They own me

They own me, they can do whatever they want with me, they can kill me, they can rape me, they can burn me. I'm owned by One Direction!


2. My life

Have you ever wondered how life would be if things hadn't happened? Have you laying in your bed and looked up at the ceiling and dreamed that anything would happen? You are lying there and have just a normal boring life. The only thing you want is for something to happen, something that breaks the usual dreary life? I had such thoughts! I wanted to break out, but I had no idea that the dream would come true. I had no idea of ​​the nightmare that would become my everyday life.


"Kim you'll be late for school!"
I sighed and sat up in bed. Mom was always in a bad mood and she took it out on me. I leapt out of bed, washed myself and put on my usual dreary clothes. I ate one of those breakfast everyone eats and I picked together my stuff in the school bag.
"Dad's on a meeting tonight!" Mom said happily. "Maybe we can see a movie together?"
I sighed. She thought it would make me forget all the days when she was mad at me. I didn't feel like hanging out with my mom and stare at a movie that she fell asleep to. Perhaps the most, she was awake for half an hour. 
"I'm going to study!" I lied. "Andy and I are interested in history and I come home when we're done!"
Mom looked disappointed at me, but I didn't tell her that I hated her. I hated that she often pointed out everything that I did. I couldn't even sit up straight in her eyes. 
"Don't come home too late!" she murmured, and I just nodded
"I take with my phone and I'll call when I walk home!"
Mom nodded and sipped coffee. She looked at me and followed me with her eyes. I closed the school bag and went out to the hall. I hated that she wanted to decide everything and that she still wasn't happy with me.


My bike was standing outside the door and I snapped it up. I wondered if I could hang out with someone after school. Mom didn't expect me to come home immediately and it gave me freedom. I had no tests to study for and I didn't have to plan around. I could just be me.


Andy looked at me long before he laughed a little bit.
"So you lied to your mom?"
I sighed
"Yes, so please can I come home with you today?"
He shook his head directly
"I shall play football and then the dad take me out restaurant., I can't today!"
I sighed and put the bike at school. I locked it and then took my bag.
"But your dad may want me to go with you to support you?"
He laughed and shook his head.
"You're crazy Kim! Dad's worse than your mother!"


I was disappointed when everyone else had things planned. No one had time for me and I felt like an old lady. Why couldn't I have an exciting life like everyone else? I sighed and went through the school day. My mind was in other directions and I barely heard what the teacher said. It was as if I ended up in a dead end and I couldn't bother me.


I refused to go home. Instead, I went down to the city and walked around the shops. It was better than hearing mom complain about me. I knew that my parents had a hard time. Dad often worked over and Mom felt forgotten. The problem was that all attention was on me instead. Dad wondered if the grades was good and mom wanted to know everything. I didn't say much to them, and often I lied. The school wasn't so good, but I knew they wouldn't bother in the end. When they had asked a lot of questions, they thought I was happy. That I felt loved and that they were good parents, but it wasn't like that. I didn't feel loved!


I sat down on a bench and put the bag next to me. I saw families walking past, lovebirds and old people. Everyone seemed to have a goal and I was the only one who was lost. I sighed and picked up my headphones. I listened to music, and I decided that I wouldn't bother me. I sat on the bench and no one should see me. I was only one in the crowd and no one had any idea about me.

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