I Have You Still (COMPLETED)

Louis Tomlinson, my best friend since we were 7 years old. His pranks, his jokes, everything about him made me think we were long lost siblings. We're very close to each other. I never left his side, and he never left mine. Best friends forever, or so that's what it seemed like until he left me.

Copyright Shyviolin. Please no duplicating.


14. Chapter 14


   ~Ashton's Pov~
  I quickly sit up, sweat dripping down my forehead, breathing heavily. Was that a dream? Did Liam really kiss me? No, it couldn't have been true. It felt so real though.

  I stand to my feet grabbing a shirt, a pair of shorts, and underwear from my drawer walking into the bathroom. I turn the shower on taking my clothes off hopping in.

  After a long shower I dress myself and walk out to my bed sitting at the edge. I hear a light knock at the door. I softly spoke telling them to come in. The door opens, but not to see Patricia. It was...Liam.

"L-Liam?" I stutter, sitting up straight. He walks over to me leaning down smashing his lips onto mine. He pulls away looking into my eyes.

"Tell me the truth. Did that mean anything? Did you feel something?"

"I-I uh," I didn't want to be honest, nor did I want to lie to him, "I-I did." I look down burying my face in my hands. Now I like Liam?! What the hell is wrong with me?

"Ashton, I felt something there too, but it's up to you." It's up to me? What did he mean? If we wanted to be an item?

"Liam, why did you kiss me yesterday? That's all I want to know."

"You're really beautiful Ash and I've been attracted to you for a while now. When I met you, I felt something. I just brushed it off as a phase, but I didn't think it was going to ware off after you left."

"I don't know-"

"I understand that you're going through things right now with Louis and Harry, but if they don't turn out right for you, I'm here."

"Look Liam, I don't think I'll be talking to Harry and Louis anytime soon, but I don't think I'm ready for a relationship with all this crashing down on me. I hope you understand." I look up at him.

"No, I do understand Ash. Just let me know." He weakly smiles.

  I stand to my feet pecking him on the cheek. I take his hands in mine resting my forehead on his. I tilt my head up kissing him. He grabs my cheeks deepening the kiss. We fall on my bed with him hovering over me, without breaking the kiss. I run my hands through his hair as he smiled into the kiss. I break the kiss looking up at him.

"So what does that mean?" He smirks.

"That I like you and that we could start off by getting to know each other." I bite my lip.

"That's a deal." He pecks my cheek. He intertwines his hands with mine pulling me out of my bedroom.

"Where are you taking me?" I glance up at him.

"To the mansion." He smiles back at me.

"I-I can't Liam."

"Just ignore those idiots for missing out on a wonderful girl like you." He stops at the door looking down at me.

"Thanks Liam." I smile.


"I love you Ash." Liam kisses my forehead. I rest my head on his chest looking out at the sunset view of the beach from the balcony.

"Love you too." I murmured closing my eyes.

"Ash, you brighten my day with your beautiful smile, your cute dimples, and your personality. I wouldn't want you to change in any way. Your special in your own way."

"Your sweet, caring, charming, and welcoming. I love you for who you are too, Liam." I wrap my arms around him.


"Hmm?" I close my eyes waiting for him.

"Will you go on a date with me?" I open my eyes looking up at him smiling.


"Let's get going inside. Looks like it's going to rain." He stands to his feet helping me up. We walk hand in hand inside the house towards the living room. I sit on the couch as goes to grab some snacks for the movie we were going to watch.

"Hey Liam, where's the Xbox?" Oh shit. I duck down beside the couch as I hear footsteps walk down the hall.

"I uh...it should be in Niall's room." I poke my head up to see Liam look back at Harry. Oh my. Harry's changed a lot. A blanket was wrapped around his head, he wore baggy clothes, and slouched over. I look at the side of his face to see he didn't look too well.

"Oh okay."

"I thought you were going out today Harry." Liam kept his eyes on him still.

"No, I decided to stay home for the day." Harry groans.

"Go get some rest Harry." Liam pushes Harry towards the hall.

"Is that popcorn I smell?" He turns around walking back to the kitchen.

"Yes, and go to bed Harry."

"Could I join you?"

"No Harry."

"Why?" He grunts.

"Because you need to rest!" Liam starts to push him out again.

"So when were you going to tell me that you were hooking up with Ash?" Harry glances back at Liam. Liam stops on his tracks.

"What are you talking about?"

"Don't play dumb with me Payne! Ashton is here! Get out of your hiding place Ash, or I'll find you!" Harry growls. I slowly stand to my feet staring at them both. Harry walks towards me grabbing me by the arm.

"Don't touch her Harry!" Liam shouts.

"You're not the boss of me Payne, so shut up!" Harry's gaze falls back on me.

"What's going on Ash? Are you trying to hook up with us all? Do you want us for our money?!"

"N-no I don't Harry! When we were dating I liked you for who you were! You cared for me, you loved me, and you said you would never hurt me, but look how I ended up! I locked myself in my room ever since that day you left me outside you jerk!" I pushed his shoulders.

"You said you liked Louis!"

"I never said I liked him! I said I felt something when he kissed me!"

"So after all that you decided to get with Liam? Who are you?" Harry squinted his eyes backing away.

"I was the one that loved you, Harry! You loved me back, but left me for one little thing I never said!" I hold my tears back.

  Harry stares at me as his eyes become watery. He shuts down falling to the ground on his knees crying in his hands. I stood there clueless. Why was he crying? I should be the one on the floor crying.

"Ashton, I never wanted to hurt you! You ended up in the hospital because of me! I'd do anything to get you back and I promise to never hurt you again." He looks up at me.

 I look down at him with tears in my eyes. "Harry, you promised the first time and I don't think I could trust you again."

"You believe in second chances don't you?"

 Of course I believed in second chances or I wouldn't be here right now. But I wasn't sure to give him a second chance after he broke my heart.

"Harry, could I talk to Ashton privately?" I turn to Liam as he looks down at us. Harry slowly nods standing to his feet walking out.

"Ash, I know you still have feelings for Harry, but you won't admit it. Yeah, he broke your heart, but when he means he won't hurt you again...he means he won't. I'll always be here for you Ash," He sends me a small smile patting my shoulder, "now go get Harry back."

"Thanks Liam." I peck his cheek bringing him into a hug. I slowly walk down the hallway to see Harry on the staircase burying his face in his hands.

I clear my throat, "Harry?" His head shoots up with eyes on me.

"What?" He sniffles.

 I sit myself next to him looking down at the ground. "Harry... I'm willing to give you another chance, but if you mess up again then that's it." Harry looks my way wiping his tears away.

"I'd never mess up Ash!" He sighs in relief putting his arms around me. He kisses my shoulder resting his chin on my shoulder after. "I love you too much."

 I push away from him looking him straight in the eyes. "Shut up and kiss me, Harold." I grab the collar of his shirt pulling him into a kiss. He grabs my cheeks holding me in place. I place my other hand on his chest lightly pushing away.

 He leans in to my ear whispering, "I promise."


A/N: Almost to the end mah friends! You guys are asking for a happy ending and you're getting one! Only two chapters left till it ends! Anyone sad? I am.

  Besides from all this sadness, I have another Louis Tomlinson Fanfic coming out soon so keep your eye out for it! Be sure that you're a fan of me to get the latest news on my stories! I'm gonna just recommend mah book: "Ordinary by Day, Heroes by Night." That's mah most favorited, read, and liked book so I thought you guys might like it too. Posting the next chapter Friday or Saturday!

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