Jesse." her eye twitched every time.

"Stop it!" she turned back to her bag and dropped her head into her hands. "Look, I'm pushing my feelings aside and I'm going to be there for her. Can't you just push aside whatever resentment you have for the two and just be there for our friend?"

I thought for a minute. I am being a little unfair. Beca was there to help when I didn't know what to do and she was a pretty loyal Bella. I don't hate her but I do feel a little envious. She was able to throw songs together with very little effort and bring us to victory at the finals.

"You're right, I'm sorry. We should be there for Beca."

"Really?" she asked and faced me again. I gave her a warm smile and nodded. "Thanks, Bree." she said then gave me a big hug.

      ~

We are standing in the auditorium waiting for the girls to show up. After about 10 minutes, the doors open and and Fat Amy walks in, followed by the rest of the girls. They seemed to be deep into a conversation and as they got closer I made out the words Beca and Jesse.

"How is my little leader anyway?" I asked, getting their attention.

"Aubrey!" the girls yelled in unision.

"And Chloe." Chloe added as she appeared from behind the white board. We took a minute to catch up.

"So, where is Beca?" Chloe asked when the talking died down.

"I don't know, she went out last night and didn't come back." Amy answered.

"What? You let her go out all alone in her state of mind? What if she's dead in a ditch somewhere?" Chloe started to freak out.

"She's not dead, she's right here." Beca's voice sounded from the doorway. Chloe immediately ran to her and wrapped in her in a big hug.

"Where have you been? Why didn't you come home last night?" Amy asked as Beca struggled to loosen herself from Chloe's grip.

"I was with Jesse. Chloe could you let go?" Chloe let go of her and apologized.

"All night? What happened to trying to get him out of your head?" Stacie interjected.

"Why would you be trying to get him out of your head? Aren't you supposed to want your boyfriend in your head?" this is seriously confusing.

"He's not my boyfriend. We decided that him being my boyfriend right now is just too much to handle. He's agreed to just being friends until we get this memory thing sorted out." Beca's explanation was followed by an explanation from Stacie.

"And, to answer your first question, she's been trying to rid her head of him in hopes of executing the sexy dreams she's been having of him." Beca, now standing with the group, gave Stacie an angered look. Chloe and I looked at each other then at Beca.

"What the h*ll?" we asked simultaneously.

       ~

"So you guys broke up, you almost had sex with Luke and you're dreaming about Jesse?" I asked after Beca explained everything.

"Sounds about right."

"Wow, ok, you know what? This is stupid." Beca was shocked by my response. "As much as I resent it, you and Jesse were so in love. How is keeping him at a distance supposed to help you?"

"You are not up here, Aubrey." Beca gestured to her head. "It doesn't make sense to me either but it helps. I just need to keep him and Luke at an appropriate distance until I can figure things out."

"But close enough so you can almost screw Luke and still have a make out session with Jesse, right?"

"You know what? F*ck you, Aubrey. You don't understand what it's like to be in my position." Beca said, her eyes narrowing into a creepy glare.

"I'm just trying to wrap my brain around this, Beca because it seems to me like you're just playing a game of hard to get. Your bad*ss attitude has your mind so twisted it's insane."

"That f*cking wreck is what has twisted my brain and excuse me for trying to untwist it!" the girls cowered away from us as we continued to take blows at each other.

"Well you're doing a pretty sh*tty job at it."

"You may not approve of the ways I'm doing this but I can assure you there's no other way. Trust me, I've tried."

"Beca, those guys are following you like lost puppies! There ARE other ways to do this! Maybe you just enjoy toying with their emotions a little too much."

"What are you saying?"

"I'm saying that you need some serious help. This brain damage has turned you into a completely different person and you're going to lose everyone you love if you continue like this. You're sick and I hate what you've become. And if you think Jesse feels any different, that he won't leave you if you continue down this dark and twisted path, then you've got another thing coming. He truly loves you Beca but your personality gets to be too much for one person to handle."

"Aubrey-" Chloe started but Beca interrupted her, choking back tears.

"No, she's right. Now that you mention it, it does seem wrong. Leave it to Aubrey to be the heartless b*tch to drop it all on me no matter how brutal because she gets some twisted pleasure out of it. And you call me the sick one, think again." she quickly ran out.

Wow. I've never seen Beca so emotional. Even through everything with Jesse last year she never once shed a tear, as far as I know anyway. Maybe I was a little harsh, I mean, I don't know what she's going through and I don't even know Luke, maybe she's doing the right thing with all of this. I have to apologize and, by the looks they're giving me right now, the rest of the girls know it, too. I sigh before chasing after Beca.

