what i want but cant have!!

my name is Joyce Tomlinson, recognise the last name, yeah I am Louis Tomlinson’s younger sister. Im turning 16 in about 2 months I have to live with 5 boys and 1 being my brother that I hate, okay I don’t really hate him but im just really annoyed with him he hasn’t spoken to me in a year and a half and now he wants me to move in with him. But there is a problem I like someone but I know they don’t like me back, but only like me as a sister figure, great.
Read to find out what happens.


21. back to london!

joyce's P.O.V.

Today we are going back home, to the house in london, if your wondering yes i have moved in mum let me and the boys said it was okay from their management, so i am now living there with all the boys.

its been two days since liam and i had found out i was pregnant and now im officially 2 weeks pregnant, i know because we went to the doctors yeasterday and found out for sure, now all i have to do is not let lou and the oter boys find out just yet, or if thy do i dont know what wil happen lou had started trusting liam with me and if he finds out im pregnant with his child he will personally kill liam than me even.

"babe you okay?" liam asks me as he looks from the road to glance at me, then looks back at the road and kept driving

"yeah just thinking" i say to him, an smile i look up at him and see a smile form on his lips

"about the baby?" he asks

"yeah" i say "what if lou finds out he's going to you first then me" i say to him

"trust me he wont till were ready to tell him" liam says to me smiling

"how are you so sure,most likely im going to start sowing in about 2 or 3 months tiime!" i says to him.

"well than we will tell them than and the fans when you start to show." he says to me, i nodd my head in reply and rest my head on the window listening to the music and not long after falling asleep.


"babe wake up" i hear liam say shaking me a little

"im up" i say to him,opening my eayes and rubbing them, i get out of the car and grab my suitcase, i walk inside with liam to see the boys in the ,ain living room.

"joyceeeee, your back" everyone scream's to me running and tackling me into a hug

"what about me?" liam asks sad i laugh and the boys attack him into a hug. i quickly make a dash for it to mine and liam's room, i putmy suitcase down and get some fresh lazy clothes out of my wardrobe and walk into the bathroom closing the door than locking it. i walk over to the shower and turn it on, i get undressed and get into the shower, i wash my hair and shave my legs, after that was done i stood in the shower for a bit just looking at my stomach where the baby lies.

after a few more minutes i got out and wrapped a towel around my body and one around my hair, after i had gotten dressed and brushed my hair out i left it down and walked into the lounge room to see all the boys there, i smile and walk over sitting on liam cause there are no other spaces.





*********** 2 months later*********

its been two months since i had foound out about me being pregnant and now i have a very small baby bump, the boys wont notice it and even if they do they will think im getting a little fat.

i get dressed into some nice clothes as i am going with the boys to their interview today aswell as El so i wont be alone.

((her outfit))

i quickly brush my hair leaving it out and today it has its natural waves so its looks really good, i run out of my room and into the main living area of the house to see the boys ready, paul comes to the door and tells us we have to go, i run outside and jump in the right back of the car, and yes i can run in high heel, it took me a couple years but i can and because i used to be a gymnast, which i had to have good balance it helps.

the boys get int the car liam sitting next to me on one side and El on the other.

"so how are you and bubs going?" El asks me wispering

"we're good!" i say to her, and i have been good i finally stopped throwing up lately, but i dont get wy they call it morning sickness i mean you can throwup anytime of the day not just morning but hey its stoped now and im happy.

we arrive at the studio, we are on alan car's show today and this is going to be great!.


we get inside after the boys have taken some pictures and signed some stuff, me and El did some too, and i got people asking about my ring on my finger, cause about a month and a bit ago about 2 weeks after liam had given me the promise ring, the paparazzi caught it n my finger and now there are romours that we are engaged but liam tweeted about it about 3 weeks ago clearing it up and we done a twitcam where we answered question for the fans and it was so fun!.

anyway we walk up to the stylist room and the boys change into the clothes they are going to wear on the show, me and lou do the boys makeup with Els help.


"please welcome one direction!" Alan says as the boys walk down the stairs and stop and wave.


the interview is almost over and me and El are just sitting down and talking to each other

"please welcome El eanor calder and joyce tomlinson!" Alan says pointing at us and ushering us to walk onstage. we get up and walk onto the stage as the crowd claps and cheers, we walk over and El sits on louis lap and i sit on liams, cause there are no more seats but i dont mind, as i sit down liam wraps his arms aroung my waist resting his hands laced together on my stomach i smile and give him a quick kiss.

"so girls how has the tour been so far?" Alan asks us

"its been great" we both say at the same time, Alan nodds

"so joyce and liam what's realy going on with the ring, casue there are alot of rumors going around?" Alan asks

"well, as liam had tweeted about 3 weeks ago it is only a promise ring, but liam did say he wants it to be an engagement ring but just not yet!" i say to him

"well thats an exclusive" Alan says "okay so boys there are rumors out to, about a new song and video" Alan asks/says

"yep its ture ther is going to be a new song and video out on the smae day which im pretty sure its july 22 so in about 2 - 3 weeks" louis says


we finishe the interview and go to the changing rooms the boys get ther other clothes on and we go out the back to the cars and go back to the hotel.

"night guys" i say giving them all hugs and walking into mine and liam's hotel room. i strip down to my underwear and get into bed, liam soon apears and closes the door turning off the light and getting into bed with me, i lay on my side facing away from liam, he wraps his arms aroung me rest ing his ands on my belly

"night beautiful" liam wispers to me

"night babe" i say back to him, as im about to fall asleep i hear liam say goodnight to the baby, i smile and fall asleep.


hope you like it i had to write it about 2 times so if its gay thats why anyway hope you all had a great christmas, i know i did and then my birthday yester day was great too, im 16 hurray! anyway please like comment and fave thanks!


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