the gun didn't work out

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So if you're reading this, you've found yourself a life story, mine to be exact. Don't be too shocked by what you read, others probably have it worse, but I do want to mention that suicide never the solution is. Unfortunately for me, there was no one to tell me this until after the gun didn't work out, so I had learnt it the hard way.


14. shopping with the cuties

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We woke up in a daze and I seemed to float on happy feelings, the girls had been with each other for longer than 5 hours and hadn't killed each other so I was proud of them. Besides, I had my first official sleep over! Mary was kind enough to tell me that I could shower first and after me came Angie, then Mary.

We decided that it would be fun to choose outfits for each other so I got to choose Mary's, Mary did Angel's and Angel did mine. For Mary I choose a white lace dress that fell to her knees, her black combatants boots and her bad-ass black leather jacket.

Angel got a black and blue get scared shirt with her dark blue skinny's, a blue and purple and black studded belt, black vans and a couple of Mike's (Mary's brother) pierce the veil bracelets.

I think Angel really liked her outfit because she was looking in the mirror nonstop. I giggled a bit at her reaction and Mary looked really smug about it too. Angel got really red and quickly got to work on choosing my outfit.

She choose a long white nirvana shirt without sleeves for me with black skinny's. She paired the outfit with black vans with bright yellow laces and a black hat. I think I looked pretty cool, except for my arms, I got kind of self conscious because of my scars. Luckily Mary noticed and gave me a black jacket, with an angry glare towards Angie who was mumbling an apology. I told Angie that it was no biggie and just laughed it off.

We ran downstairs as soon as we smelled the delicious scent of Nutella pancakes and home made waffles. Mike and Mary's mom were still making breakfast in the kitchen and the table was already loaded. I think I actually giggled out of happiness because Angie and Mary were laughing and smiling at me. We sat down and started gobbling down the delicious goodies.

''Damn yo mamma can cook!'', Mary laughed at Angie and I smiled nodding yes.

Mary's mom came in smiling, ''Glad you like it, Mike's making some bacon pancakes as well.''.

I totally loved the breakfast that was made for us, Mike was an awesome cook! After we were done, full and finished we cleaned up and headed out the door.

Mary's dad agreed to take us to the mall and we would take the subway back home.We hopped in the car and drove off to the mall. I hadn't really been to a mall before, I knew the thrift shop like the back of my hand but this was pretty new to me.

''And? Are you excited?'', I was so deep in thought, thinking and imagining about how it would be that I didn't even hear what Angie said,

''Hey, you there?'' Angie snapped her fingers in front of my face and Mary giggled. 

"Aah, sorry Ang, I-I wasn't paying attention (I heard Mary laugh harder), r-really sorry. I just hope we'll have fun.'', almost in perfect symphony I heard Ang and Mary awe me, I hate it when they do that.

I'm not some cute puppy or something! Although technically they did pick me up off the street.. provided me with a place to sleep and they did dress me, and feed me.... oh my god, I'm their puppy.

I looked down, partially hiding my dissatisfaction and partially being downright embarrassed by my revelation. Mary noticed immediately and poked my check.

''Why so glum? I thought you wanted to have fun today. Come on cheer up, look we're here!''. I looked up and my eyes went wide, this place is so huge!!!

Holy G, if I go in there I will 100% get lost in it. Nobody will ever find me again, and then I'll starve to death. Wait, what if Aunty is there, or big bro with his friends? I don't know if this was such a good idea. All kinds of thoughts were running trough my mind when I noticed that I was being led into the huge building.

The electric doors opened and a gush of cool air blew in my face. I looked around and at first glance it wasn't really that busy, which surprised me. I mean it wasn't a week day and it was pretty popular from what I heard Angie and Mary say.

We decided to get some clothes first, after that we would get a snack or some lunch and then continue to shop some more. I wonder where we would go to, there are so many different stores in this thing! Angel got all excited and pumped her fists in the air.

"All right let's go to the hot topic!'', Mary made an annoyed noise at that statement, ugh they were getting along so well!

"Uhm no we should go to the Premark. They have the cutest clothes over there''. why are they so hyped about clothes?

''U-uhm guys, can't w-we just go to both?'', they turned and looked at me, oh god did I say something weird? 

"N-nevermin-", but before I could even finish the sentence the girls laughed at me and agreed.

We spent almost 5 hours shopping and I was dead tired! I think I was holding at least 8 bags stuffed with clothes, shoes and loads of band merch and other accessories when the girls finally said that we were done.

''Remind me to never go shopping with you guys again.'', Angel and Mary laughed and I was grinning a big smile.

Suddenly Mary's eyes got wide and she started bouncing up and down, it means that she was really excited about something. I know that because she's done this in almost every store that we've been to.

''BOYD!'', I think I had a mini heart attack when Mary suddenly shouted his name.

I looked up and saw him hanging out with some other guys. They waved at us and they were coming our way! I started blushing like a mad person and I heard Angie muffle a laugh, Mary was grinning as well. 

"Hey guys, what a coincidence! We're about done with shopping, so do you guys want to get something to eat?'', Omg Mary you can't do that! I'm horrible with people, with guys, with everything, help!




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