Broken Like I Am *Sequel to TMAIA*

I don't think I have ever cried this hard in my life.

"I'm sorry. I'm so so so so sorry," I cry and hold his hand.

"I'm done, Cammy. I can't do this anymore," he tells me and leaves me crying.

"Please. I'm sorry. So sorry," I whisper as I cry.

*This the sequel to Take Me As I Am. Please read that story first before you read this one. Thank you. :)*


23. Memory


Get the ice cream girls...

Here we go!

This is a very long chapter for you guys! :)


Cammy's POV-

"Matt!" I yell and run to him. He's lying on the ground unconscious with blood dripping from his head.

"I'll call 911," Trevor says and makes the call.

"Who did this?" I say with anger pouring out of my voice, while I hold Matt in my arms.

"Cammy, this isn't what it looks like," Harry says.

"I come downstairs to see my dad and four brothers standing around the unconscious body of my boyfriend, who is bleeding from his head!" I scream at them.

"Okay maybe it is what it looks like. But let me explain," Harry says. I gently set Matt back down on the ground and then stand up and get in his face.

"You did this to him?!" I yell.

"Yes, but let me explain," he begs. I completely ignore him and slap him across the face.

"Why did you do that to him? Gosh there is a much better way to deal with things than hurting someone!" I scream.

"Yet you just hit me because you're angry," he says.

"You know what? I hate you. I don't want to talk to you ever again. You clearly don't know how much he means to me," I say and go away from him. The boys chase after me, but I ignore what they're saying to me.

When the ambulance comes, I get in the back with Dad. He is the only one who isn't getting angry with me for what I said to Harry. I'm glad for that. Harry really hurt me. Why would he hit Matt? It doesn't make sense.

"He's going to be okay," Dad says and holds my hand. My other hand is holding Matt's. I break down crying.

"Why would he do this to him?" I say and put my face in Dad's chest.

"It's not my place to tell," Daddy says.

"Do you know?" I ask and look up at him.

"Yeah, I do," he says.

"Did Matt deserve it? Or was Harry out of line?" I ask.

"Harry was out of line. But he had a good reason behind it," he answers.

"So Matt did do something?" I ask.

"Cammy, this is not something I can tell you. This is something you need to have a conversation about with Matt and Harry," he says. I nod my head.


Harry's POV-

After Niall and Cammy left with the ambulance, the rest of the boys and I drove to the hospital. I feel terrible for what I did, but Matt did kind of deserve it. Sure, I guess it would've been smarter for me to talk to him about it, rather than hitting him, but I was so angry.

When we get into the hospital, I see Niall and Cammy sitting in the waiting room.

"Hey honey, it's going to be okay," Zayn says and hugs Cammy. Trevor, Liam, Louis and Liam hug her too.

"Cammy, can I talk to you?" I ask gently and look at her with pleading eyes. She looks at Niall and he whispers something in her ear. She looks back at me and nods her head. She stands up and waits for me to lead us somewhere else. I walk out of the waiting room and she follows me. I think about going outside, but paparazzi will be out there so that's not a good idea.

"Excuse me, is there anywhere we can go talk in private?" I ask the lady at the desk.

"Sure. Take this hallway and the last room on the left is not occupied," she says. I thank her and look back at Cammy. She nods her head and we go down the hallway and go in the room. I close the door behind us and she sits on the bed and I sit on the chair across from the bed.

"Cammy, I'm so sorry," I say.

"Can you just explain what happened?" she asks.

"Yes," I start. (A/N- He is going to explain it to her, but I'm going to write it as a flashback so you get a good understanding of what happened and get to read dialogue.)




*Knock Knock*


"I'll get it," Liam says. He gets up and goes towards the door. A minute later, he comes in with Matt following.

We all greet Matt with 'hellos' and 'what's up mans'.

"Hey guys. Uhh is Cammy here?" he asks.

"Yeah, she's upstairs filming a video with Trevor," Louis says.

"That's good," he says.

"Huh?" Niall asks.

"Oh, I just wanted to talk with you guys," he says.

"Okay, come on and sit down," I say and we make room for him.

"Uh, I'll sit over here," he says and sits down at a chair across from the couch.

"So what's up?" Niall asks.

"Well I said I needed to talk to you guys about something pretty serious. But before I start I want you all to know I'm telling you guys this because I trust you guys and you guys need to know this. While we were on our trip and I had to tell Cammy something that is a big struggle in my life. Umm, I have a problem with drugs and alcohol. It's not a good thing, I know, but I'm really working on it," he says.

"Thank you for telling us. If you want help, we would love to help you," Louis says.

"Thanks. Umm, well there's more. One day on our trip, I actually met up with a few friends of mine and uh, we," he starts but can't finish.

"There were drugs and alcohol involved, right?" Liam says. Matt looks at us and nods.

"I came home and I wasn't sober. Cammy was furious with me that I left her all day and then came home like this with no contact or anything. But we talked through it and she's going to help me," he says.

"You what?!" I scream and stand up.

"Calm down, I'm trying to change," he says and stands up too.

"You came home to her drunk and high! That's not right! You could've hurt her!" I scream in his face.

"I didn't though. I would never hurt her," he says and looks in my eyes.

"You already did!" I yell and punch him as hard as I can.


~End of Flashback~


"That's why you hit him?" Cammy asks with tears in her eyes.

"Cammy, I'm so sorry. It wasn't wise of me, but I did it because he hurt you," I say.

