Bullied to change

Esme Saunders gets bullied everyday at school, she get's abused, heart broken, anything you can think of, she's been the victim of west mount high school for 2 year's now, 5 boys known as zayn malik, harry styles, louis tomlinson,niall horan and liam payne are the ones who started it all off. One day after school esme explodes, she gets bullied so much she tries to change herself to fit in with everyone else, but what will happen after her huge change, what will her bully's think of her? will they carry on ruining her life or will they fall for the new esme.


12. I don't get you

I walked through the apartment and slammed the door behind me whilst stumbling to the kitchen to get some water. I decided to go straight to a club after school to take my mind off things and it worked, i found out my nan died a few hours ago and I've also been angry with the boys and zayn so drinking certainly did help me. "Where the hell have you been? I've been worried sick" zayn came over to me with anger spread across his face. I laughed at him and pushed him out of my way and went straight to my bedroom. I took my top and trousers off leaving me in just my pants and bra and remembered that my phone was downstairs, i could hardly walk i felt so drunk. I walked downstairs in my pants and bra now giving a shit and grabbed my phone. "What the fuck are you doing es, you are drunk.." i heard zayn say. "Oh stop moaning, you love the sight on me half naked really" i smirked and just as i was about to go back upstairs i missed a step and fell down three of them and fell straight on my arse. "F-fuck" i stuttered. Zayn came running over to me and helped me up. "GET OFF ME" i shouted. He ignored me and picked my up bridal style and placed me in my bedroom on my bed. "Es, why are you drunk? whats wrong with you?" I ignored his questions and started to cry. He lifted my chin up and i couldn't help but look straight into his beautiful eyes. "Zayn, m-my n-nan died" i sobbed. He hugged me tightly and kissed my head, once i felt drank more and more water i pushed zayn away. "Why do you even care zayn?" i half shouted whilst standing up. "What do you mean? i care a lot about you, you know that i have strong feelings about you es, i even told you last night" "yes but at school you wouldn't speak to me, you bragged about having sex with me to your friends and you flirt with every girl insight, you don't like me zayn, not like that anyway" He came closer to me making me feel his breath against my skin. "I didn't brag about about it to my friends, louis guessed and then told the other lads, i would never tell people our private life, not like that..and i wasn't flirting with them, they were flirting with me, i couldn't help it if i was being nice, if i was flirting i would of been literally all over them" I looked at him up and down. "So who were you calling beautiful on the phone to this morning?" "You were listening?" he said angrily. "Of course, how could i not, you were speaking loud enough.." "It wasn't a girl, it was my little sister..i was meant to be picking her up after school today" I looked at him and bit my lip. "I'm sorry zayn okay?" he looked at me before stroking my hair. "Don't apologize, it's my fault not yours, but esme, i really do like you, and i want to ask you something" i looked into his eyes and nodded. "Will you be my girlfriend? i want to call you mind, i want to see you wake up in the morning and i want to love you and care for you, i haven't felt like this towards a girl before.." I looked at him and smirked. "Very cheesy zayn, but yes, i'd love to" i smiled and he lean't down to kiss me, i snaked my arms around his neck whilst he picked me up and took me to his bedroom. "Now get some sleep, school tomorrow" he laughed. I growled before getting under the covers. I rest my head on zayn's chest and closed my eyes, i could honestly get use to this. 


I woke up but didn't find zayn in the bed next to me. I looked around the bedroom and threw on one of zayn's shirts which came just above my knee's. I walked downstairs and smelt syrup..I walked into the kitchen and found zayn cooking pancakes. I sneaked behind him and wrapped my arms around him. "Smells good" "well i thought i'd make us a nice breakfast before school, which by the way we will be late" he smirked. "Oh well" i smiled and sat on one of the stools around the table. i heard my phone start to vibrate, i have 2 texts.. ' hey darling, i'm sorry we didn't tell you about your nan sooner, mum x' i rolled my eyes before deleting the text, the next text was the details on my nans funeral, i saved the text into a folder on my phone. It still feels unreal how my Nan's gone.. I put my phone back on the table and zayn placed a plate with pancakes and syrup in front of me and some orange juice. I took a bite and make a 'aw' sound. "This tastes so damn good zayn" he smirked and came behind me and wrapped his arms around my waist whilst resting his head on my shoulder. "I thought, maybe we could not go to school today" he whispered into my ears. I thought for a little while. "Sounds good to me, i mean i have a killer headache from last night and i would love to spend a day in with my boyfriend" i smirked. "I love the sound of you calling me your boyfriend. He kissed my neck making me moan. Once i finished eating my breakfast zayn lifted me up onto the table and i wrapped my legs around him. "You know, I've never actually done it in the kitchen before" zayn winked, i smirked at him. "Well there's a first time for everything" i smirked. He lifted my shirt up over my head whilst he took his boxers off, he then took my underwear and bra off and inserted himself inside of me, i moaned loudly into his ear whilst he left wet suction marks on my neck. "Zayn, faster" i moaned into his ear, he smiled against my lips and went fasted, I pulled on strands of his hair as i could feel myself hitting my climax. "Oh-fuck" i heard zayn moan, as i came to my climax i fell right onto the table in exhaustion. Zayn smiled at me whilst climbing on top of me. "I'm surprised the table didn't break" i laughed. Zayn smirked at me and started circling my stomach with his  index finger. "Well, what can i say, we should do it in the kitchen more often" he smirked. We both laughed and i put the shirt back on whilst he put on some shorts. "Lets go back to bed and watch some movies shall we?" i suggested. "Yeah sounds good babe" just as we were walking to the bedroom he picked me up over his shoulders making me laugh. Once we reached the bedroom he slammed the door shut and placed my underneath the covers. "What film do you wanna watch beautiful?" he asked me. "mean girls, it's my favorite film" i smirked. He laughed then turned mean girls on. I rested my head on his chest whilst we watched the film, it honestly felt perfect. 


I woke up and heard zayn snoring really loud. I checked my phone to find it was 7 pm, we have been asleep for atleast 9 hours now..shit. I found a text on my phone..from clara. 'hey babe, party at mine tomorrow night, you and zayn are coming!! so get your arses round here tomorrow night about 7ish, love ya..p.s, i hope you didn't do anything naughty whilst skiving school;). clara x' i smiled at the text before snuggling back into bed with zayn. "Whats so funny babe?" i heard zayn's voice ask. "Oh erm, clara text me and she has invited us to her party tomorrow at 7" He smiled widely before we both drifted off to sleep again.







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