You and I

Jocelyn is coming out of high school ready to start over and find a new life. When she moves in with her best friends, she meets somebody along the way!! Read more to find out! (Warning: May use Strong language)


13. 12. The Past is the Past

Lauren's P.O.V.

That kiss was magical! And he is a really good kisser! I wish he would ask me out but I also don't want him to because that would ruin out friendship. Anyway, let's not talk about that.

Jocelyn's P.O.V.

After the second game for the tryout, we all decided to go to lunch since Niall was starving and so were Lou and Lauren. Lauren said that she would ride with Lou and they took off to The Golden Corral so that we could get a table for all 12 of us. Since Stephen was practically family with everyone, he always ate meals with us and Alexis was perfectly fine with that since they are dating and they text like 24/7. Anyway, we all decided to go to the Golden Corral which is kind of like a buffet and Nialler was ruiting for it from the very beginning because it was how ever much food you wanted. We had all went in the Limo except Lou and Lauren because they had to come early. Lou took his car and we decided to leave laurens so we could pick it up later. We jumped into the limo and headed off to eat. It was 4:45 so the tryout took all morning. We all started talking in the car. "So what should we do after we eat?" asked Nicole while Zayn was staring at her, obviously liking her. "MOVIE NIGHT!!!! TOY STORY!!!" shouted Liam! "That is a good idea and we should all have a sleepover!!" said Haley going with Liams idea. Then they all started shouting what they all would bring. Liam said movies, Zayn said Drinks(Softdrinks), Niall said food, and Haley said that everyone could stay at the girls house. I didnt say anything so Harry looked at me curiously. " Are you ok?" He asked me seeming worries. " Yea im fine" I answered glaring into is deep emerald eyes. He nodded and went back to the conversation which was about what movie we were watching. I heard them suggesting horror movies and I hate horror movies!! Then, my phone started buzzing pulling me out of my thought. It was Lauren. I quickly answered. "Hello?" "Hey Girl Hey!! Were are you guys at??" She asked me. "Just pulling in, do you see the huge limo?" I asked giggling. "Oh yea I see you guys! Bye" she said and hung up. The limo driver parked and opened the door. Harry took my hand and pulled me out of the limo and went to the front of the line. Man, some celeberity! I laughed and apparently Harry heard me. "what are you laughing about?" he asked with a cheeky smile on his face. "Nothing, not at you." I answered. Luckily, there were not so many people there so we were able to get a table easily. We had gotten the room for like a party since there were 12 of us. We all sat down and it was funny because I saw Niall and Anna sitting next to each other, Lou and Lauren, and Zayn and Nicole. Like they were all couples. Of course I saw Alexis and Stephen but thats because they are dating and that didnt suprise me. And I looked around the table and saw the only seat left open was a one next to Harry. I sighed and sat down and Harry had another cheeky smile on his face, I have no clue why. He doesnt like me does he?? No i cant start dating him, especially after my last relationship. That was horrible.


(In Ohio a week before she found out she was leaving for CO)

I walked into my boyfriends house and we had barely started dating for like a week. I was suppose to be staying at his house for the night because my aunt was being really abusive because her husband has just died and I didnt want to get beat up. I walked into his room and he was only wearing a pair of jeans. He came over to me and threw me on the bed. I knew where this was going and i wasnt ready yet. I am still a virgin. He started talking off my clothes but i stopped him and said, "We just started dating and you want me to have sex with you already?" "Yea thats all I want you for. i dont give a shit about love. " I was getting played, and I didnt want a relationship like that. I tried to run out of his room but he locked the door and blocked it with his body. He pushed me on the ground and started kicking me. He started to kick my stomach and back then put his foot on my face and his other foot over my hips making me scream in pain. I curled up on the floor as he continued to kick me then to me, "dont you dare move or else." then walked out of the room. Luckily, He had opened the window in his room so i grabbed my bags and jumped out of the window. My house was ut 15 minutes away, so I started running as fast as I could all the way home. I had put a spare key to the house under the plants so grabbed it and opened the door slowly to make sure my aunt couldnt hear me. she was asleep on the couch with a beer bottle in her hand. I ran up to my room as fast as I could. I ran into my bathroom, grabbed my razor and got the blades. I sliced it over my thights and wrists. I then ran to my bed and cried into my pillow. I couldnt stop about what he told me. He played me and I was so hurt. That was the first relationship I had ever had. cried myself to sleep and never left my room.


I still had all of the bruises and scars all over my body and I didnt want to getting into relationships to have the same thing happen again. I hope Harry didnt notice the teardrop fall from my eye.

Harry's P.O.V.

I was finished eating as I caught Jocelyn staring into outer space. I nudged her and asked "Hey, are you ok? you look really dazed out" "Yea im fine I guess." She answered. "Ok" I said and looked down. Then we all got up and walked outside. we all started to get into Limo and drove off to the girls house.

(A.N. Hey!!! Sorry for the short chapter! Will be updating tonight!! Lots of love!!! :* ~Emmilee)

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