Beautiful Mistake.

Katie is a young mother who's forced to stay with her "boyfriend" to help with the baby, but what happens when her old high school boyfriend Liam comes back into the picture?


15. Something i dont know.



I was at the house with Liam’s sisters and mother. The movers were putting everything into the nursery.  As soon as their room was done I went in and put them down for their nap.


I walked in to where Liam’s bedroom and mine was going be. I looked at where they had placed the bed. I went in and sat down on the floor up against the white door that led to the bathroom. I started to cry. I wish Liam were here for all of this. It hurt me so much that this was how everything was going to be for the next few months. I started to hear food steps coming up the stairs. I wiped my eyes and stood up.  Even though everyone knew how I felt already, I just couldn’t let them see be cry.


I walked out and meet Alex holding little Ella. It was only Alex that had caught on about her name.


“You know that I know why you named her Ella right?” She said disapprovingly.


“Yeah, but it’s not like it means what you think it does.”


“You keep telling yourself that. When Liam gets home I will be making him make you see a psychologist.


I didn’t know what to say. I was kind of hurt that she thought I was going back to my old ways. I was stable and okay. I knew that I was fine and I just wish that everyone would stop doubting me.


I was thinking about some of the things I did when I was a teenager. To Liam, to Alex and to my Grandparents. I was sick. I wasn’t well and I am now. I wish people would see that. I got out of thought when I heard James crying. It was good to walk into the room and see how happy he was to see me. I sat down with him and feed him while everyone else finished putting the house together. I felt kind of useless. No one would let me do much. They just wanted me to take care of the twins and that was fine but this was my house and I didn’t want to fully put it together until Liam was here as well. I knew not everyone was happy to wait the few months but they didn’t have to live here and it my choice. After all it was my house.



It was around 7pm when everyone went home. I was so tired and so were the twins. I went and put them to sleep and sat down in my bedroom. Liam’s mother had made my bed. It was a floral bed cover with white sheets. There were a few cushions and a throw blanket at the end of the bed.  The white bedside tables stood out from the sky blue feature wall. The room and the whole house were so beautiful. 


And that’s when it all became too much for me to handle. I started to think that maybe Alex was right. As much as I didn’t want her to be. She was.  I tired to call Liam, his mother and sisters and no one picked up. I was left all alone with my thoughts. It felt like I was under water drowning but I could breathe and lay still but yet the struggle was still there. It felt so real but if anyone saw me they would think I was fine. I went into my bag and found all the pills I could. I sat there with a massive jug of water and took each one after another. I wasn’t thinking. All I could think of is how everyone would be better off without me. How everyone wouldn’t miss me and how he or she could all do better. I put down three beers and feel a sleep. I didn’t know if I was going to wake or not and to be fair I didn’t much care either.




I was on the plane with the lads and everything felt like it had gone back to normal. It was good but I was missing my family so much, I sat down next to Niall on the plane and started to show him photos of the twins and how big they had gotten since he last seen them.


We had a few and started to talk about everything that we did while we were back home resting. Watched a few movies and then by the time we knew it we were in Japan.



There were heaps of fans waiting to greet us. As much as we wanted to go and meet some of them we just couldn’t. It wasn’t safe.  I got to the hotel. It was weird not having Katie here to jump and mess up the sheets. It saddens me a lot actually. I missed her so much. This, the hotel, the flights. It just wasn’t the same without her. I went to call her but got no answer. It was kind of late there and she did move into the new house today.


“She’s just sleeping I thought to myself.” And went about my every other day stuff.


I walked into the living room where I saw the rest of the lads sitting, Preston and Paul. I turned the corner a little more and I saw my mother, Ruth, the twins and Alex all just sitting  looking like they had just seen a dead person.


“Is everything okay?” I say as my voice rumbles and cracks.


“Everything well. Not everything. The twins are fine but Katie.. Well she’s in hospital and they’re not sure on how they’re going to do. She overdosed honey.” My mother said and sat me down.


“So what are we, well me, what am I to do?”


“You have to go home, we all have to come with you. You need us and so does Katie.” Niall said.


We all got on the next flight and went to my new house. There was still boxers everywhere and the house a little bit of a mess.


“We will do some cleaning” Harry said and grabbed the rest of the boys. I walked up stairs with my mother and the twins. I sat in the room with my babies and let them know that everything was going to be okay. I went into my bedroom and laid out the blanket on the end of the bed and put the babies there with a few toys while I got used to the new room. It smelt like Katie. I didn’t want to lose her ever.


It was about an hour later that Mum came in and told me that the doctor had called and that she was awake. I picked up the babies, put them in their seats in the car and rushed down there as fast as we could.


“I’m so sorry Liam..” She said as she cried and I held her. 

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