Little White Lies

Did you ever think one decision could change your life?
That one decision or one mistake could follow you forever.

Join Liv and Sarah on a journey of unexpected surprises, tragedies and big decisions. Will the decisions they make be the right ones? Or will they regret them in the future?

(*Warning*- throughout this book there will be some graphic content, if you are uncomfortable with this content please skip the chapter. There will be warnings in the chapters before and in the title of the chapters.)

Copyright © 2013 itsa1derfullife
All Rights Reserved


48. Birthday

Sarah’s POV

I would normally say today felt like any other day, but I actually do fell older! 19 already wow. I feel like since we have been living with the boys we needed to act more mature, we had bills to pay, Liv was pregnant and we had to be more independent seeing as we no longer had parents to rely on when it comes to the necessities.

So 19 fells normal I suppose.

Since the incident almost 3 months ago I can tell people are treating me different. I never actually told anyone what happened, I was too embarrassed but I think everyone got the hint after a while and stopped asking questions.

Shifting slightly in my bed I wake up to a smiling Liam.

“Happy Birthday my beautiful girlfriend!” he says placing a kiss on my lips.

“Thank you my beautiful boyfriend!” I say while copying his voice and returning the smile.

“How are you feeling today?” He asks as he gets up off the bed and starts to get dressed.

I knew he was just worried but I really hated people fussing over me. To be honest in the back of my mind I knew that I felt like shit, but I wasn’t ready to admit that to anyone. I still haven’t recover from the incident, I get jumpy anytime anyone tries to touch or hug me, I have nightmares almost every night and I think the anxiety has taken over as I constantly feel like I am going to throw up and my head throbs terribly almost all the time. I look up at Liam as he awaits my answer and decide that would be too much to handle,

“I’m okay” I simply reply as I too get up off the bed and start to get ready.

After a nice hot shower, I fix my hair putting in a little more effort than usual seeing as my usual the last few months has pretty much been up. I apply some makeup making sure to cover the scars and faint bruises on my body, before walking back into the room to get dressed. Liam was nowhere to be seen so I assumed he had already headed downstairs from the smell of pancakes that just entered the room.

After choosing a casual white dress that was tight fitted up the top and flowy mid-thigh at the bottom, I quickly decided on shoes and headed downstairs.

“HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARAH” I hear everyone call at slightly off times as I hit the bottom of the stairs. I can’t help but let out a slight giggle before walking over to each of the boys and Liv and giving them each a hug.

“So I made pancakes! Your favourite and Liv took it upon yourself to get you favourite topping, so we have Strawberries and Ice Cream!” Harry says as he lays the final plate down on the table before pulling out a chair and sitting down.

“Thanks guys! You really didn’t have to do anything it just like any other day!” I reply with a smile as I take my seat besides Liv and Liam.

“Of course we had to do something, Birthdays were our thing and nothing will change that!” Liv replies as she gives me a small hug before starting her breakfast.

After breakfast the boys insisted that I sat down as they washed the dishes! I wasn’t going to say no to an opportunity like this! This NEVER happened! I made my way into the living room and sat down on the couch as I waited for everyone to be done.

Liv was also helping the boys so I was sitting alone in the living room. Even though I wasn’t alone in the house, deep down inside I still have a anxious feeling that just never seems to go away. Pulling out my phone from the hidden pocket in my dress, I unlock the screen to see 5 new messages. Looking through the messages there were birthday messages from my mum and dad and my cousins Miya and Aiden, El had sent a birthday message along with a message saying they would be here soon and there was another message from the same unknown number as last time. My heart immediately sinks in my chest as I open the message,

“Do you want your present now or later? Xx”

Scared, my phone drops to the floor with a bang causing everyone to rush into the room worried.  My hands were shaking and I could feel my face going pale as Liam ran upto me to give me a hug.

“Are you okay babe?” he asks not letting go of my hug, helping my shaking and anxiety to stop slightly.

Harry soon walks over to my phone on the floor before picking it up and turning it on.

“Don’t!” I say in a harsh tone as I wriggle out of Liam’s grip and grab the phone off of Harry.

