I Can't Live Without You

"I want to know who Tyler is. Are you cheating on me again, Mariah?" he asked, holding up my phone. I groaned and took my phone back.
"Harry, I never-"
"Yes, you did. Don't lie to me." he said cutting me off.
"He is my ex. He took our break-up to the extreme and has wanted to kill me for 5 years now."

What happens next?


3. Chapter 3

*Harry's POV*

My heart shattered into a million pieces as I watched my girlfriend die. Never again would I hear her sweet voice, see her beautiful face or anything. It was all so much to take in. We were supposed to get married, have a total of 5 beautiful kids and live happily ever after together. She was in the process of getting her PhD in Archaeology, and would have traveled around the world as Mrs. Dr. Mariah Elizabeth Styles. Thinking about the future, I remembered what Mariah had said about Britain if something happened to her. 

"Ana? Can I talk to you?" She walked out into the hall and sat down on the floor. I sat down beside her.

"Ana, you should know that Mariah told me 2 weeks ago that she was 3 months pregnant. I also wanted to ask you if you and Logan would take care of Brit while I am on tour. We leave in about 2 weeks and she shouldn't be there since no one will be there to be with her. I'm going home to try to sleep."

"Of course, Harry. But please don't go home and do something stupid." 

"I won't." I briskly walked out of the hospital and and drove home. 

**Shipping Car ride**

When I got home, I couldn't face going inside. I sat there in the driveway for a while until my phone started ringing. I didn't even have a chance to speak before the caller spoke.

"Harry, are you alright?"

"Yeah, I guess. Eleanor, I can't go in. Everything in there reminds me of her. I can't live like this. I don't even know if I can live at all anymore without Mariah." I said. 

"Harry, Don't move an inch. Give me 10 minutes okay?" when I didn't say anything, she pressed me further.

"Can you do that for Mariah" I sighed. 

"yeah." we hung up and 10 minutes later, Niall, Louis, Liam, Zayn, and Logan pulled up in front of my house.

"I can't do this." I said as they led me into the house. 

"I know you love her, but please don't try anything." Zayn said. 

"We are putting you on 24 hour watch. One of us or the girls will be here to make sure you are safe. Right now, we need each other." Liam said and they all sat down and started watching television. I needed to be with Mariah. It didn't matter if that meant I had to commit suicide, I was going to be with her.

I started thinking about ways I could commit suicide. I met Mariah on the Brooklyn Bridge. As soon as I saw her, I fell head over heels in love with her. 

She was getting ready to jump. After I helped her over the rail, we went to the mall and I asked her to come with me to London. I couldn't risk the girl I was madly in love with trying to commit suicide again. I would do as much as I could to prevent that. She agreed and stayed with my mom, Anne and my sister, Gemma until I got back from the tour. 

What about stabbing myself? I thought. Perfect. Quick and easy. I stood up. 

"Where are you going?" Liam asked. 

"To get some water." I lied calling over my shoulder. I opened the knife drawer and pulled out a medium-sized knife that should get the job done.

"Don't even think about it." I whirled around and saw Liam and Zayn standing behind me. 

"I have to be with her! She can't leave me here like this!" I sobbed.

"Yes you can." Liam said.  Zayn pulled me into his arms and let me cry. I cried for a month without stopping, but I never tried anything again.




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