Something To Live For

"Tell me what I have to do to make you mine."

I'm tired of being sad, depressed and ruined. I want to be able to say, Yeah I lived. not Yeah I was alive once.

"Just give me something to live for."


7. 7.

I woke up to someone shaking me very gingerly. I groaned and rolled over hoping they would leave me alone. But who ever it was did not.


"Get the fuck away" I said and swatted the person away.


"Annabelle you need to get up. Come on"


Woah... Who was that? No, I knew exactly who it was but why was he waking me up and not my mother? Why am I not home? This isn't my bed. this isn't even a bed its a fucking chair.


I slowly opened my eyes and blinked a few times to get the sleep of them. I slowly looked around the room to get use to the lighting but it was fairly dim in this room. It didn't take long for me to notice I was indeed in the small hole Harry had taken me to last night.

"What time is it?" I asked as I stretched out my back and arms.


"Noon love." Harry said and sat down on the arm of the chair that I was on.


"Noon? Shouldn't we be at school?" I asked as if I couldn't decide on what to wear to a pool party. I didn't really give a damn.


"Ummm... Its Saturday... There's no school today" he said as if I should know this. Normally this would make me want to slap him in the face but for some reason his sass was not irritating to me and I found it was kind of cute.


"Ugh... Goodnight" The fact that it was a Saturday and only noon bothered me only because he wanted me awake. There is nothing good to do at noon, on a Saturday, but sleep.


"No! You are getting up. And we are going to get out of this hole!" he said and literally dragged me out of the chair and lead me towards the ladder. "Go up" he ordered pointing at it. I raised my eyebrows as if to warn him that I wasn't in the mood and he somewhat backed down. But not completely. I don't want to go out to wherever he was taking me. I just wanted to crawl back in bed and sleep until Monday when I was forced to go to prison- I mean school. Oops, there just so similar...


I climbed up the ladder and started to walk back to Harrys car. "Did you want to wait for me or...?" his voice trailed off.


"I know where I'm going. I don't need my mommy to help me with my 'life struggles'." I sassed as we made it to the car.


"What's wrong? You seem pissed-


"I'm just not a morning person okay?" I snapped slamming the door as I got in.


"I was just asking." he mumbled getting into the drivers side.


The entire car ride I was silent. Harry tried to talk to me but I just ignored his questions and comments. I didn't really give a fuck what he was talking about.


"Oh my god! Would you fucking answer me, Annabelle!?" he snapped making me jump slightly but I stayed quiet turning my gaze out the window with my arms across my chest. I watched as the rain would hit hard on the window and it reminded my of tears. I never liked it when it rained because I'm such a child that I still think that the sky is 'crying' when it does. "Could you just fucking talk to me?" he seemed to have calmed down a little bit. His voice less pissed. But the annoyance was still there, almost in plain sight.


"I have nothing to say." I said and he just let out this HUGE obnoxious sigh, which just made me soo much happier. Note my fucking sarcasm. "What! What the fuck do you want! Why, the motherFUCKING hell, would you want to talk to me!? Why are you getting so angry that I'm not telling you what's wrong? Why the hell aren't you like everyone else and just fucking leave me alone?!" I yelled as his car came to a stop.


"Well maybe if you weren't such a bitch you would tell that I'm not like everyone else!!" he yelled his eyes softening as he realized what he had called me. My eyes begin to water as he just stares at me in silence, both our mouths slightly parted. "Annabelle, please. I-


"Just save it, Harry." I cut him off as I got out of the car and slammed the door. To think I almost felt bad for acting like a bitch to him. But apparently that's just who I am. A bitch.


I cant believe I almost slipped when I was with him. I'm so glad I didn't let myself fall.



I continue to walk home as I decide to be like the sky and let my rain fall.



(A/N: Were you expecting this??? I don't think you were because everything was going so good then it just made a complete turn around. PLEASE COMMENT!





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