"He didn't hurt me! Yes, he did at the time, but I'm over it now. We talked and we're fine now. I'm trying to help him," she says and raises her voice a bit.

"He's a drunk! Why do you want to be with him?!" I yell back.

"He's not a drunk! He came to you guys for help! He told you guys the truth and he respected you guys! He trusted you! And this is what you to him when he asks you for help!" she screams and stands up.

"I'm sorry I hit him. It wasn't the best idea. But he deserved it," I say and calm myself down.

"And you deserve this," she says and slaps my face for the second time today and walks out of the room.


Cammy's POV-

Harry is annoying me so much right now. He is so inconsiderate. I go back to the waiting room and take my seat next to Dad.

"How did it go?" he asks.

"Terrible," I answer and lean my head on his shoulder.

"Hey stranger," someone says. I look up to see Finn, Riley and Kalie there. I stand up and attack the first one in a hug. It happens to b Riley. I bury my face into his shoulder as I hold him as tight as I can.

"Hey, it's okay. He's going to be okay," he says.

"It's not fair. He doesn't deserve this," I say and let a few tears fall.

"I know. It's going to be okay," he says.

"Where's Mason?" I ask.

"He wanted to come, but he's not feeling too well," Riley says. I nod.

We let go and I hug Kalie next.

"Sweetie," she says and squeezes me tight.

"Kalie," I breathe out.

"He's a fighter. He's going to be okay," she says.

"You've always been there for me," I say and look at her.

"I always will be," she smiles at her and I smile back.

"I'll be there for you too," I say. We let go of the hug and then I look at Finn. He sadly smiles at me and opens his arms. I run into them and hold him close.

"Everything is going to be okay. We're going to help you through this," he whispers in my ear.

"Thank you, Finn," I say. I let go of him and we all hear a door open. We look over and see Harry walk in. I roll my eyes and look away. I hear the door open again and I look over to see a girl I've seen in pictures, but never in real life.

"Are you Cammy?" she asks and walks over to me.

"Yes. Are you Katy?" I ask her.

"Yes. It's so nice to meet you. Matt talks about you all of the time," she smiles and hugs me.

"All good things I hope," I say.

"Of course," she says. Katy is Matt's sister. She's older than him by about two years. From what he told me, they were really close when they were younger, but now that his band is really hitting it big, they haven't been as close.

"Uh, guys this is Katy, Matt's sister," I say to everyone. They all say hello to her. I introduce her quickly to everyone then we all sit down, scattered around the room.

"So how is he?" she asks.

"I'm not sure. They haven't said anything yet," I tell her.

Riley, Finn, Kalie, Katy and I are having a conversation together, which is nice because it's getting our minds off of Matt for a while.

The door creeks open again and I look over to see Drew enter the room. The room drops dead silent.

"Mind your own business," I say to everyone. They shrug and go back to their conversations. I excuse myself from my conversation and walk over to Drew.

"Hey," I smile at him.

"Hey. Are you doing okay?" he asks sincerely.

"Yeah I'm going okay," I say.

"You want to maybe go for a walk around the hospital?" he asks.

"Sure," I say. We go out into the hallway and begin our walk.

"How's your relationship going with Matt?" he asks.

"Pretty good. I really like him. Not that I don't like you, but-" I try to save myself but he interrupts me.

"I get it. It's okay. I really like Vanessa too," he smiles.

"It's crazy that we thought we had everything we ever wanted in each other, but now that we're seeing other people, we realize that we didn't have everything," I say.

"Yeah. It just shows how much you really fall in love with your first love," he says.

"I really did love you. It wasn't a lie," I say.

"Same with me. I still love you. It just changed into a friend/sibling love," he says.

"Yes," I smile up at him.

"I really don't want things to be awkward between us. I want us to be friends," he says.

"Me too. I guess the only way to do that is for me to meet Vanessa and for you to meet Matt," I say.

"Yeah. Are you ready for that?" he asks.

"I am. Maybe we can wait until Matt's out of the hospital though," I say.

"Of course. No rush," he smiles.

"Well we're back to the waiting room," I say.

"Thanks for talking with me," he says.

"Yeah, thank you so much. You can come in and hang out with us if you want," I offer.

"Nah, I need to get home for dinner. But thank you," he says.

"No problem. Thank you for coming," I say.

"Of course. Well I hope he gets better," he says.

"Thank you. Me too," I say. He opens his arms and I hug him. It doesn't have the same effect it did to me when we were dating. That's how we know that we're making the right decision going our separate ways. We bid goodbye then I go back inside.

I see the doctor walk in the same time I do.

"Family and friends of Mathew Healy?" he asks. We all stand up.

"Can I have three of the closest to him?" they ask.

I stay back to let his sister and mom go up there.

"Cammy, you need to be here too," his mom says. I slightly smile to the fact that she's letting me be with her up here.

"Well he's doing okay. Umm there is one thing though. But before I tell you, maybe you three should come to see him first. I could be wrong. Seeing you guys might spark a memory of his," the doctor says. Memory? What's going on?

We follow him into his room and walk in. Matt's laying on the bed playing with his fingers. He has bandages on his head and he looks pretty hurt.

"Matthew, you have some visitors," the doctor says. We get closer to him and stand next to his bed on either side.

"Hey Matt," Katy smiles at him.

"Hey Matty," I say and grab his hand.

"Who are you guys?"



Don't kill me!!! I know it's hurting me too! :'''''''(

It's so sad!

Comment your thoughts!

Love you guys. <3 You all are awesome.


Okay now I'm going! Byeeeee!

~Cammy xx.

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