Broken Like I Am *Sequel to TMAIA*

I don't think I have ever cried this hard in my life.

"I'm sorry. I'm so so so so sorry," I cry and hold his hand.

"I'm done, Cammy. I can't do this anymore," he tells me and leaves me crying.

"Please. I'm sorry. So sorry," I whisper as I cry.

*This the sequel to Take Me As I Am. Please read that story first before you read this one. Thank you. :)*


14. It's a Lot

Cammy's POV-


*Skip Dinner*


"Oh my gosh, I'm so full," I say and worry about my stomach looking big in my dress.

"You look amazing as always, beautiful," he smiles at me.

"Thank you," I smile back at him. We just had dinner and it was delicious. One of the best I have ever had. It was really yummy. Now we are in the car on our way to the club.


"Okay, we're here," he says. We get out of the car and somehow, we get into the club with no problem.

When we walk in there is a lot going on. There are people making out, inappropriate dancing, drinking, and a lot more. Matt grabs my hand in a protective way. He leads us to two seats at the bar.

"A beer seems really nice," I say.

"Are you sure you should have one? I mean you weren't feeling too well this morning," he says.

"Maybe I shouldn't have one," I say.

"I don't want to make your decision. Do whatever you want," he says. He orders a beer and takes a sip.

"Yo bartender!" I yell and she comes over to me.

"What can I get you?" she asks.

"Pint of Stella Artois," I say and she nods and gets me one. I take a sip and smile at Matt.

"Cheers?" he asks and holds up his glass.

"Cheers," I smile and clink my glass with his.


After we finish our drinks, we decide to go dance. The dance version of Chocolate comes on and Matt and I freak out. Then Sing comes on and we freak out again. We're having a blast though. We're dancing like idiots and having a lot of fun together.

"Do you want to go out back for a second?" he asks me. I nod my head and we walk hand in hand to the back door. We go out and see an empty alley. We can still hear the music pumping through the many speakers inside, but it's a lot more quiet.

I lean against the brick wall and take a deep breath. Matt takes my hands and stands in front of me. He looks in my eyes and I look in his. He gently kisses me which starts out sweet, then gets more intense. I wrap my arms around his neck and his hands are on my waist, pulling me as close as possible to him. He puts his hands on the back of my thighs, signaling for me to jump up. I do and he catches me with his hands. I wrap my legs around his torso and he pushes me gently against the wall for more support. I'm not worried about me wearing a dress. I trust Matt to make sure no one sees my underwear and we're the only ones out here.

"Why am I so crazy about you?" I ask as he kisses my cheeks and neck gently.

"I have no clue. All I know is that I'm crazy about you too," he says and begins to kiss me again. My hands roam through his hair. I gently massage his head with the tips of my fingers as he rubs circles on the bottom of my legs where he is holding me.

I break apart because I need to breathe. I lay my head backwards on the brick wall and look up at the stars. Matt looks up too then looks back at me. I turn my head to look at him again.

"You know, I'm so lucky to have you," he whispers.

"I'm lucky to have you," I say.

"No really. I was in a bad place before I met you, Cammy," he says.

"What?" I ask.

"I smoked and did drugs and got drunk all of the time. But when I met you, I stopped doing all of that stuff. I haven't even thought about it since the minute I laid eyes on you,"

"I love you," I say and gently kiss him.

"I love you, babe," he responds. He sets me down, grabs my hand and we walk back through the club to get to our car in the front.


In the car, I put my seat all the way back and rest. I'm exhausted.

"Are you okay?" he asks.

"Yeah, I'm just tired," I yawn. He grabs my hand and holds it the whole way home.

When we get home, he carries me into the house because I'm so tired. I look at the clock on the wall and see it's 11 o'clock exactly.

When we get in the living room, we see the boys and their girlfriends watching TV.

"Hey guys," Louis says to us. I wave lazily, then I lay my head on Matt's shoulder.

"Did you guys have fun?" Eleanor asks.

"Yeah we had a good night," Matt says. Matt met the girlfriends the other day when he was over.

"Did you have fun Cammy?" Dad asks.

"Yeah. I'm just really tired," I say.

"Well Matt, you can stay the night if you want," Harry says.

"Okay, thank you," he says. We all say to each other and Matt carries me upstairs.


Matt actually has a bag here, that has some clothes for him because his house is about 30 minutes away, so it's easier this way.

When we're in my room, he gently sets me down.

"Matt do you have any PJs I can wear?" I ask him.

"Sure. But why?" he asks and pulls out a pair of his sweats and a t-shirt.

"Because I like wearing your clothes. I feel safe and I love it," I say.

"Well then there's nothing wrong with that," he says and kisses my forehead as he hands me his clothes.

"Matt?" I ask him.

"Yes beautiful?" he asks.

"Can you unzip my dress? It's kind of hard to reach," I say.

"Yeah, no problem," he says. I stand in front of him with my back towards him. I hold my hair and he carefully unzips it. He kisses the back of my neck and it gives me chills.

While Matt is getting dressed in his PJs, I take off my dress and lay it neatly on my bed. I'm in my bra and underwear, but I'm not too worried about it. It's only Matt. I trust him.

After I get his clothes on, I put my dress in my hamper and go to brush my teeth. Matt comes in with his toothbrush and uses my toothpaste. We make silly faces at each other in the mirror while we brush our teeth. We almost spit out the toothpaste in our mouth from laughing.

We finish brushing our teeth and rinse out our mouths. I run and climb into bed. Oh it feels so nice. I get under the covers and wait for Matt to come join me.

When he does, I snuggle as close as possible to him.

"I had a good night with you," I say to him.

"I had a good night with you too," he says.

"You smell so good," I say and take a deep breath.

"Well thank you. I'll wear this cologne more often now," he says.

"Yay," I smile and kiss him.

"You know, you look really hot in my clothes," he says. I blush, but I don't hide it from him.

"Maybe I should just wear your clothes all of the time," I joke.

"Deal. I'll bring you half of my closet," he says and we both laugh.

"You have no clue how much I love you," I say.

"Oh darling, if it's anywhere near the amount of my love for you, it's a lot."



Shout out to Niall's Potato for being one of the sweetest fans in the whole world. Love you! :)

~Cammy xx.

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