Just another fan (1D)

Just Another Fan is just another One Direction fanfic :D


9. I care about you Anna

I ran outside and Lily jumped right into my arms and hugged me.
"You did it", she whispered.
"I did. Sorry I talked to much about dad, but he's a big part of our life and they asked, so I had to answer", I whispered back.
"It's okay", she said and I putted her back on the floor. People were clapping, just like they always are, but this time it was different. It sounds weird, but I could hear the pity in their claps. 
And then I realized, if I got to the live shows, then at least half of my votes would be pity votes. Maybe the only reason I would even get all the way to the live shows, was because they felt sorry for me. Everyone felt sorry for me, and I hated it. 

The weeks between then audition and the bootcamp went really quick. I felt like all I did was singing. I took advantage of my teacher feeling sorry for me, and she gave me some free singing lessons. But I had to stop because she kept telling me how proud she was of me, that it was really good for me and she even said she knew how I felt. She even cried once. And when I asked her why she was crying, she said that she felt so sorry for me, and that I was acting like an adult. She even wanted to make me cry, so I could get all my feelings out. 
I skipped school quite a lot too, and went straight to work, so Lily would have some money when I went to bootcamp. I felt really bad about leaving her, but she insisted that I went.
"This is a once in a lifetime chance for you, and I can't make you give that up for me", she said.

As the weeks had passed by, and it was time for me to go to bootcamp, I gave Lily all the money that I had earned, and told her to use them wisely.
And then I traveled all the way to bootcamp.

When I arrived some lady told me to follow her, so I did. I went into this big room where everyone else was supposed to be, but I was early so no one was here yet. I sat down. I guessed this was were me and the other participants were supposed to stand. I pulled my phone up from my pocket and called Lily. I waited for a while, but she didn't pick up, so I guessed she was still in school. After 30 minutes I wanted something to happen, but apparently I was 2 hours early.

30 minutes more passed by, and nothing happened. Until suddenly I heard a laugh that I had heard a billion times before, and that I could always recognize. It was Harry laughing. He was quite close to me, but I couldn't hear where he was. All of a sudden he walked out from the back room, but he wasn't laughing anymore.

"Hi Anna", he said, and sat down next to me. "Why are you so early".
"There were only 1 train that would get me here today, the others wouldn't get me here till tomorrow, so I didn't have much of a choice", I answered and laughed.
"Anna the judges and I are very worried about you. Your dad died, you have tons of scars on your arms and it seemed liked you were the one taking care of everything at home", Harry said.
"Well as soon as I'm 18 I'll take the custody over Lily and I'll get some help to my mom", I said. 
"Why can't you get help now? It really seems like you need it", he asked.
"That would be very selfish. Lily would get a foster family, and that's definitely not what she needs right now. They wouldn't understand how she feels like I do. We need to get through this together", I answered. 
"Anna, you have to think more about yourself. I think you need some kind of help, and you know that", Harry said. He was right. I would've handled everything way better if I had gotten some help. But I didn't, and that's just how it is.
"This is my therapy. Harry why are you telling me this", I asked.
"Because I care about you Anna, and I'm worried that you might do something stupid", he answered 

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