Niall finds himself having unusual emotions towards his best friend Liam. And when Liam unexpectedly kisses him things heat up. What will the two do when one of them is overcome by an unseen sickness.


11. Regret

Liam's POV

I woke up in Zayn's arms. My alarm was blaring. I thought about what happened last night and I couldn't believe myself. I had sex with Zayn. I cheated on Niall. I mean I really like Zayn he's just a bad boy. Who doesn't like bad boys? But I love Niall. He is my perfect Irishman. He is cute and adorable. I don't know what I would do with out him.

I sat up and shook my head trying to get the thoughts out of y head. Zayn stirred a little but went back to being still. This must be why Harry, Louis, and Zayn took so long to get here in the morning. I got out of bed realizing in had no clothes on. I walked to the bathroom and started the water for my shower. I stood there waiting for it to warm up. I finally stepped in the water letting the hot water hit my tanned skin. I soon closed my eyes and just enjoyed the warmth. I was perfectly relaxed when someone slid their arm around my waist coming up behind me. I wiggle out of the persons grip and turned around to find Zayn. He had a smile on his face.

He came closer to me and kissed me. He began passionately leaving a trail of kisses down my jawline. This however didn't surprise me. The fact that I began kissing back shocked me. I put my hand on his chest feeling the toned muscle and began kissing him. I made my way to his neck where I found his tender spot and began sucking. I ran my hands up and down his back while a moan escaped his lips. He pushed my back pinning me against the wall.

"It's my turn." He told before kissing me. He slid his tongue along my bottom lip asking for entrance. I immediately allowed it. Our tongues fought a short battle for dominance until I gave in and allowed him dominance. He left my lips and began making a trail of kisses to my neck where he began sucking. I uncontrollably moaned making him nibble at my shoulder. I felt his hand slide down my chest and stomach reaching my now hardened member. He put his hand around it and began to slowly pump up and down.

I pushed him away quickly. His face full of shock. "I can't Zayn not now," I told him and turned the water off. I step out of the shower and grab a towel. I wrap it around my waste and leave the bathroom. I couldn't do it again. It was already bad enough I did it once.

I walked in my room and began digging in my drawers for clothes to wear. I feel Zayn come in and wrap his arms around my waste. "Is something wrong Li?" He asks.

I wiggle out of his grip and face him. "Yes Zayn there is. I have a boyfriend I can't just have sex with you. I mean yes it was good-great actually but I can't do it. I love Niall and he needs me and I need him. I can't just fuck someone till he wakes up. It doesn't work that way," I tell him making it a little more harsh than I intended.

"Well you sure as hell weren't saying you love Niall last night," Zayn says and take a step back from me. He is still naked. And I'm still in my towel. Having an argument naked. How wonderful. "Niall is in a coma. He's doesn't know what's happening."

"Wow Zayn, that's low even for you." I'm furious. More with myself then him. "Please Zayn. Just leave. I need to think. I need to get my life together to be honest." With that Zayn left leaving me to my thoughts. I have to tell Niall what I've done. It's gonna destroy him though. I can just ruin him like that. Especially in his time of need. He's in a coma. Hopefully they have removed the tumor completely. I'm so worried about him. I fall on my bed and start crying. Uncontrollabley. I don't know what to do. I've wronged the person I love when they need me the most. This is terrible.

"GOOD MORNING LONDON!!" I hear Nialls alarm radio going off in his room. It honestly scared the shit out of me. I run to his room and turn it off. His room. It's always. A mess. I climb on his bed and lay down. I'm being devoured by his sweet sent. Oh I love the way he smells. And it's all trapped in the bed. I wish he were here and I could hold him. He's been through so much in the last week. Poor thing. I wish I could protect him from everything.

My phone starts ringing and run back to my room expecting it to be Zayn. It's not. It's a random number. "Hello?"

"Hi is this Mr. Payne."

"It is."

"Mr. Horan is awake and is asking for you."

A/N: HEY! It's been 2 years. Sorry I'm a horrible person. I honestly just lost interest in the story after a bunch of personal life stuff happened. Like I felt like I was forcing myself to type and I honestly still feel like it. Like 90% of this chapter was already written and I pretty much had to finish it and it felt like so much work. But I need closure. Niall and the boys need closure. You guys need closure. All 2 of you. But I'm gonna end this story. I'm gonna do my best to force myself to write a few more chapters and I'll be done. I need to finish this story. I can't leave it like this. But I love you guys so much. Sorry again. Stay beautiful 😘

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