I gave up.

"I'm sorry. It was all too much. They saved me one too many times but they couldn't do it again. I'm sorry. I gave up."

Sophie is giving up, she's hurt, scared and broken. And maybe this time no one am fix her.


1. Sophie

Hi. I'm Sophie Ryan and I'm 15 years old. I live in Northern Ireland with my mum dad and brother. I go to a grammar school but I really hate it there. Everyone, I mean everyone, hates me and it just keeps getting worse. You'd think that after years of physical and emotional bullying I'd be strong, no you'd be so wrong. I am completely and utterly broken.

Confession time then. Ok I don't self harm. I don't cut deep enough to scar, I don't hit hard enough to break bones or bruise myself for too long, and it's not like I've hit my head hard enough to lose consciousness. So no I don't self harm, that doesn't count.

Bands; one direction saved my life and unknown to them, more than once. But I'm slipping again and this time no one can save me. I'm a wreck, a mess, broken, so broken that nothing can glue the pieces together again.

So I'm sorry but if the time comes I won't be strong enough not to give up.

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