Little White Lies: A Harry Styles Love Story

Anna and Harry had a past and Anna had done everything in her power to forget about him. But when he comes back into her life, and they rekindle what they had, things of downhill for both Anna's mental health and for Harry's career.


11. Up In The Air

***May be a bit inappropriate*** "Harry," I whined, bored and antsy. He caressed the top of my head, I could see his eyes roll to the back of his head. He was tired and I was annoying him. I sighed and decided to not say anything. "Nevermind," I said and turned my head back to the television. I wrapped my hands around his and snuggled my head into his chest. He looked stressed and exhausted, like his head was killing him. He's been getting these migraines lately and to be honest, I couldn't tell what it truly was. Maybe because Harry was going to New York tomorrow, only to come back two days later for New Years Eve. He's told me that he gets the worst anxiety when he goes to NY because the fans are always following him, but it's not just a few, it's hundreds and then he started to tell me how the paparazzi start mistreating them and how they start getting hurt and it's so stressful for him but he's going to see a friend to give gifts for the holidays, just like he always does. He had asked me to go with him, but I told him I'd think about it and so far I was leaning towards yes. He had also told me he was stressed out about the fans and I, mostly about how the fans would react when they found out about us. "It's always unpredictable," he had told me, "But I don't want to keep you a secret."

"Come with me tomorrow," he whispered in my ear. This was the third time he asked and I've said maybe. "I need you there," he begged sincerely. I couldn't stand to see him in such discomfort so I just decided to go and whatever happens, happens.

"Fine," I gave in. "But only because I love you."

"Thank you," he whispered happily. I've never been to New York so I was a bit happy inside about going, but I also felt a lot of anticipation and nervousness. I wasn't ready to go "public" in the slightest bit. We're just starting our relationship and I don't want to ruin it so quickly. But Harry was happy, which made me happy. He grabbed my face, kissing my slightly. His lips brushed mine before kissing me again, this time a bit harder. I couldn't help but melt into him. No matter what mood he is in or I am in, he can always change it with the slightest things. His lips continued to move in sync with mine. It was a slow kiss, not to rough, just enough to create sexual tension between the both of us. My hands found their way up to his face, I let my hands softly move along his jaw line, something I knew he liked a lot. His lips trailed away from mine, leaving my lips numb and wanting more. He planted soft kissed along my neck, I could feel the lust coursing through my veins as if I was high. Harry then shifted so I was under him, he looked down at me with his big eyes and his long eyelashes. He wasn't smiling, just looking down at me with this face that I couldn't put words to, it was a face that I had never seen before. I wouldn't call it a sexually frustrated face because I've seen that one before and this was not it. He seemed calmed and soothed, almost as if he was medically induced, which got me wondering a bit, but I quickly forgot about that. He then leaned down, both of his hands straddling my head, and kissed me a bit harder. He tasted like hot chocolate and spearmint gum, his favorite. I wrapped my arms around his neck as he began to kiss my chest, right about the seams of my V Neck shirt. My entire body shuttered as his hands slid up my shirt. I was overcome by his enticing gestures and I couldn't help but shift under his weight. I bit my lip, trying to resist the urge to just give in, but instead I let out a shaking moan which, to Harry, gave off how desperate I was. His big, veiny hands made there way underneath my bra and my eyes widened as they took hold of me. I felt my body shiver at his touch, my eyes rolled to the back of my head and before I knew it my top was off and across the room. I was semi exposed. His soft touch caused a sensation of emotions throughout my body. I couldn't control myself anymore, so I let go, I didn't care anymore. He was about to see a whole other side to me. The Anna he knew was the vibrant yet strong willed Anna but the Anna he was about to see was the weak, feeble and submissive Anna.

My hips began to push against his, letting him know what I wanted, but he wasn't ready to give it up. He planted small, yet sensational kissed down my torso, towards my belly button. He tugged on my belly ring with his teeth while looking up at me, his green eyes filled with seduction. His hands then made their way from my chest to my legs, moving them softly up and down. He placed his hands between my legs, drawing them open, leaving the black fabric of my leggings the only thing separating him from me. He ran his thumb over me, teasing me in every way possible. He then began removing the fabric from my body, leaving me completely exposed and in his control.....

