I Have You Still (COMPLETED)

Louis Tomlinson, my best friend since we were 7 years old. His pranks, his jokes, everything about him made me think we were long lost siblings. We're very close to each other. I never left his side, and he never left mine. Best friends forever, or so that's what it seemed like until he left me.

Copyright Shyviolin. Please no duplicating.


13. Chapter 13

 *Weeks later*

   ~Ashton's Pov~
  Nothing has happened ever since the day I was cutting myself. I was set free from the hospital a week after the incident had happened. I'm glad I'm out now because my hospital room smelled horrible.

  I sit on my bed unwinding the bandage on my wrists revealing the scars that have. I rub them feeling a slight pain. I open my drawer taking out my bracelets once again.

"Ash, you okay?" Patricia comes in poking her head in.

"Yeah, I just need some fresh air." I stand up getting a shirt from the closet.

"Oh, want me to join you?"

"No it's okay. You can't cancel out on Niall tonight. Go have fun." I smile weakly. She sends me a smile walking out down the hall.

"Just call if you need anything!" She shouts walking out.

 I shove my bracelets in my pockets walking out the door. The cool breeze hits my body, sending shivers through my body. I cover my chest quickly walking down the sidewalk.

 After getting released from the hospital things have been going through my head, like what I said to Louis before tears started falling down his cheeks. Did I mean it? Did I never want to see him again? I mean, yes. He left me for X Factor, and another 3 years, and him telling me he's liked me since the seventh grade.

 At the same time, I couldn't be mad at him. After he kissed me, I felt butterflies in my stomach, but I can't like him. He's with a Eleanor and I don't want to cause trouble with their relationship.

 I just won't see him again. Yeah, I don't need him anymore and he doesn't need me. I don't need to stress over him anymore, I have a new best friend that would never leave me.

 I walk down an ally stopping by a trash bin leaning against the wall sliding down to the ground. I hug my knees crying into my hands. It's not the first time I came here. I come whenever I need alone time. Surprisingly, it doesn't smell considering that it's an ally with trash bins.

"Ashton?" I glance up to meet light brown eyes looking down on me.

"Liam?" I wipe my tears away standing to my feet.

"What are you doing here? It's like twenty degrees!" He takes his jacket off putting it over my shoulders.

"I just needed alone time." I sniffle coughing into my elbow.

"Why don't we go for a coffee?" I nod my head as he puts his hand on my back pushing me along with him. We walk down to a nearby coffee shop ordering our drinks. I pull the seat out sitting myself across from him. Within seconds the waiter comes with our drinks setting them in front of us.

 I take a sip out of my drink wiping the whip cream off my lips as I set my cup down. I look up at him opening my mouth about to say something, but close it looking down at my drink.

"Thanks for the drink Liam." I weakly smile at him.

"No problem Ash." He smiles.

"So how is Sophia doing?" I ask, taking another sip.

"Right now, I don't know. We broke up a few weeks ago." He puts down his cup looking down at the table.

"Oh...I'm sorry I ask-"

"It's okay, really." He weakly smiled up at me, laying his hand over mine. I stare down at his hand over mine, trying to swallow the lump in my throat. I feel my chest get warm, pulling my hand away from his.

 I slump down in my chair feeling my seat get hot. I grip on the arm rests digging my nails in the cushion. I sit back up looking around. I look down at my phone to see that it's been an hour since I left the apartment.

"Uh...I should get going Liam." I stand to my feet taking the coffee in my hands.

"Need a ride?" He offers.

"Uh, sure." I smile up at him. We walk out to his car hopping in and driving to my place. It remained quiet the whole ride home. We finally arrive at my place. I unbuckle my seat belt getting out of the car as I hear his door open and shut. I shut my door walking up the stairs to the door.

"Ashton?" He spoke softly.

"Yeah?" I turn around to meet eyes with him. He brings his hand up to my cheek slowing closing the gap between us. I back away pressing my body up against the door. He closes his eyes bringing his lips closer and closer to mine. I suddenly give in and smash my lips onto his, grabbing his face. He smiles into the kiss making me heat up. I break the kiss gasping for much needed air. I stare up at him wiping the side of my mouth.

"I-I have to go." He quickly shuffles into his car driving off down the street leaving me clueless. D-did he like me?

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