I am broken. And I doubt I can be fixed.


12. Wrecking Ball



Chapter 12

Wrecking Ball



I tiptoed to the edge of the corner and poked my head around the brick wall," Justin?" There he was leaning against the wall talking angrily to someone on the phone. He heard my voice and quickly engulfed me in a hug, "Emily I've missed you so much."

I didn't return the hug, "How long have you been home?" My voice held know emotion what so ever.

"A couple weeks." He didn't look at me when he admitted this. When he said this it felt like all the emotions I had been hiding, burying deep inside me whirled like a tornado inside me, "And you didn't think it was appropriate to see me or your daughter." I laughed angrily, "For crying out loud Justin please explain."

He looked at me not knowing what to say. I laughed angrily, "You're pathetic. I guess you thought that you could just skip out on us. Again. Screw you Justin." I glared at him before walking away. Millions of angry thoughts swirled around in my head and I had to force myself not to cry.

"Emily wait!" I could her Justin running after me. I stopped walking and turned around not giving him a chance to explain, "I waited for months thinking that you would call. Or send an email. Hell you didn't even send a postcard Justin. I guess you didn't think I would see you on the news with that Selena girl."

He opened his mouth to speak but I cut him off again, "I prayed it was just a silly rumor. But now I don't know what to think anymore." I closed my eyes and tears rolled down my cheeks.

I scratched the back of my neck and looked down, "Do you know how embarrassing it is to have to explain to a three year old why her father is on the news kissing some other girl instead of at home tucking her in every night?"

"Just please don't walk away from me." Justin's voice cracked and I had to force myself to look him in the eyes, "Why shouldn't I?"

He moved closer to me, "Because your on my mind twenty-four seven. I can't stand being away from you. I hate that your mad at me. And all I can say is sorry." Justin was now only inches away from my face.

Even though I was extremely mad at him I couldn't stop myself from kissing him. I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him closer to me.

"I'm so sorry Emily." He whispered breaking the kiss.

"Just don't ever leave me for that long again. Promise me." I looked at Justin intensely.

He kissed me again before answering, "I promise."

It wasn't long before we were in my car kissing yet again. We had laid down in the back seat and by now both of our tops were off before common sense hit me.

I pushed Justin off gently, "We can't not right now. Chaz and Ashley there at home. I can't just leave him waiting."

Justin perked up when he heard the name Chaz, "I haven't seen him in forever." I laughed having hope that maybe things could just go back to normal.

Author's Note

Sorry you had to wait so long for this update. I'll be updating this story and a lot of my others a lot so don't worry. <3 you lots.






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