You changed me, almost.

A year and a half has passed and I am trying to cope with my twins. They have changed me,Almost.
I may still be the same girl inside but I am fighting to be a good mum.

It is my birthday in 2 weeks and my dad's tour ends in 1 week. They are coming home to see me. It will be the first time the have seen me in a year and a half. It will be the first time ever they have seen my children.


18. skype

I went to bed that night like nothing had happened between me and Niall. We just avoided each other most of that night really. 

I woke up to a high pitch crying and jumped out of bed. I shuffled over to Faith's crib and picked her up.
"Hush little baby don't say a word .Mummy's gonna buy you a mocking bird." I sung gently.
I had posted several videos of me singing online and people loved it. So I decided I was going to ask the boys if I could record a album. 
"Shut that baby up please." Zayn said as he walked down the hallway. 
He, Liam, Danielle and Perrie had just got here because the girls plane was delayed because they decided to travel on a public plane. 
"I am trying" I said.
I kept singing until she was quiet which took about 15 minutes. I heard someone creep into my room but I didn't turn around until I put Faith down. It was Niall.
"Hey" He whispered with a smile.
"Niall  People are waking up" I said pushing him away.
"I know but I wanted to see you" Niall said.
"Look Niall we are not dating. We can't date." I said.
"I know but I can you and you can love me" Niall  smiled.
"Yeah we can but we have to be carefully." I warned him.
Me and Niall kissed before I pushed him out of my room.
I changed into this:

I done my make up and hair and then walked downstairs leaving my sleeping daughters in their room. I cooked some toast and ate it quickly. 
"what are your plans today?" Louis asked me.
"I don't know I wanna check out some near by schools soon. I might stay home though because you grounded me." I said.
"Ok" My dad said.
I ran back upstairs and pulled out my Ipad. I went on skype and video called Jersey. 
"Hey" I waved.
"Hey" Jersey said "So tell me what has been going on.?" 
"I have only been gone one day." I laughed.
"Tell me about the place." Jersey said.
"Ok" I said.
I got off my bed and walked into Niall's room and held my Ipad out the window. Niall's and the spare room were the only rooms that had a view of the beach on our floor. 
"That is a proper nice view" Jersey said.
"I know right" I said smiling. 
"Get out" Niall said throwing a pillow at me. 
He had gone back to bed after he visited me 2 hours ago. I walked into my daughters room and only Devon was up. I pulled her out of her crib and placed her in my lap. I continued to skype Jersey for the next 3 hours. By the time I had ended the chat it was 1pm. The boys were leaving in half an hour to do some recording stuff.  I carried my 10 month old babies into my room and Niall came to join me. He planted a soft kiss on my lips and sat down beside me. 
"I love you" I whispered in his ear. 
"I love you too" Niall whispered. 
I got up and went to get Faith. We sat on the floor of my room and played with Devon and Faith for a while before Niall had to leave.
"Bye" Liam yelled. 
Danielle and Perrie had gone shopping because there bags were lost. So I dressed twins. Devon was wearing a little red dress that was knee length with back shoes and Faith was wearing a purple dress and black shoes. I placed the girls in their double buggy and wheeled them out the door. I locked up and then left. I walked down the sandy street and into town. I looked around and smiled. Me, my mum and my sisters had always planned to come to Florida one day, we were saving up. I stepped into a cafe leaving the buggy outside for a second and brought a strawberry milkshake. I walked past some schools and looked at them. It was a monday so the play ground was buzzing with kids having their morning break. I carried on walking and ended up at the beach outside our house. I sat down and took the girls out and laid a blanket on the sand. 
"Piper" A girl shouted she looked about 19.
I grabbed the dogs collar ,that had just ran over to us ,and held him still.
"Sorry. He is only young." The girl said.
"It's fine." I replied.
"How are you?? Mia" The girl asked. 
"I am good." I answered.
"How are you liking Florida?" She asked.
"It's nice. Look I gotta get home I am meant to be grounded." I said getting up. 
She helped me place the girls in the buggy.
"If you ever need someone to show you around most of the time I am here with Piper or my friends." She said then walked off.
I walked home quickly and through the back door. I pulled the twins out of there buggy and ran upstairs silently with them. I placed them on their play mat and then ran back downstairs to fold the buggy up. 
"We are back" Louis shouted.
I shoved the buggy back in the cupboard before they came in the room.
"What have you been doing?" Liam asked me.
"Just been in the back garden." I replied
 " Was the recording stuff fun?" I asked.
"Yeah" Harry replied.
"Good. Louis, Liam what is my birthday present?" I asked.
They hadn't given me my birthday present yet. I had been thinking about it for a while but I forgot to bring it up.
"Well do you want it now or next month?" Louis asked.
"Now" I replied quickly.

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