Just The Help ( Louis Tomlinson )

Have you ever loved someone? Wait, let me rephrase that! Have you ever loved someone but can't be with them? I do. And do you get that gut wrenching feeling whenever you remind yourself you can never have them? I do, when ever I look at her. Whenever I see her hazel eyes, her light black waves that cascade to the middle of her back, the way she moves, the way she speaks. Her name is Sienna, Princess Sienna to be exact! And the reason I can't be with her? Well I'm Louis Tomlinson and I'm her guard.I'm just the help. One whom she could never love....
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Chapter Song: Rue's Lullaby by????

Louis' POV

I stood outside a little longer until the crowd started to file out one by one.

Although I saw Prince Liam leave with his father and the king and queen, Sienna never came out. I looked over at Harry and Paul who were to follow the king and queen, egging me on to look for the princess.

I step into the hall and find her looking out the stain glass window. Her hair has been ripped out of its bun and flows down her back until it reaches right above her bum. And what a bum it is. Focus Louis!

"Princess." I say standing with my hands behind my back. Guards aren't really supposed to talk to their superiors, but rules are made to be broken. She let a sad smile fill her features as she looks at me.

"No one is here Louis. You know how much I despise 'Princess'." She says looking back over to the window. I slowly go up to her and stand next to her frame. She keeps looking out at nothing but the overlooking ocean sight.

"I'd like to go to my room now." She says. Without looking she laces her fingers with mine and she begins to lead me to the west wing.

"Sienna?" I say. She ignores me and continues on her way. We finally get to her room and she pushes me inside.

She closes the door and faces it for a few seconds, small sobs escaping her mouth. "Sienna." I say in a pity kind of voice. "Louis." She turns around with tear filled eyes and runs into my arms. She holds me tight by waist as I hold her tightly not wanting to let go.

A tear slips from my eyes. I will never be able to hold her like this again. "I do not wish to be married to him." She mumbles into my chest. My heart begins to repair a little but not much. "I don't know what to do Louis..." she said finally releasing me, leaving me cold once more.

For once, I was completely speechless. This feeling of complete emptiness overtook me as I saw her red eyes and face filled with sorrow. I wanted to take away the pain.

"I want to be married out of love, not arrangement. I want a baby out of love, not forced into something I never want to do. I don't want fondness. I want love." she says as she paces the room. "When will I be able to have that?" she asks.

I wanted to shout out to her at that moment that I was here, I will always be here, and I will love her. But I didn't. I just said, "I don't k-know." I'm stuttering now?

She faced me and stared for a few seconds. She walked up to me and pulled me towards the bed. "Make me feel better." she said as she laid down on the golden sheets. I soon followed and held her so her face was nuzzled into my neck.

"Deep in the meadow, under the willow
A bed of grass, a soft green pillow
Lay down your head, and close your sleepy eyes
And when again they open, the sun will rise.
Here it's safe, here it's warm
Here the daisies guard you from every harm
Here your dreams are sweet and tomorrow brings them true
Here is the place where I love you."

A smile crept its way onto my features I looked down to connect my blue eyes to her hazel ones.She looked up at me, a smile present on her face.

"I love when you sing to me. Your voice is beautiful." She bit her lip and placed her hand on my chest. She traced her hand in small circles.

"Sing more. I might even forget." she said. "Forget what?" I ask stupidly. She frowns and looked down, "That I can never truly be happy........." she mumbled something at the end that I couldn't make out. "I'll sing whenever you want me to." I whisper in her ear. She looked back up and smiled once again. "Sing please." I laugh at her statement.

"Deep in the meadow, hidden far away
A cloak of leaves, a moonbeam ray
Forget your woes and let your troubles lay
And when again it's morning, they'll wash away.
Here it's safe, here it's warm
Here the daisies guard you from every harm
Here your dreams are sweet and tomorrow brings them true
Here is the place where I love you."

A tear falls from her eye and rolls down her cheek. "Sienna." I say which causes her to look up. "Hmm" she hums.

"I don't like to see that. It means your hurt and I just want to make you feel anything but pain." Her eyes brighten as I say this.

"You mean it?" I laugh in response.

"Of coarse I do!" She giggles and rests her head on my chest. "Thank you Louis."

A moment or two passes and neither one of us say anything. "Sienna?" no response. I look down to see her eyes have fluttered closed.

I slowly remove myself from her grip but instantly regret it. I place her head on the pillow and knelt down to her sleeping face. A small smile is etched onto her face in the most perfect way.

"Here is the place where I love you." I kiss her forehead. 

I slowly get up and am at the door when I hear something. Something I thought I would never hear....at least while she's in this state.



Okay I understand that the song is from the hunger games but I think it gies really well. I'm sorry I can't update as much as I want. If you give me at least a day or two to finish a chapter that's be awesome. So tell me what you think so far. Is it too corny? Well I don't care! Haha! Love ya loveleys!!! <3


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