Things I can, things I can't - Larry stylinson

Things i can, things i can't -
"you never tried like us, you never had to hide like us" - Louis Tomlinson.

Louis Tomlinson and Harry Styles are truely madly deeply in love with each other but management won't allow them to be together without hiding so they hide from the truth. Louis Tomlinson is living a doubble life with his love. He's having a beard Eleanor Calder, Harry hates it and tries to break Louis just like Louis breakes him by sleeping with kendall jenner once. Their love fades out and to concerts everything goes wrong. They fight. They hate. They love. At one point everything starts to be to much for Harry, to much to see Louis with Eleanor, to much pain. What will happend to Harry will he survive the pain?


8. Chapter 6 - Angry birds the game

Louis point of view:


I woke up with a horrible heading, I had obviously drank too much yesterday, I don’t fucking hope that something that shouldn’t happened have happened anyways. I took my phone from the nightstand.  Liam had written me a message.

Hi Louis O2 today at 4 o’clock just remember. Hugs Liam.

I have actually forgotten all about the UK tour, I have just had so much shit in my life that I needed to think about, it hurts, it really hurts. I got my body off the bed and in to the shower, the feeling of water running down my spines got me to think about the days where Harry went in this bath with me, and we made love under the sprinkling water.

“Baby make me fell alive.” Harry yelled and I took my hand down to his length and made him fell alive just like he wanted me to do. “Is this nice?” I said and pressed my lips against his neck. “Uhm yes.” He mooned and turned me around, his took his length in me and the felling was amazing. “Harry you’re a tiger, my tiger.” I said while grinning. He made his hips go faster and faster and we both came. “I love you.” He said and pressed his lips against mine. “I love you Harry.” I said and hugged him, he was my one and only, my everything, I won’t ever let him go because if I do my life will break into undone pieces that I probably couldn’t be able to fix again, it’s always hard to fix broken hearts.
Flashback done.


“Hello mates.” I said as I hugged Liam and Niall the only boys who were there but in came Zayn. “Hi Lads, what’s happening.” Zayn said with his accent that we all adored. “Not much babe.” Niall yelled and ran to Zayn for a hug. “Mate I have a girlfriend.” Zayn said Laughing and we all just started laughing. I loved when we laughed and had fun, it felt so nice to just have fun after everything but I’m sure when Harry comes in the door it won’t really be a wipe of happiness going through the room. I really feel like Harry deserves to be felling like shit I really think he does, I feel like shit after all so why shouldn’t I give him the same kind of medicine? “Where is Harry?” Kurt said and looked around. “He isn’t here Kurt, he’s always late.” Liam said and looked disappointed but as he said that Harry came stumbling in the room with heavy eyes, drunk and poor. 

Harrys point of view:


I woke up still sitting out on the bathroom and still with the razorblade in my hand, the blood had dried on the floor and dried on my wrist, it looked horrible, the thought about me cutting in myself again after so many years where I have been clean and not doing it, disappoints myself so much. I went up from the cold floor and out to the kitchen, my phone had one message from Liam.

Hi Harry babe. O2 today at 4 o’clock, come okay! Xx Liam.

Do you know that feeling where you just wished you never where born, because if you weren’t born you didn’t have to go to stupid concerts all of the fucking time. I would give everything just to sleep and die.


I took up some bottles of liquor and one after one glass I poured it in me, it didn’t go long before I actually was that drunk that I couldn’t even fell my pain or not to mention depression, it felt nice to fell dead. I fell to the ground, I burst into laughter while looking up in to celling, don’t ask me why I laughed because I don’t know it was just something I did because well the alcohol has a pretty funny effect on me. I heard two knocks on the door, is it Louis? Is it Louis coming to forgive me and love me again? I went up on my legs but I almost couldn’t walk on them, they felt powerless just like the rest of my body. I opened the door and there Kendall stood with a coat on. “Hi Harry baby.” She said and threw the coat away from her body and there she stood half naked only with bra and panties on. FUCK. This is tempting. “We didn’t finish off last time Harry.” She sad and made a sad face, without thinking I took her inside, I pulled her bra and panties up and took my trousers off. “Are you then ready to get fucked?” I said sounding like a boy I didn’t even know. “Oh my yes Harry.” She said and laughed. I turned her body around and I got my length in her, I came in and out with fast motions. She mooned and the same did I. She called my name so many times but all I thought about was Louis, he was everywhere, it was even like he stood looking at me and Kendall having sex.


“Thanks Harry, call me soon okay.” She said and pressed her red lips against my lips. “Sure.” I said and smiled. When she were gone I hit my self so many times in my head that I fell to the ground and close my eyes sleeping.  I have really fucked up. Just like I always fucking do!


“FUCK!” I yelled when I realized that the clock were way over 4 o’clock, I would get in trouble, I were late for O2 and that means that all the lads and management will get angry! Fuck. I tried to stand up, I were still a little drunk, this was so stupid to jump down in that hole, maybe I can’t sing later without sounding like a cat getting killed by a dog. I stumbled out to my car, I took down the car mirror just to see how horrible I looked and I looked like I was drained for energy, my eyes were completely bloodshot, I looked dead almost. I drove away fast. I hurried into O2 parking lot. When I came in there I heard Liam saying something I couldn’t make out what was but it wouldn’t surprise me if it was about me, they always talk about me, I’m kidding. I walked closer to the boys and they all just looked at me. “You look horrible.” Niall said and laughed. Louis didn’t even look at me, Liam, Zayn and Niall laughed at me, what a sight. “Shut up, when is this concert going to end.” I said sounding angry and I was angry I bet Louis were too. “Just leave we don’t care anyways Harry, you’re nothing really.” Louis surprised me and everybody by saying.  “Shut up Louis.” I said and went away from the group. “Are you mad at each other?” Zayn asked. “No not at all, we’re best friends.” Louis said ironically that fool. “Guys stop.” Liam said and looked supportive at us both I guess he’s just being our friend.


We sat by the table, when I say we I mean Liam, Niall, Zayn and me, Louis was gone with Eleanor, what a surprise. They went eating before the concert. “Harry you know we’re here for you.” Niall said looking straight at me, I nodded and gave him a little high-five. Liam took ahold of my arm and looked at my red scars. “Harry what the fuck is this?” He asked while looking very mad at me. “It’s just Dusty. He got mad the other day.” I said lying.  He looked at me like he really knew that I was lying. “What an evil cat.” Zayn said laughing with me. I nodded. “Hey boys.” Eleanor said, the lovers were back. “Hi babe.” Liam said with a sweet voice. “BOYS ON STAGE FOR THE CONCERT IN 20 MINUTES!” Our stage manager Chloe said, she actually yelled and sounded like an angry bird just like the game.

(Sorry for this chapter, i fell like it's pretty bad, but idk what you think. Love ya all!)



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