Breaking bad

Justin Bieber and Christian Beadles are underground drug dealers. Jasmine Villegas and Jacque Rae is two girls who suffers from leukaemia. What would you do if you knew you were gonna die from your sickness? The girls finds out when they meet the boys. The boys were told from the very start not to get too attached to the girls. But they don't really listen. The girls dads finds out what kinda boys they are seeing, and everything changes. The only thing the boys were told to do, was to keep their distance. Find out what happens when they don't.

This movellas, is just a little project i have in my head, and it would be cool if anybody wanted to read along. I get inspiration from many places, and my sister is a big help as well, so I'm getting help writing this. Hope you all enjoy.

The story is told by 4 points of views, and it may be confusing at first, but if you keep reading, you will get it


14. For the last time.

Jasmine's POV.

The doctors had told me that it was only getting worse from now on. The cancer was spreading faster than we had thought i would, and none of us was ready for what was to come. They gave me chemo and more medication than ever to keep me alive. I wasn't feeling like i was dying, i just felt tired and sick.. You know like when you have the flu? The doctors told me that my good days would be more rare and rare, and i should enjoy every moment i could, and if i wanted to experience anything, i should do it now, cause i may not be alive in a year to experience things. 

I had decided that one of my last good days were going to be spent with the person i cared most about at the moment, and that was Justin. I knocked on his door. I was gonna miss his house. What was his, was mine, and we both knew. Everytime i was at his place i felt like home. I wouldn't mind moving in one day. There were 8 rooms total in the house. Enough for kids and everything. Maybe i was gonna experience that with Justin one day, or maybe not, if cancer would kill me. He opened the door after a while and smiled at me. " Hey beautiful! Hey.." He said and pulled me in so he could kiss my cheek countless times. " Ive missed you so much." I said and just enjoyed his scent as i breathed it in my lungs. 

" I have missed you too. I hope you're hungry. Ive made pancakes, with some berries, and stuff. Its the only dish i can make, so i hope it tastes okay." I looked around the house as i entered and just enjoyed the white walls, and the black staircase. We walked into the kitchen where the floor was black and white, and the kitchen was just so fancy, and new. It was my favourite part of the house. " Im a little hungry. I've packed my bags so i can stay till tomorrow." I said and dropped the bag in the kitchen. " That sounds perfect. So whats up? Anything new?" He asked and looked at me with a smile. " Not that much. Ive been to some tests and stuff. Can i take some pancake?" I asked and looked at him. " Yea, feel like home. Do you want something to drink? How's cancer and everything?" He asked. " It's okay. Nothing really changes. But yeah.. It is as it always has been." I said and relaxed in the bar chair i had sat myself in. I enjoyed the smell of pancakes mixed together with Justin's scent. " Everything will get better soon. You just gotta believe in it." He said and laid his hand on my back. " I guess." I said and looked around the big fancy kitchen.

" I've really missed you. I have the urge to look at you all the time." He said and bite his lip. "I've missed you too." i said and got up on his laps and sat myself. I grapped him by the neck and closed my eyes as i pulled my self closer to him, on his bar chair. 

" Don't you dare leave me again. Im so worried when you aren't here.." He said and pulled me closer to him.

" i don't think about anything else than you when I'm at home. Im so sorry, I'm just so busy. My parents wants me at home after the tests and all that." He stroke my torso and made me relax on his lap. " Skype, is our best friend, even though you never really got time for that either. But i've got you till tomorrow, and that means we an sleep together, which we haven't for a while now." He said and smiled at me. " I know i've pushed you away from me. Im sorry. I care so much about you Justin. You've got me until tomorrow." He bite his lip. " You don't need to say sorry Jasmine. You're fighting your battles, i cant demand you to come here everyday. You're so strong, and i just care so much about you. You just gotta keep fighting." He said and winked at me. " I care about you too." I said and bite my lip. 

" Stop looking so sad Jasmine. I don't want you to be sad when i finally have you here. You gotta smile, you look so beautiful with that smile on your face." He said and got more comfortable on the chair with me. " Im sorry." I said and licked my lips.

