what i want but cant have!!

my name is Joyce Tomlinson, recognise the last name, yeah I am Louis Tomlinson’s younger sister. Im turning 16 in about 2 months I have to live with 5 boys and 1 being my brother that I hate, okay I don’t really hate him but im just really annoyed with him he hasn’t spoken to me in a year and a half and now he wants me to move in with him. But there is a problem I like someone but I know they don’t like me back, but only like me as a sister figure, great.
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26. chapter and A/N


Hey so its Danielle here, sorry me and tayla haven't updated for a while, and i know its my turn to update but i have just gone through a break up with my boyfriend a few days ago, and yesterday i felt sick so i had to go vomit and i decided to take a pregnancy test and Guess what!........ tayla doesnt even know yet but she will i'll call her after this, but im 3 weeks pregnant, im so happy but the thing is the baby wont have a dad, because i told him afterwards and he said he never wanted this and never wants kids but, i have tayla and the rest of my family to help me through it all. :)

-Danielle XxXxXxXx

anyway back to the story...........


Joyce's P.O.V.

it's the next morning and im sitting in the hotel room whatching TV. While the boys are in room 228 finishing the recording for the midnight memeories album.

i decide to turn off the TV and get ready for the day,  cause we have to go to rehearsals after the boys have finished recording and then they have a concert tonight, then we have a day off tommorrow!.

i walk into mine and liams bedroom and go to the closet i decide on wearing(picture below), its to hot here in australia to wear anything long.

i finish getting dressed and walk out of the bedroom to see the boys in mine and Li's hotel room

"you ready babe?" liam asks me as he walks over to me and kisses my forehead


'mmhhh" i mumble and nodd my head yes, we all walk out of the hotel rrom and get in the elevator to go to the lobby, once we are down there we all walk outside and to the van with the bodyguards, there are only a few fans outside the hotel and a few paps aswell, but we can stop we have to go straight there.


once we get to the arena we go in th back way and make our way towards the dressing rooms.

"hey joyce" lou says holding lux in her arms

"hey lou, hey lux, cani have cuddles?" i say/ask, she stretches her arms out and im about to take her from her mum when liam comes runing past and snatches her away

"my baby girl" he say running around the room with a laughing lux in his arms, i just smile at how cute he looks when he's holding her, and the way he talks to her its so adorable, you can tell he will be a great father, when the time comes.


"Alright boys thank you, now you have an hour to do whatever than you need to get ready for the show." paul says to the boys, we have just finished rehearsals and there is an hour and half till the show starts so we are going backstage while the fans get seated.

"joy-joy!" lux says running up to me

"yes luxi?" i say using her nickname i made for her,

"play me" she says

"yes i will beautiful" i say to her picking her up, "what do you want to do?" i ask her

"hide..seek" she says,

"well lets go find where the boys have run off to and ask if they want to play!" i say to her setting her back down on the ground, she runs off towards the green room, i dont know why its called that cause its not green but anyway, i follow her and walk through the door to see lux telling Zayn that we are playing hide'n go seek

"hide...seek..zayn" she says

"okay princess" he says standing up and going to get niall from the food bar.

once everyone is sitting with me and lux, we have to decide who's going to be in

"im in!" yells louis

"okay then!" we say

"louis count to 50" i say and get up with lux "come on lux" i say taking her hand and walking to the door as louis starts to count. we all walk out of the grren room and find hiding places. as we are looking for one we see harry get in a blue bin and niall get into a suitcase in the hallway, me and lux quickly get into the musicians changing room and hide behind the couch

"what are you doing joy?" josh asks me

"shhhh, we are hiding, pretend we arn't here!" i say to him sitting cross leg on the ground with lux in my lap. we wait about 10 minutes before we hear the door open.

"there in here i know it!" i hear louis' voice

"who's in hear?" josh and sandy ask at the same time

"dont lie to me i know thy are in here!" i hear louis say before i hear his footsteps coming around the back of the couch

"hi" me and lux say waving at him, with big siles on our faces, he just laughs and we continue on with the game


"thank you melbourne" harry yells before he jumps down into the hole on stage, i quickly run backstage from where i was sitting the whole concert, one the side of the stage.

"you boys were wonderful" i say standing there not wanting to give them huggs cause there all sweaty, i see louis look at the boys with an evil smirk, i start to get a little scared

"what are you boys-" before i can finish the boys yell "group hugg" and tackle me into a group hugg

"ugggghhh" i scream out, "paul help me!" i scream, he just laughs from where he is standing infront of the group hugg

"come on boys thats enough lets get back to the hotel" paul says, the boys break the hugg and start to walk to the back entrance

"thank you paul" i say giving him a hugg, he just smiles and pats my back, we start walking to the back door when i feel someone next to me

"what liam?" i ask him

"how'd you know it was me?" he asks

"cause i can smell ya!" i state

"well thats kinky!" he wisper's in my ear, i just slap his arm and he pouts playfully rubbing it "that hurt!' he says, i just laugh and we get in the car to go back to the hotel.


hope you enjoyed this p.s. ther ewill only be like 1 or 2 more chapters than we are gonna start the sequal i think!

-Danielle XxXxXxXx

p.s im so excited to be a mum! can't wait 8 months to go!

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