Bad Boy

My eyes are closed but the barrel of the gun is nested on the back of my head. My heart is racing, pouncing against my chest. It was beating so loudly I was surprised he couldn't hear it. I hadn't even got to lay my eyes on him, the man that would consume my fait. He has my life in his hands, and he loved every second of it. He wanted me scared, but I was not going to cower, I couldn't let him have that satisfaction. My eyes stayed close, but I knew I had to force them open. If I was going to die, he would have to look into my eyes as I did. He had to feel the pain that I would. I turned around, and opened my eyes. My voice had left, and there he was starring right back at me.


10. Mixed Emotions

I didn't want to ever leave his arms again. Niall made me feel safe now. He could take care of me, and I didn't want to leave him.

"Niall.. What's going to happen when the time comes when you guys have to get rid of me..?" I asked. I was still scared for the answer.

"I am not going to let them hurt you.. I will now.. It's not even an option. I will fight them all" he said seriously. Him saying it made it seem like a reality now.

I buried my face down into his chest again I came to about his pecks. He rested his chin ontop of my head, and we stood there. I loved every single second of it.

"Niall I want to stay with you" I said. My voice muffled by his chest covering my face.

"I am not going to make the same mistake twice.. I will do everything I can possibly do to keep you. I have kept this wall up blocking everyone out.. And I can't do it anymore.. I can't be strong anymore.. I need to show someone this side of me before I break down" he said.

"Don't worry about any of that right now Niall. Just be here with me right now.. Don't think of the past or the present be here with me right now" I said.

He scooped me up and carried me in his arms slowly to the bed. He set me down so gently you would swear I was floating. This time when I felt him press up against me from behind I didn't think about Brock. I was thinking about Niall.

"Babe can you turn around?" He asked me.

"Yeah, why?" I asked

"I just want to look at you.. It is what keeps the smile on my face" he said.

I turned to face him, but I could no longer keep that smile on my face. I was still disgusted in myself. How could I love someone I've known for two weeks, when I was with someone I knew for 6 years. Brock was my life.. How could I love with myself knowing I did this.

"What's wrong love?" He asked.

"It's nothing" I said.

"Don't lie to me Brook please tell me what is on your mind" he said brushing the hair out of my face.

"What is going to happen with Brock?" I asked.

"I haven't thought that far ahead yet.. Just come with us.. Don't go back stay with me please."

"I don't know if I can stay with you.. All my life is here" I said.

"You're going to leave me..?" He asked. I couldn't tell weither he was upset or angry.

"No.. I don't want to leave you.. I just need my closure with Brock.. Please that is all I am asking" I said.

"If that is what you need than I can let you have it.. You're my princess and I will do anything to keep you happy" he said smiling.

He leaned in towards me for a kiss, he tilted his head. Our lips were barely touching it was teasing me. He rubbed his nose up against mine, and I giggled like a little school girl.

He kisses my cheek, and then my lips. This time when he kissed me I felt everything. My lips were tingly and I had butterflies.. It felt like I was falling in love all over again, and I was loving every second of it.

"He grabbed both of my hands with his and locked our fingers together. His touch was enough to drive me crazy.

"The other guys can't find out about this" Niall said.

"Why not..?" I asked. The happy moment I wanted to have with him just would t work.

"They will find out.. But when it is the right time to find out" he explained.

I was about to continue Niall's conversation, when I heard a scream. I knew it wasn't one of the boys, so who's was it? It was definitely a girl.. But how did a girl get in here.. I was pretty sure I was the only one.

Before Niall could stop me I was out of bed and running towards the door. It burst open and three of the guys were sitting on the couch watching TV. But Harry wasn't, I know it had to of been him.

It was coming from his bed room, and the boys might sit back and let this happen to another girl, but I wasn't and I didn't care what the consequences were.

"I wanna go home" the girl screamed from behind the door.

"What the fuck is he doing in there? I blurted out.

"Harry needed to get his frustration out, he ordered a hooker" Zayn said like it was nothing.

Of coarse Harry would leave the door unlocked. I pushed it open, I could see him winding up to back hand her. She may be a hooker but she was crying and there was blood on the bed.

I tackles Harry off of her, and took her to the ground. "Harry what the fuck do you think you're doing?!" I screamed.

"You okay Hun?" I asked the girl that was sitting on the bed. She was trying to cover herself up now .

"She liked it we were only having some fun" he laughed.

"Were you having fun?" I asked her. Without even hesitating she nodded her head no.

"Harry how the fuck can you do this to people?" I asked standing up now.

"Get the fuck out of here before I do something we will both regret" Harry warned me.

"Harry you are so stupid! She has to leave.. And what do you think she is going to do when she leaves.. Because she isn't going to keep her mouth shut" I said.

He wanted to come back with some smart ass reply but he couldn't he knew I was right.

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