" So what do you wanna do? eat pancakes? Take shower? Watch tv?" He asked and laughed. " Shower." I said and licked my lips.

" A shower. In the bathtub or? Come babe." He said and got me down on the floor. He stood up him self after putting me down, and then we walked towards the stairs. " I just want a shower." I said and raised my eyebrows. 

" A Shower. Its been a while since we've been showering together as well." He said and walked up the black stairs with me. He walked down the hallway with me and we passed the many doors in the hallway. We got into his bedroom and walked through it into the bathroom. The bathroom looked like something from a movie scene. There was a bathtub intron of the big window, there was a sink, and a normal shower in the corner. It all looked so expensive and we all know where Justin had made all the money to this house from. It was wrong, but i didn't think more about it. " Yes.. Its been a while." I said and walked with him into the bathroom.

" You're so perfect." He said as he pulled my T-shirt off me, and opened my shorts. He pulled them off me as well, and after he had undressed me, he undressed him self. He grapped my hand and walked with me to his shower. " Yes.." I said and opened the glass door into the shower. I turned on the hot water and placed myself right under it. " Is it hot enough?" He said and closed the glass door behind him. 

I didn't answer him but stepped closer to him and wrapped my arms around him. I kissed him desperate on the lips and closed my eyes. He walked towards the glass wall behind me and pushed up against it. He smiled against my lips and breathed heavily. He pulled me even closer to him and pulled away from the kiss. He got his hands up on my boobs and started to rub them. " I've missed this." I whispered to him. 

" Me too." He said and pulled me closer to him. He pulled me up on his hips and i wrapped my legs around his hips. I kissed him again on the lips and moaned towards his lips. He got up inside me and filled me up with his dick. " Fuck Jasmine.." He moaned towards my left shoulder. " Mm.. Justin.." I moaned. 


We got done with business and afterwards we actually showered like we were supposed to. " Your hair is so long. Lets get dry." He said and and turned off the water. " Sure." i said and licked my lips. 

" Lets get some clothes on." He said and let go of me. 

" Cant i borrow some boxers of you? and a T-shirt?" i asked and looked at him. " Sure. Of course." He said and we got done with drying us self with the towels. We walked out of the bathroom and into his bedroom. We walked to the door to his walk-in closet. It was a white walled room with white furniture, and a lot of it. He walked to a dressed and pulled out two pairs of boxers." You can get a white pair, and then i'll take the black ones.. Oh and a T-shirt.." He looked around the room like he was trying to find out where those were. I grapped the boxers and smiled at him." Yes.. A T-shirt." I said and looked at him.

He grapped a blue T-shirt from the dresser and handed it to me. " There you go.." He said and looked at me as i had pulled the T-shirt and boxers on. He got his own boxers on and walked over to me." Wait a minute. You look so great." He said and pulled me into him. 

" I love that outfit so much. I need to have a picture of it. You're so beautiful." He said and grapped his phone from his dresser. He took a picture of me before i could even recognise it and then he sat down on the chair. " You're so stupid." I said and sat myself on his lap. " You're so hot, you know that right?" He said and bite my ear so gently that he made me wet by one single move. " I actually didn't know. Shaun didn't really tell me." I said and laughed. " Then i will tell you everyday for the rest of my life. Shaun was a fucking douche, he's so annoying.." He said and laughed. " I've forgotten about him for a while ago. You're so handsome Justin.. You know that right?" he bite his lip and nodded. " You too.." He said an grapped my butt gently and started to rub it. I kissed him gently on his lips and smiled at him." Shall we get into bed? There's something i need to tell you." He stopped smiling and we both got up from the chair." Sure.. I wanna hear what you wanna say." He said and walked with me towards the bedroom again. " i would've told you earlier.. But.. Its something i need to tell you before you gets chok and just finds out." I said and sat on the bed with him. " What's up? Is it bad?" He said and looked at me as i just crushed his world. " I will soon be permanent on the hospital. All the tests i've been to doesn't look good. It's getting worse." I said and looked at him.