     ~

After a few minutes of looking, I finally found Beca sitting on a lone bench. She had her face in her hands, hiding it from the outside world, but I could tell she was crying. I took a deep breath before walking toward her.

"Beca." she quickly stopped crying and wiped her eyes before looking at me.

"What? Did you leave out an insult? Go ahead, you can't possibly break me anymore than you already have."

"No. I came to apologize, Beca." she shot me a look of shock. "I was out of line back there. You're right, I don't know what you're going through and I shouldn't have been so quick to judge." I slowly took a seat beside her.

"No, you're right. It does seem like I'm stringing them along but it's so hard. I've got all of these desires and I know they point to one of these guys but I can't figure out who. It's all a big blur and the only way to know for sure is to experiment. I know it makes me seem kind of slutty and I don't like that, that's more Stacie's style." we took a second to laugh.

"I don't know, Bree. Maybe I should just give up."

"I know this must be hard but giving up is not an option." she sighed as she raked a hand through her hair and leaned back. "Look Beca, you're a lot of things." she shot me a look.

"You're beautiful, talented, alternative, a smart a*s, big headed-"

"Where are you going with this?"

"The point is, you're all of those things. But if there's one thing you're not, it's a quitter. Don't start now." It was quiet for a minute as she thought about it.

"You're right. Thank you, Aubrey." she gave me an awkward hug but it was somehow enjoyable.

"Ok, you have a group to teach, let's go."

       ~

 After two agonizing hours of Beca shoving the fact that she can control this group better than I can down my throat, rehearsal is finally over. They decide to go to Beca and Amy's dorm to catch up but I have other plans.

"Aubrey, you coming?" Beca asked.

"I'll catch up with you guys, I'm gonna go for walk. This could be the last time that I set foot on this campus, I wanna make the best of it." she gives me a warm smile then follows the others out. 

When they were completely out of sight I took a long look around the room, remembering all of the good and bad times. Over there by the seats is where I had a barf fest while arguing about Beca last year, over by the white board is where I first confronted Beca about her toner for Jesse, and right there behind those seats is where I caught Fat Amy horizontal running. I smile at these memories.

"Man, I'm going to miss this place." I think aloud.

"It's going to miss you." a familiar voice startled me. I turned around to see Unicycle sitting on the end chair. "Well, at least I know I am." 

"Uni." he flashed me that heartwhelming smile as he slowly walked toward me.

"How have you been, Bree?"

"Um, great actually. I've got in apartment a few miles out of town, Chloe and I are rooming together until we can afford our own places."

"That's great." he was standing just inches away from me. "This may be my last chance to do this so here I go."

Before I could say anything he smashed his lips against mine. It startled me but I stood there as he closed his lips over mine. I joined in and our lips began to dance in sync. The kiss deepened and his hands found their way around my hips as mine tangled in his hair.

I bet, at this point, you're wondering what happened between us. The thing is, we were in love but I got into the Bellas and he got into the Trebles. I was willing to defy the oath and in fact, I did. I was kicked out of the Bellas and my dad didn't take it too well. He had put a huge chunk of his money in this a Capella thing and when I was kicked out he was furious. He demanded I break up with Unicycle and do anything to get back into the Bellas. Being terrified of my father, I obeyed. I dumped Unicycle, no questions asked and got back into the Bellas but I've never stopped loving him. My dad could remove Uni from life but he couldn't remove him from my heart. That's the one thing he has no control over.

This whole thing with my father is the reason I'm so hard on Beca. Her and her father don't have the greatest relationship either and I don't want to see her have to go through what I did. Her dad isn't as strict as mine but I'd like to be safe rather than sorry. I won't tell Beca, or anyone else for that matter, the real reasoning behind this because it's very personal.

"So, is this a yes?" Unicycle asked as he pulled away and pressed his forehead against mine.

"To what?"

"To being mine again?"

"Absolutely." he smiled as I locked my lips to his. 

So much for that walk.

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I don't think there's anything I want to say about this except:

Hope you enjoyed this chapter, it's just something to give you all happiness before I do something terrible that will rip your feels out completely. Of course it will probably do the same to me but enjoy anyway!!

I did my best with the Aubrey x Unicycle thing. It took a lot of thought getting it worked into this chapter and that's partially why this chapter took so long. I hoped you enjoyed it and I will try my best to get other suggested couples in here but I can't promise it will happen.

Oh, one more thing! Ignore any mistakes. I've been typing on my phone all day and it has very tiny buttons. I fixed the mistakes I saw but I doubt I got them all. Read over the mistakes and happy reading!!

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