Thoughts of a Dead Girl

Hi I'm a 16 year old girl, and I don't care about looks or how I act or even what I say or do because of one good reason...
I'm dead.
Yeah I know what your thinking. "Why would you do that? Your so young! You had your whole life ahead of you and you threw it all away!"
But my life was a hell to me and to properly explain what was going though my head I'm going to show you some of my thoughts.
So here's a dead girls thoughts.

*This book mentions cutting and suicide*


9. Ugly

First lets get something straight, I'm ugly.

When I was bullied the other one of two names that affected me a lot was 'Ugly'. Yeah I know 'Kids can be mean.' but they never stopped and they were right I was ugly and I still am. Imagine a huge nose, tiny lips, being fat, hair the color of dirt and pimples. Put them together and you have me, ugly with a capital U.

When they picked on me I just stood there thinking to myself 'There all right.' It killed me inside. So I went out and bought cleansers, creams, make up, diets, new cloths, anything to make me 'pretty' but nothing worked they would still call me names.

Only if I knew then they would never stop calling me names and that I would never be pretty enough, and that one day their words will literally kill me.

But now I'm dead I see now that everyone thinks their ugly in some way and that I spiraled down hill into a deep dark hole with no way out from the first words they said. "You'r Ugly."



*Your really not Ugly*


*I'm here to help*

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