“Sorry, I didn’t meant to invade your privacy” he says as he steps back towards Liv with a saddened face.

“I’m sorry that was rude, thank you for trying to help” I say as I walk over to him and give him a small kiss on the cheek,

“I’m just gonna go upstairs for a second” I say while looking at the floor and walking past everyone without making eye contact.

Quickly rushing into my room I unlock my phone and delete the message. My eyes start to tear up slightly at the thought of him coming after me, but I quickly push my thought aside when the doorbell rings.

Once reaching the top of the stairs I immediately see El and Perrie at the bottom of the stairs with huge smiles plastered on their faces.

“HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARAH!” they both shout as they tackle me in a hug at the bottom of the stairs, I giggle at their enthusiasm as we all make our way to the others in the living room.

“Okay so I think it’s present time!!” Liv says so excited as she sits down on the couch.

“Okay us first” Perrie says as she hands me a small envelope.

I quickly open it reading the card first before noticing a Forever 21 voucher! I give them a hug and hug before sitting back down waiting for the next present.

“Okay us next!” Niall says as he to gets out an envelope from his pocket,

 “This is from Zayn, Niall, Harry and myself” Louis explains.

“Aww guys you didn’t have to get me anything!” I reply as I open the envelope to find a meet and greet One Direction concert ticket. The room suddenly fills with laughter.

“A meet and Greet! Wow I have always wanted to meet thos boys!” I say laughing.

“So this is the real present!” Zayn says while handing me another envelope. The laughter slowly stops as I open the new envelope.

I immediately gasp as I jump up in excitement!

“Is this serious!” I say as jump up and squeal a little bit!

“Yes! A little birdie told us you love her” Harry says with a wink as I jump on Liv with excitement. Everyone started laughing hysterically at my reaction.

“GET OFF ME LOSER! It wasn’t me! I don’t even know what they got you” She says as she laughs uncontrollably while trying to push me off her lap.

“BEYONE MEET AND GREET!” I shout into Liv’s ear.

“okay I hear ya!” Liv says while the laughter in the room gets louder.

“Thankyou Liam!! How did you know!” I say as I jump on him and wrap my legs around his waist.

“It’s not hard to work out when your phone I filled with everything Beyonce!” He laughs as he puts me down.

“Why wasn’t your reaction to our meet and greet as dramatic as that” Louis asks with a chuckle.

“BECAUSE IT’S BEYONCE!” I say as laughter once again spread through the room.

As the laughter and chatter slowly starts to stop everyone looks back over at me.

“I made you a little something along with input into the ticket” Harry says as he hands me over a neatly wrapped present.

Opening the present carefully making sure not to break whatever was inside, a tear immediately come to the brim of my eye at the cover of the scrapbook, For all Our Memories, from Now to Forever.

It was beautiful. Each page was a different day or event and it was filled with comments about what happened!

“Thank you so much Harry I love it!” I say as I climb over to him and give him a hug.

“Okay my shot!” Liam says with excitement as he grabs the out a small gift bag from behind the chair and hands it to me.

Opening the bag there is a simple white box with a ribbon . I quickly pull it out excited to see what is inside.  Undoing the ribbon and opening the box I am surprised with the most beautiful necklace.

It was the shape of a love heart, with a small diamond on the front. Turning it around there was an engraving in cursive that read,

Forever Together, Never Apart

I immediately felt a tear come to my eyes as I look at Liam’s smiling face and give him a passionate kiss.

“It’s perfect Liam. I love it!” I say as I hand him the necklace directing for him to put it on me. He moves my hair to the side so carefully before clipping the necklace and giving me a kiss on the cheek.

“Thankyou everyone for the presents, you really didn’t have to go to so much effort!” I say with a smile.

“Umm excuse me! I still have to give you my present!” Liv says with a pretend offended look, I giggle at her slightly before shifting slightly so I was facing her.

“My present is something I know you have wanted for a long time, and now if you would like you can have it!” She says with a smile, leaving me confused at what she was talking about.

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