Broken Like I Am *Sequel to TMAIA*

I don't think I have ever cried this hard in my life.

"I'm sorry. I'm so so so so sorry," I cry and hold his hand.

"I'm done, Cammy. I can't do this anymore," he tells me and leaves me crying.

"Please. I'm sorry. So sorry," I whisper as I cry.

*This the sequel to Take Me As I Am. Please read that story first before you read this one. Thank you. :)*


4. Matt

Cammy's POV-

"Cammy?" they all question me. I'm having a panic attack. Just like I did when Harry got me All Time Low tickets for my birthday.

"Cammy, come on just breathe. Breathe. In. Out. Nice deep breaths," Harry helps me breathe again.

"Thank you, Harry," I say out of breath from not being able to breathe.

"No problem kiddo," he says and smiles.

"Wait," I say.

"What?" they all ask me.

"I'm going to meet Matt Healy," I say.

They all smile at me.

"Don't forget to breathe!" Zayn says.

"I'm meeting Matt! Oh my gosh I love him! He's Matt, oh gosh!" I smile and get up to jump on my bed. Then I suddenly stop. "What am I going to wear?!"

I run through the little space between Liam and Louis at the end of my bed and jump on the ground as I run. I continue running to my closet and begin forming outfit ideas in my head.

I bring out a grey t-shirt that says 'The 1975' on it with a pair of light blue colored leggings with a grey design on them.

"How's this? I mean is it too obsessive? Does it not look good together? What if he doesn't like how I'm wearing his band logo? Maybe I should-" I ramble then someone interrupts me.

"Cammy, it's perfect," Trevor tells me.

"Really?" I ask and look at all of them.

"Really," Zayn says.

"When is he coming?" I ask.

"This afternoon at two," Dad says.

I look at the clock on my wall and see it's 1 right now.

"Two?! Oh gosh I don't have a lot of time! I need to take a shower, do my hair, do my makeup, get dressed and straighten up my room," I say.

"Hey, calm down," Liam says and puts his hands on my shoulders.

"We'll straighten up your room," Louis says.

"Really? I mean you guys don't have too," I say.

"We want to. Now get go get in the shower," Trevor says and I thank them, then run to the shower.


*After she finishes getting ready*


"Okay I'm ready guys!" I smile and come out to all of them chatting in my room.

"Woah," Harry says.

"What?" I ask.

"You look..." Louis starts.

"Bad?" I ask and start worrying about meeting one of my idols when I look like this.

"Amazing," Trevor tells me.

"Well thank you," I smile. These are my brothers and my dad we're talking about. They want to protect me as much as they can. So if they say I look good, I must really look good.

I'm wearing the outfit I planed before, grey vans, light makeup, and I curled my brown/auburn hombre hair. I must admit, I think it looks pretty good.


"We finished your room!" Daddy says.

"It looks awesome! Thank you!" I smile and hug them all.

We hear the doorbell ring and Ace barks like crazy.

"Oh God, he's here. I don't think I'm ready for this," I say and hold my stomach.

"You'll be fine! We'll come down with you if it helps," Louis suggests.

"Please," I say.


"Hello!" Matt smiles and I smile too. Gosh this dude is awesome.

"Hey! I'm Louis and this is Niall, Liam, Harry, Zayn and Trevor. And this is Cammy," Louis says.

I wave at him.

"Are you okay love?" he asks me. He called me love!

"Yeah! I'm just a big fan that's all," I smile.

"Well thanks! I like your shirt too," he winks at me. He winked at me. He winked at me. Keep calm, Cammy. He's a regular person just like you and your brothers. (A/N- Let's pretend he's 18. He's not in real life but in this story he is.)

"Can I hug you?" I ask then I blush as I realize what I just said.

"Of course you can," he pulls me into his arms, "And calm down love, it's just me." When you say it's just me like we've been friends forever, I freak out even more.

But I wrap my arms around him and lay my head on his chest.

"Well, I write better outside, so maybe we can go to a park or something?" he suggests as we let go of our wonderful hug.

"Yeah, that sounds good," I say.

"I have my guitar in my car too, so we can use that," he says.

"And I have my journal with my songs and ideas in it," I say.

"Cool! Well I'll have her back in a couple of hours," he says to the boys behind me. Woah! I forgot they were there! How embarrassing!

"Okay. Stay safe, Cam," Harry says.

"Will do, love you guys," I say and follow Matt to his car.


I sit in the passenger seat next to him and I feel like I might explode. He is so awesome.

"So, your brothers told me that you're going through a hard time right now," he starts off conversation.

"Yeah. I'm going through a really tough breakup," I say.

"I'm sorry to hear that. How long were you two together?" he asks.

"Two years," I say.

"Wow. That's rough. I'm sorry to hear that," he says.

"It's fine. I mean it is really hard but I'm working my way through it," I say.

"Maybe a new hit song will come out of it," he smiles over at me. I look up at him and smile back.

"Maybe," I agree.

Maybe something more than a song will come out of this.

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