I'm Trying (Completed)

I can't lie. I know he loves me. At least I think he does. I don't know what's real and what isn't, and I blame everyone. How do you fix a problem like this. You don't, you just don't. But what I did to him is horrible. He will never ever be able to fix it either. I know he wishes he could but he can't. If there was a solution to this goddammit someone tell me. I'm tired of living like this. I'm tired of living in general. At this moment I knew exactly how to fix this, It's not the best way, but to me It's the only way. He's gonna hate me. But I won't be here for him to tell me that ...

Kay so this is my first story and I know I'm not very good but I really just have ideas and I'm trying to turn them into something good so here my best shot at it. Please be completely honest about it.


4. Don't Go


Kyra's P.O.V

After saying goodbye to Taylor and Liam, I left for Niall's place. It wasn't all that far from here so instead of taking the bus I decided to walk to his place. It was a quiet night here in London. Very little traffic, a light breeze blowing through the trees it was absolutely perfect.

On my way to Niall's I decided to take a small detour just so I could walk through the park. It was a park that was quiet and peaceful and brought back memories of home, and I hadn't walked though it in a while, so I said fuck it and decided to take this way. It wasn't as quiet in this area, but it didn't bother me not one little bit. I automatically pressed the crosswalk button, and began to walk.

The sounds of tires squealing filled the air around me. I was crossing the crosswalk, no way back, and the sound of the motor was getting closer. I looked over to my left and saw a set of headlights getting brighter. Running I tried to get to the other side but before I knew it the car came at a zooming speed of light and hit me.

I felt pain, unlike any I felt before. But it was short lived, as everything went completely still, and dark.


Louis P.O.V

After the lads and I finished at the studio I headed home to relax. When I got home it was a huge mess, guess I forgot to clean up. Throwing my keys in the bowl near the door, I walked in dodging the leaning tower of pizza boxes and the Everest of garments in the middle of the floor. I went downstairs to play some playstation before going to bed. It's what I tend to do when I've had a long day at the studio, just chill out and play football. It's to bad Kyra's not here, maybe I should call he-

Ooh wait she's hanging out with Niall tonight. Her and those stupid guys. Deciding against the routine football, I just collapsed on my bed. I know it would be cliché to say I fell asleep as my head hit the pillow, but I am not exaggerating. I woke up to a phone call, and I didn't mean to sound tired, but I knew I would.

"Niall?" That's weird, shouldn't he be busy with Kyra, and I hope not literally...

"Hey buddy." Something in his voice didn't sound right, but I played along.

"Hi, What's up? Aren't you supposed to be hanging out with Kyra?"

He never calls me when she is over...

"Um actually that's why I'm calling ... Uh Lou ... Kyra's been in an accident."

I didn't know what to say or do. It feels like the world is coming to and end. How could she have gotten into an accident. She didn't even drive to the mall, Taylor drove.

"Uh Louis? Ya there?" he sounds like he's trying to hold back tears. "I really need you right now Lou..."

He sounded broken, and I realised I needed to respond.

"A-a-a-ah y-yeah I'm h-here. I'm here Niall..."

"Okay, look,  I need you to meet me at the hospital. Fourteenth floor, twenty-first room. Meet you there. Bye," he hung up abruptly, and I listened to the dead tone for a few more seconds before shutting it off myself.

Move Louis Tomlinson your sisters in the hospital and your standing here doing nothing but mentally yelling at your self. All of a sudden I run to grab my keys and outside the door driving to the hospital. Fuck I hope she's okay.


Taylor's P.O.V

After Kyra left, Liam and I were debating on wether or not to watch a movie or make cookie dough. "Taylor I still don't understand why we can't just do both," he looked at me very seriously, yet his tone was whiny.

"Because it just takes to long, and you don't need to put on any more pounds before the tour! Don't think I don't know what you read on the road." I pointed a finger at him, close to his face and wiggled it in a circle as his eyes crossed to follow it.

"But LiLi..."

I gave him the best eyebrow raise ever. No one ever beats me at this, for I am the  master at this one. He looked at me really closely, slowly got closer and closer.

"We are not doing both, and you know it, now choose."

"Alright, I choose you."

Seconds after he said that he closed any space left between us, looping his fingers in my belt loops, drawing my closer. It was a very passionate kiss and it was so real it's as if fireworks were everywhere. It's like that every time I kiss him and it's been 3 years since we started dating. Never wanting to break the bond, sadly both our phones buzzed.

"Oh. My. God."  My voice growing louder with every word.

I was already running out of the house and to the car before Liam even finished checking his phone. She's been in an accident. This is my fault. I shouldn't have let her walk home. "Liam lets go!" He sprinted out of the house and into the car. I started driving towards the hospital.

"Are you okay?"

I was FAR from okay. Tears were blurring my vision as I drove, but I willed myself to keep most of them in. But sadly I couldn't keep my emotions in. I yelled at him without noticing. "No I'm not okay! My best friend is in the hospital and I don't even know if she's even fine," I really felt like someone had just ripped a part of my heart and took it away from me.

For gods sake I hope she's okay.


Harry's P.O.V

Bang! What the hell is she doing now. "Amy sweetheart, whatcha doin?" She did this every so often still haven't quite figured out why.

"I'm looking for cookie dough and chocolate and cake and just food." I honestly didn't know if it was cause it's her time if the month or something else.

"Um why? We just ate like 3 hours ago,"

"Exactly love, 3 hours is a loooong time" she giggled "I just really craving cookie dough and chocolate."

"What if I go and pick you up some chocolate?" It's the least I could do for her considering she won't tell me why she does this. "Another thing .. Do you mind telling me why you do this every so often?" She's gonna kill me. I never should have asked.

"I don't love I just do" she shrugged her shoulders.

After that I left for the store to go and pick her up some chocolate. I would never understand women and their insane need for chocolate.


Amy's P.O.V

After Harry left to get me some chocolate I decided to check Instagram. Shout out after shout out is all my Instagram feed seems to be. And it pisses me off cause they're my favourite accounts and I don't wanna unfollow them.

My phone went off and it was Niall. That's weird, I was told Kyra and him were hanging out tonight.

Shit. I ran outside and attempted to get in the car, but Harry took it to the store. It wasn't even that far! That lazy butt! I would so get after him later.

So I sprinted all the way to the store and just caught Harry coming out of the store.

"What you couldn't wait for the chocolate or what?" he laughed. All of a sudden his phone went off.

"There is no time to check that it's probably the same text I got from Niall. Harry, Kyra's been in an accident we need to go now." And with that we drove to the hospital.

I still can't believe this. She can't leave me I need her here with a me. Who am I supposed to talk to when I'm feeling really down. It's never been just Taylor and me, it's always me Taylor, Kyra, and me. We're inseparable. I can't imagine life with her. I can't even think about it.

Zayn's P.O.V

"Well what about this one?" Perrie walked out of the bathroom in another dress. She'd be show casing them for me and damn did she ever look great.

"Babe, I understand you want me to pick the one that you look best in, but you look amazing in all of them." She smiled a huge cheek to cheek smile.

 I loved making her laugh and smile all the time. I feel like it's something I absolutely have to do, and also I didn't need to hear one more comment on if this dress made her butt look big one more time.

Her phone went off, and seconds later mine did.. Oh my god. I looked up at Perrie and she was in tears already. I grabbed her hand and led her out to the car. We drove off to the hospital. "You gonna be okay?"

"I hope so, it's just she can't leave me. She can't leave us. This world. I mean it's been 2 amazing years getting to know her and see her and Niall together. I don't want her to go,"

And with that we arrived at the hospital.

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