Moment in time

I gave birth to a shapely little girl. I was seventeen when I became a mom to my daughter. She had just me and I didn't tell her who was her father. I lived a pretty normal life, until he came back.

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As soon as Niall came in the door, took Maura Lilly and smiled weakly at us.
"YOU need to talk!" she said kindly and disappeared then up to the second floor. Niall knew what it was about and he pulled me into the couch. I saw that he was tired and I could see he was scared.
"I don't want to lose you!" he whispered, and sat down on the sofa. I sat down beside him and swallowed. I felt a lump in my stomach and the tears kept on coming.
"I don't know if I'm ready to be in your life!" I got out of me. "It's not only me, but also about Lilly. She can't understand what's happening and she can't even go to kindergarten any more."

Niall took my hands in his and then looked down on them. He was quiet and I noticed that he was as sorry as me. I felt the tears coming and I suffered as much as he did.
"If I buy a house then?" he got out of it. "I can arrange everything for you, but don't leave me!"
I swallowed
"What can you arrange? Can you get the fans to stop, can you get them to understand that Lilly and I don't want to be known or have to do with them?"
Niall shook the head and looked at me. He looked into my eyes and I had never seen him so sad before. The tears came and he smiled weakly.
"I feel inside when you asking me that. I understand you and I know what you're talking about." he sobbed. "But you are my family. It's only you that I love and I don't want to lose my daughter!"
I swallowed
"What shall we do then?"
He had no answer. He raised one hand and stroked my cheek.
"Please, Tess! Let me at least try to create a life for us? Let's go home again and I will contact an estate agents directly. I get us a safe home and then we solve the other somehow?"
I swallowed. Was it what I wanted to do? I wanted to give him a chance or not? Would I?
"And if that doesn't solve anything?"
He smiled weakly
"Then I have still tried!"

 

I felt shattered! I wasn't sure I wanted to continue with Niall. I knew I made ​​a mistake if I left him, but I felt cornered in a corner. My dream had been one time that he would come back, that he would love me and that he would like me more than anything else. Now that I had that piece, I realized that there were more things that had to work. You couldn't build a relationship on just feelings.

 

"Give him a chance!" Bobby whispered to me and I saw that he cared. "My son have never been in love like this before, and I see that he's suffering. He will do everything for you!"

 

When we got back to London, we chose to be in my apartment. Niall didn't want to leave me and be at his home alone. It was as if he thought I would escape? He contacted various estate agents, and they were more than delighted to help us. I realized the benefits to have a famous boyfriend, when it was about to make things happen. After a few days we had many houses to look at. Niall chose us to be discerning.
"The house that we both love and Lilly like I buy, but not a house only one of us is fond of!"
I nodded and realized that he really wanted to do everything right from the beginning.

 

Late one afternoon, we arrived at a large house outside London. There was a wide stone wall around the entire house and the yard was huge. The house consisted everything you could dream about, and the only thing we had to do was paint the walls in our colours. Lilly immediately found a cute girl's bedroom with pink walls.
"I WILL STAY HERE!" she almost screamed and she ran into the room. I laughed a little bit and went after her. It was a typical place for a girl like her. I understood her and couldn't help but nod towards her. Niall came after us and smiled at me.
"What do you think?"
I swallowed
"But it's expensive?"
He smiled and hugged me lightly.
"And I having the money!"
I felt his arms around my waist and he was standing right behind me.
"I can imagine living here!" he whispered in my ear. "Come on baby!"
I smiled weakly and nodded to finish.
"Okay!"

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