" No.. You can't give up yet. Im not giving up on you until you're in the grave! Do you fucking understand that? And thats what you should to! thats what everybody should too! And what so if you're going to be at the hospital for some weeks?! That doesn't mean shit! Its just a flu! You should just get over it! I don't wanna hear shit about you! i.." He said and got up from the bed and turned away from me. It hurt like hell to hear and see him react like this. He was crashed. I was so sad to see me hurting him like this. " The chances are so small Justin.. Im just being realistic. We are all doing what we can to get me through this. Im getting attacks many times a day, Im tired, i am not feeling too well. You cant say that you haven't noticed." I said and swallowed a lump in my throat. " But the chances are there. I don't think this is fair Jasmine! I was fine alone! I was perfect alone! I have always been alone. I was almost born alone, the only person i had was Christian, and then you came! And you changed my whole life! What am i supposed to do if you give up huh? What is gonna happen to me? Why didn't you tell me before that you were tired? If you were tired why did you then go to the shower with me? Why didn't you tell me? I would have never.. I would.." He said and began to cry. Oh no. This was the first time i ever saw him cry, and i didn't like it at all. " I was never meant to be so attached to you. I wanted to feel alive, and that was why i was so attracted to you. I'd never thought we would be here today. Justin, i wanted to shower with you, and have sex with you, that's why i didn't say anything." I said and bite my lip. " I had promised my self that i would never get attached to anybody Jasmine. Because this happens. People leaves you. If you leave me Jasmine.. I really don't know what i would do then. You should've told me when you knew. Then i would have reacted differently. Then i would've enjoyed this time with you more. This is isn't fair! It isn't fair! You have done nothing to end this way! Its not fair!" He yelled from the top of his lungs. " Justin! I am so sorry. I should've told you. I just care so much about you. I dont wanna hurt you, not just yet." He bite his lip. " Jasmine.. You're gonna get through this or i will fucking blow the heads of all your doctors. It isn't fair." He said. I got up from the bed and walked over to him. I wrapped my arms around him and hugged him tightly. He hugged me even harder and no inch of air was in between us. " Calm down Justin. You're gonna get through this, with or without me. You'll be okay even when I'm gone." I said and kissed his naked shoulder. " i will calm down when you're healthy. I am not gonna be okay if you go. I will never could get through it. You're the only person i have." He said. " Can't we lay down?" I asked and walked towards the bed with him in my arms. I was gonna be the one to hold him tight tonight, cause he was too devastated to hold me. He was so broken, and it hurts like hell to see him like this.

" It isn't fair." He whispered to me as we walked towards the bed together. 

" I know i know. I hate it too.. To see you guys so disappointed. You and my family. I care so much about you." I said and looked into his eyes. " No, you don't know how it is to loose the only person you have. I care too much about you. I cant handle this." He said and looked me right back in my eyes. " Im not only loosing you Justin. Im also loosing my family. Can't we talk about something else?" I asked as we got into the bed. I laid down next to him and curled up on his chest and kissed his lips gently. " What do you wanna talk about? Cause i cant find a subject right now." He said and gently moved some hair away from my face, and wrapped it right behind my ear. " Can't we enjoy this moment Justin? I haven't thought of anything but this since the last time i saw you." He looked me in my eyes and tried to smile. " i don't know what you are expecting from me Jasmine. I cant just push this to the side. I don't know what to say or do, i don't know." He said and pulled me closer to him. " I am so sorry Justin. Lets just keep quiet then." I said and tried to relax with my head on his chest. Justin pulled me closer and closed his eyes. I looked at him and tried to find out what he was thinking. He kept his eyes closer and pulled his eyebrows towards each other, and then the tears started to fall down his cheeks. 

" Justin.." I whispered.

" shh.." He whispered right back and kept his eyes closed.

We didn't say much for the rest of the night. I let him cry himself to sleep, and i have never felt so much pain. He cried for the first time in front of me, and he couldn't stop again. I lied awake for many hours just thinking about what was gonna happen to him when i was gone. He was in a deep sleep, and i just lied and talked to him even though he didn't respond cause he was sleeping. 

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