I could tell Harry was satisfied with what he had done to me but in no way was I done and neither was he. He thew off his shirt but I wasn't going to let him do this on the couch. "Upstairs," I whispered and he knew what I meant. He lifted me up, my everything was out in the open but I didn't care in the least bit. He carried me upstairs, not letting our lips part and without notice I flew backwards onto his bed. My mind was in a mix and before I could think, I was on top of Harry. He was in his boxers and I was sat right on top of him. He was teasing me even more, my hips began to move once again and I threw my head back in pleasure and that's when he knew I wanted him. He threw off his boxers, and threw me under him. Out came the dark eyed Harry I was waiting for and from then on, it was as if the world didn't matter. It was just the two of us and nothing would be able to ruin this moment. He was slow and steady, smooth and romantic with every motion. Our lips always together. My nails dug into his back as one hand caressed the hair of my lover. We moved in sync, everything was done together. We finished together and that's when I came to an important realization. He rolled off of me in a huff and I of course jumped up in a panic after a minute or two of telling each other how much we love one another. Just like any other male, he was ready to fall asleep but I kept him up. "Harry," I said shakily. I opened his bedside table to see nothing but headache medicine and sunglasses. I swallowed really hard and stood up. "We didn't use a condom," I whispered. I felt like a complete idiot and so did Harry. His face turned a few shades lighter as he stared down under the blanket at himself. His hands collapsed on his face in disappointment. "I'm so stupid! I should've remembered." I didn't pay attention to what Harry was saying because I was completely thinking of myself. Before he could fit in another word I was running downstairs and putting my clothes back on. I looked and smelled like sex but I didn't care. "Where are you going?" He asked from the top of the stairs. "The pharmacy!" I shouted as I exited his house and ran down the block to the 24 hour drug store. I ran into the back of the store where the pharmacist was and began looking around for the box. "Excuse me miss, are you alright?" Asked an old woman in a store clerk apron. She wasn't too old, but she was definitely old enough to be my grandmother, and kind of reminded me of her. She had a sweetness to the way she looked, she was harmless and she looked like she was wise and experienced just like my grandmother. "Uh yea,"I kind of hesitated to ask her about what I was looking for but after a good minute, I just let it out. "How long after know...have sex...can you take the "pill"?" The woman laughed and led me to where she kept them. "As quick as you can darling. I've been down that road before," She smiled and handed me the box. I reached into my pocket to pay but the old woman stopped me. "Take it, it's on me," I didn't have time to refuse to I just thanked her and ran back to Harry's. The entire walk back was like the death march through the trail of tears. With every step I was overcome with utter panic. I slowly came through the door and walked towards him. He was pacing in his kitchen and when I came in he took me in his arms and hugged me tightly.

"I'm so sorry Anna, we were in the moment and I just forgot and I wasn't thinking and I-"

"Harry, stop." I pushed him away nicely and gave him a sincere smile so he knew I wasn't mad. I opened the package and dry swallowed two pills just like it said to do. I had to take another two tomorrow morning. Even though I had found a solution, not only was I still nervous but I felt guilty. I was currently killing something that could have potentially grown and became just another one of us within the span of 9 months. Harry stood behind me the entire time, he could tell how anxious and terrified I was. I couldn't help but think about how every time we have a good moment, something just has to pop up to ruin the moment. I let my head hang and took a few deep breaths to control my nerves. Harry placed a hand on my shoulder but I wiggled it off. "I'm just...gonna go home," I whispered before I ran some water over my face and fixed up my hair a bit before giving Harry a kiss goodbye. "See you tomorrow," I mumbled as I walked away. "I love you," I called after me. I didn't answer because of all if the things that filled my head. I got home, took a shower, and went right to bed, trying not to taunt myself with the thoughts of what could have been.

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