ċѧṭċһ ṃє {COMPLETE}

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"No" I said looking down at my shoes. "Then why?" He asked. I looked up at him. My eyes started to water, and so did his.
"I thought...I knew you were going to leave me anyways" I said as a tear fell from my face onto my shirt. "Everyone always does".

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1. My world

"Mom?" I asked. No answer. I knocked again. No answer.

The door was locked. I grabbed the extra key we had underneath the rug. I unlocked it, to find my mother crying breathlessly on the floor.

"Oh my god. Mom are you okay?" I said as I ran to Neal beside her.

she didn't say a word. Just cried. 

I looked over to the counter and saw pills. They were open. "No mom, you didn't try to..?" I said softly then stopped talking. 

That's when I knew for sure my mother was depressed. 

Before, she would come home and cry. Or cry herself to sleep. And on some days she wouldn't get up for work. But I didn't think much of it. She had just gotten bad days. Everyone gets those. But it wasn't till that night, when she tried to commit suicide, that I finally realized she was sick.

After I found out, the next morning I took her to the doctor's office. And sure enough, with my luck, she was deeply depressed. When she heard that she cried all the way home. Thank goodness I am seventeen, and can drive us places.

she lived a good life, my mother. Short but good life. Considering my father left when I was two, when my mother died that December, I lived with my grandma. Whose husband died ten years ago. So it was just me and her.

PRESENT

I woke up and got ready. I ran downstairs. "Hungry?" My grandma asked as she poured herself coffee. "No, I'll just eat a grandola bar on the way over there" I said.

she nodded. I grabbed one from the drawer and walked over to my car. I am a senior in highschool. So almost done. I work a part time job at Bobby's Burgers, as a waitress. 

I ate my grandola bar as soon as I buckled my seat belt. I drove to school. I got off and ran to my first class. I was about a minuete to being late.

after school everyday I go to work. Then after I finish, about six pm, I go visit my mothers grave.

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