You changed me, almost.

A year and a half has passed and I am trying to cope with my twins. They have changed me,Almost.
I may still be the same girl inside but I am fighting to be a good mum.

It is my birthday in 2 weeks and my dad's tour ends in 1 week. They are coming home to see me. It will be the first time the have seen me in a year and a half. It will be the first time ever they have seen my children.


10. The news

*knock knock*
"Come in" I yelled.
Ned, Beth and Jet had gone out shopping or something I wasn't really listening to them. Jersey had gone to meet up with some friends. So it was just Me, Brittany, Faith and Devon.
"OMG" Niall shouted.
"They are so cute." Harry said.
"So update me." Zayn said sitting on the floor with us. 
"Well not much has happened in a month or so I will try and get into a school. Me and Jersey have already looked at schools." I said.
"Ok but it has to be a school near our new house." Louis said. 
"What?" I shouted "Why are we moving?" 
"We are going to move to Palm bay, Florida for a while." Liam said.
"Why?" I asked again.
"Because we thought that a change in scenery would help you feel better." Louis said.
"No disrespect but you haven't been here the past year and a half. You don't know me anymore. I grew up." I shouted. 
I pulled myself off the floor and up to my room. I slammed the door and sat on my bed. After about 5 minutes I got up and changed into black skinny jeans and a white vest top. 
"Angel. They just thought that it would be better for you." Niall said through the door.
"Look you guys don't know me anymore." I snapped.
"Well let us get to know you again." Niall suggested.
"You guys were gone for a year and a half. You only came back for christmas then left. The only time you guys ever text me was my birth day and to find out my daughters names. " I said trying not to cry.
"Come down and explain yourself to us. How you change, How you stayed the same." Niall said.
"Why should I no one believes me?" I moaned.
"Just get down stairs now" Niall said.
I swung the door open and stormed downstairs. 
"I am not the same girl I was when you left" I said.
"What changed?" Harry asked.
"I grew up. I stopped drinking and smoking. I never self harm any more" I explained.
"Yeah. We still want to move though." Louis said.
"I have got a life here now. I have friends who except me and like me for me an not my dad." I said.
"Angel just trust us. We will be leaving our parents, girlfriends and friends." Zayn said.
I avoided eye contact and sat on the floor with Faith. Devon was sat on Zayn's lap. I gave Faith her favourite teddy that I brought her for christmas. I think she was only about 1 month old because their birthdays are on the 1st December.  
"Sorry Angel but you will make new friends." Liam said.
"Who wants to be friends with a girl who has 2 daughters and is covered in scars at 15" I yelled.
"A lot of people." Louis said.
"Whatever. When are we leaving?" I asked.
"Your birthday" Louis muttered.
"No" Louis answered.
"I can't believe you" I yelled.
I pick Faith up, who was till sat on my lap, and stormed into the kitchen. They are moving me on my birthday. I was happy until they come back, even if I did miss them like crazy.
I was snapped out of my thoughts by Zayn's arm wrapping around me and pulling me into the air.
"Put me down I have Faith" I said laughing.
"Ok" Zayn said and placed me back on the floor.
"Angel we are like a family right?" Zayn said.
I nodded in agreement.
"Well every family has their ups and downs but for a shark to survive it has to keep moving" Zayn said.
"I have no idea what that means but it was sweet of you to try." I smiled.
"It means we have to keep together and things will sort themselves out we just can't stop." Zayn explained.
"You have a way with words, Zayn" I smiled.
He wrapped his arms around me and then we went to the living room.

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